Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtePDWetKX5
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnYkDOZ4X8
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDducU7RfGX
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFIMmaPnIy
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSB5lYYb4G
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43BlMBnmw0
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOIlfOtSzl
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRL7RJVaRvA
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlJbrkv4df
Fake.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcF7SbiZnO
Not myself.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrlRF2s1gF
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5mOgoiERy
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopBsDW9Rwr
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jeEOzonpu
Help me, Ray! Help me!635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpYAyBS5x3
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcX7aff3N4T
Voice mail.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5b3xHbntv
I try again.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0Z2amH3m7
No answer.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08pk02XOfi
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDkEbcZJNf
I can't. I must stay strong.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6iTvbsD4f
My tears come faster.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Jo5Iv59do
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSQEn3334g
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjb3Opujkg
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZvXLOcYm6
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOByO2haiBF
Is it really that high?635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6GKxcdu8D
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzqK5iXRRV
I must move… I need to move.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNDyZxACSN
I eye the door.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59VegooaY3
I will myself to sit up.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEadPfvV6T
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8obBCCBkSV
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZlsqRPVbj
I focus on the door.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiPghPkQZf
I crawl forward.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTuf2NYACM
I need to get there.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZBhjJAONz
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtCPqz6ALT
My legs are wobbly, broken.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBqZd4NVC4
Just a few more feet…635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P1HM7wpcj
I reach out my hand and take another step-635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡni9az5BN53
and collapse to the ground.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OikUznh9E
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehfjbQ56xU
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsvxB0BQrs
I suck in a breath.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFY8tAlyZK
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufOxKL1f2I
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecqoWjutJM
Just once.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlFVHftzo4
"Promise me."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpVcilBIqE
"I promise, Ray."635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6aNr8KhCg
No, I can't. I promised him.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U6OPyUre8
But it'll feel so good…635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T4QVtGR2b
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZvEpkt8Ph
It'll be quick. Just one cut.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOoeXKpxqh
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJp12maSHmD
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxq8qswQBn
Anytime, now…635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35MzfGq7mk
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUZcav0KvO
Is it raining?635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQr3SPZHHx
No, that’s impossible.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvmS2u6soX
I can't see.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhKBSCPOKr
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr7fHozFdp
I can't breathe.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DH098jjpH
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1h3epISwGQ
What's poking my leg…?635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5aYUxaT0k
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrsxTuAa0p
How did it get there?635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbTabzv2lO
I take it and hold it closely to myself.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iT1htUpTT
How can something so evil look so beautiful?635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaEvYpzK1T
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhz6GbfCcr
So cold.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuprOzHI0p8
I press down and drive it across my skin.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMkfLnXtPC
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOQGLeeLHo
I take another breath.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9oRQMbUGQ
Another.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ogX3JlOEG
My breathing comes harder, faster.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWuXlwvS1W
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xcisnBPJL
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1VRwECCtc
I shut my eyes tightly.635Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9zWL47Ifr
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