The life of me? blog - prompt: Getting over a guy (I wrote this one prior to BunnyBear giving me the prompt that was simila

Once Upon a Recovery

By FossyJoci

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Once upon a time

I liked I guy

But it didn’t work out

It was worth the try

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I thought he liked me back

Don’t think I’ll ever know

Because he isn’t straightforward

And I’m socially awkward though

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So now I have to try my best

To catch the butterflies that are loose

In my stomach

What a spook

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But he’s like Prince Charming

It’s hard to say

But he makes me laugh

And giggle

And play

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So it’s hard to quell

The feelings that swell

Cause this guy that I fell for

Has me under a spell

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I tried to tell him

“Your not helping dude!”

And his only reaction was

“I can't turn off the charm!”

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I’m getting mixed signals

I don’t know how to tell him

But tbh to get over these feelings

I need him to say the one thing

He has yet to feat

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He had to say it to my face

Or over message, I don’t care

That he doesn’t like me like that

Only then will my brain give up

On that hope that his feelings for me

Will float down from the clouds

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Only then

My hopeful optimism will come to an end

So this guy can become “Just a friend”

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But it’s hard you know because

Every time I begin to recover

To get over

He speaks to me with adoration

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But I can never tell the level

You know that feeling right?

When you can’t tell if this guy likes you

Or if he just looks up to you

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Which? By now I should know

It’s a minimum one

He does look up to me it’s true

He did admit that to me thankfully too

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Because he also had a crush on me

Once upon a time way back when

About two years ago or so but he never mentioned

A crush during present time

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So I will attempt

At giving up

Because you know what they say

If you love something let it go

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But can that even be applied to this situation?

We never dated

And we probably never will

But that is why I have an optimistic outlook on life

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Because all I have to say is this

“I need complete honesty”

“If I asked you on a date right here right now,

And you weren’t dead set on staying single,

Would you say yes?”

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And as long as his answer

Is what I think it would be

“No, I wouldn’t”

Then I could get over him quite easily

But until something like that happens

Whether I get my answer, or he finally comes forward with his feelings

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I will continue to be optimistically Delulu

But only for me and you, will I let it go

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For all I need

Is a simple, straightforward,

Rejection.

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So that I can hold it against you

Because I need you to let go

Because I know that I never will

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