My mind is a prison, without any bars.1879Please respect copyright.PENANAywytlI6nRb
I'm addicted to feelings, not drugs, and this is the worst thing.1879Please respect copyright.PENANAnd5xWWRMvb
My body is loyal, but my heart is a whore and it takes1879Please respect copyright.PENANAgf9Ci3dHHE
grand strength everyday to not hurt myself.1879Please respect copyright.PENANAJtT0rdWmkz
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But, dear, feelings are my addiction and the feeling I get from the nails and razors1879Please respect copyright.PENANAzsOUCcGSEp
digging in my skin, is depressingly orgasmic. And I lay there, in a tired worthless state of mind, until I fall asleep and begin the same nightmare tomorrow.1879Please respect copyright.PENANA4GtYscAQcx
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And I gave myself to him... and he used me. And I gave myself to1879Please respect copyright.PENANAgvfm74k8rW
him and him and him and him and they used me and used me and used me until it was natural for me to feel used and obligated to satisfy.1879Please respect copyright.PENANA2KxOP2bqy5
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And darling if I died three minutes from now, those would be the happiest three minutes of my life. I don't want to be alive but i'm too scared to end my own life1879Please respect copyright.PENANAUHzZZLHYNm
so here I am baby doll, fucking and drinking away.1879Please respect copyright.PENANAkY5634vBFB
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when I was younger I was honestly in love, and I don't know what happened1879Please respect copyright.PENANAWgADOuy6J1
but that is gone now and ever since I've craved that feeling and1879Please respect copyright.PENANAQYmETiD4gr
searched for it everywhere and drove myself insane, craving that in love, faithful feeling.1879Please respect copyright.PENANAaehPWc1J4t
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And I get attached so easily, to anybody that says they love me and gives me the attention I love to get. I think maybe, i'm too sexually developed. considering, these guys can usually legally vote and buy booze.1879Please respect copyright.PENANAix1Yar3s0S
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I'm a whore. A whore a whore a whore, and i'm only beautiful without clothes in the dark in the bed of a guy who wouldn't care if I was there or not.1879Please respect copyright.PENANAVCFun6bzXA
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Happiness is a made up construst
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Last updated: Sep 27, 2016
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