Rape And Abuse440Please respect copyright.PENANA8eRkMLCE5n
They said it tears you apart440Please respect copyright.PENANAFwxG8Z46Cl
It hurts you440Please respect copyright.PENANAOXYwaeZUzl
But it will not end you440Please respect copyright.PENANAlTqTmspxTo
I say bullshit440Please respect copyright.PENANAF2aX2AAUVF
It ended that girl440Please respect copyright.PENANARjATxBvWIf
She was innocent and sweet440Please respect copyright.PENANAemCviiV3Cu
She didn't deserve all the nights screaming in pain440Please respect copyright.PENANAr4OFg3gJiF
Begging for God to please save her440Please respect copyright.PENANAGLHJ3aBxD8
Make it stop440Please respect copyright.PENANAhrR4YkF5Y8
What did she do to deserve it440Please respect copyright.PENANAKjYqW5jLv5
Nothing440Please respect copyright.PENANAvvIOuC7NUR
She was just a kid440Please respect copyright.PENANA6TmcMiWzHq
She lies in a grave now far below the surface440Please respect copyright.PENANAEXVen1AfNu
Unhealed, scared, lonely, cold440Please respect copyright.PENANAouU4RljlBq
Just like all those nights but at least she knows no one can get inside440Please respect copyright.PENANACRSR2tjcvG
Right440Please respect copyright.PENANAsVmStCJwJN
She lies in her grave440Please respect copyright.PENANAKkz9cF0Nla
I stand in her body440Please respect copyright.PENANAzZfKGVPpMM
In her thoughts440Please respect copyright.PENANAm9pkSBBzw8
In her nightmares440Please respect copyright.PENANAMDM7JZOVg6
In all the pain she's built up440Please respect copyright.PENANAJWjlvEvOy5
In all the rage put into bottles ready to crack440Please respect copyright.PENANAB3keLDgck5
She isn't waking up440Please respect copyright.PENANArUUSmR2JNz
She doesn't get to heal440Please respect copyright.PENANACm8j4vKCKf
I deal with the aftermath440Please respect copyright.PENANAOA7xQldU7f
I grew up in her body and tried to keep her safe440Please respect copyright.PENANA1SJfZRdAPW
No one has met her since we were young440Please respect copyright.PENANA21Km47dXEf
I lay with the thoughts at night440Please respect copyright.PENANARIaqFTjFKe
I jump at our shadow so I'll keep the lights low440Please respect copyright.PENANAK12EUGzwSt
But I'm still terrified of the dark so they cannot be to low440Please respect copyright.PENANA9RCanSBTFX
I lay in bed curled up in a tight ball watching the door and window440Please respect copyright.PENANAuYBqmsE8IW
But I'm still to afraid to fall asleep440Please respect copyright.PENANANGwzutpXcn
I drive through my hometown past places where it all began and happened440Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6eDurxuQu
But I still cannot be alone there I'm still afraid you're near440Please respect copyright.PENANAjHYH92gvvQ
Watching440Please respect copyright.PENANA0pwYsLzP4i
Waiting440Please respect copyright.PENANAY5B6GdcOmB
I stand in crowds, near people and friends maybe even family440Please respect copyright.PENANAeFonV7aesV
But I still cannot stand to close for I am afraid of what they can do440Please respect copyright.PENANAqkkCkB5rXK
I stand with my back against the wall440Please respect copyright.PENANAHsSPuWkKhO
Because I know no one can come up from behind440Please respect copyright.PENANA3tMM7JYtTE
Afraid of the dark440Please respect copyright.PENANAb3nR2htBor
Afraid of sleeping440Please respect copyright.PENANAxlKitNFJOR
Afraid of my hometown440Please respect copyright.PENANAeOt2IvVdZO
Afraid of crowds440Please respect copyright.PENANAHKVsY6AWV1
Afraid of every noise and movement440Please respect copyright.PENANA4k7OE7Gs0H
Afraid of myself440Please respect copyright.PENANAh33jSpP8ez
What have I become440Please respect copyright.PENANAncK5r0Z6nM
Why can I not escape these racing thoughts440Please respect copyright.PENANAVjvfvs7E8S
When will I get to heal440Please respect copyright.PENANAlEtdSV9wRC
Where will it stop stop stop440Please respect copyright.PENANA85qKfVuvR3
But I know the answers don't I440Please respect copyright.PENANAK1z1rGorx1
I always have440Please respect copyright.PENANAOpzTSUPG8A
I'm a product of trauma again and again440Please respect copyright.PENANA5wtFwGxHVV
The thoughts are there to stay they will never leave they have made a haven inside my head and they will continue to ache and grow440Please respect copyright.PENANAptB40A22ri
I do not get to heal for there will always be a reminder to slip me back into a fit of thoughts and paranoia440Please respect copyright.PENANAUKZ4HjsTmr
It does not stop, it grows and grows and it will hibernate for awhile but it will never stop.440Please respect copyright.PENANA3XkhsmKMM8
Rape And Abuse440Please respect copyright.PENANAojd9mMT5em
Ends the person you were and creates a new product440Please respect copyright.PENANAxQ1nrAId1l
The product of rape and abuse440Please respect copyright.PENANAwkVJMvo50f
Never your own person again440Please respect copyright.PENANAWFrmPx3psI
An imposter to your ownself440Please respect copyright.PENANAkc5MX9M6jY
The products perfect mold440Please respect copyright.PENANAqyvmRl2kpv
You can't go back440Please respect copyright.PENANAToWQoWQJK1
You can't go back from the abuse and rape and the product it created440Please respect copyright.PENANA5Y8dD1jQJG
You can't undo the patterns checking if the doors locked440Please respect copyright.PENANA1ikbR5DIhe
Or if the door is cracked the way you left it when you left the house440Please respect copyright.PENANAOVB69PcfvQ
Or locking the doors every time in the car because you cannot stand to be alone in an unlocked car440Please respect copyright.PENANATHTT1erPBT
Or locking the house and checking the locks 6 times again and again just to be sure440Please respect copyright.PENANA1snM81KNmo
Or standing in the corner or against a wall because you can't trust someone440Please respect copyright.PENANAioWioWIxFA
Refusing to sleep near people because its scary440Please respect copyright.PENANANVSWlvsRwl
You cannot ever go back from that440Please respect copyright.PENANAnCEAz4pFkL
I can't let that girl back out again because she's dead440Please respect copyright.PENANAVhh4R35iAR
Gone440Please respect copyright.PENANAGBo7M9HMPz
You440Please respect copyright.PENANA1UClzU5eFt
Cannot440Please respect copyright.PENANALhjeif95lm
Go440Please respect copyright.PENANA4BLSYclra9
Back440Please respect copyright.PENANAL66ilgNP5Z
The product is permanent440Please respect copyright.PENANA3iDMghcqZ5
You cannot go back from it440Please respect copyright.PENANAMbBNZZHRFf
Rape And Abuse440Please respect copyright.PENANAGM2K6XXZ0a
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