My Dearest Sweet Markus - 02.17.22

Questions creating tempest in my head

I sit at the corner bitting my nails

The anxiety is too much for me to bear

But here I am composing myself

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I told you I wanted to die

I told you I rather be alone

But I also wanted to spend eternity with you

And never part ways with you

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Taylor said life makes love look hard

I hate it but I agree with her

If only I do not carry so much baggage

Then maybe I can always be my best self for you

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I understand every circumstances

I am trying my best to be patient and understanding

But the pressure of thinking and wanting too much

Makes me a vindictive and vicious scalawag

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It is a miracle that you keep choosing me

Despite the fact that I am too much to handle

I cannot believe you still love me

Knowing how much of a wench I am

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If one day I wake up with you gone

I will cry and curse the stars

But understand the reason of you leaving me

As I know I am no good for you

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Yet, if you stay forever with me

I will try my best and hardest to be what you need me to be

It might not be tomorrow or the next month

But I swear I will get there

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You know I do love you

Even how malicious I am

Deep inside my heart and soul

My whole being is only yours

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