I can understand wanting to leave if it's all too much. Ultimately, it is up to you and no one else. I'm not sure what happened to you, and you don't have to share; but, you need to make the right decision for you.

I hope you heal from whatever happened to you, lovely. You can talk to me if you need to, my messages is always open :)

Yeah i get it so so so fucking much rn. If you need to do it. It's understandable if if people don't understand they can fuck off. Do what you feel is right.

If you need someone to talk to I'm happy to listen though.