No Plagiarism!4Jw6AYiq72H5fuaKZvSMposted on PENANA 我的名字叫葉瑞恩。8964 copyright protection376PENANAhFSFI5GitN 維尼
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我是一個沒有自信、思想負面的人。8964 copyright protection376PENANAOZNVA0XBUz 維尼
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我不是天生便是一個負能量的人,這是原生家庭帶給我的烙印。8964 copyright protection376PENANAu6Rn80mJ1M 維尼
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父母在我準備升中學的暑假時分開。當時爸爸因為賭波欠下五十萬街數,被人討債到家門口,沒三兩天便被小混混騷擾和淋紅油。爸爸總是被抓著衣領,言語恐嚇後蒙混過關,沒有真的被斬殺。8964 copyright protection376PENANA6Xj2i14TR1 維尼
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父母兩人本來已不恩愛,每天吵架,還要多了欠債的問題。媽媽受不了,在某一天去街市買菜後便沒有再回來。8964 copyright protection376PENANAKridYb426m 維尼
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爸爸說她是逃兵,別妄想能找到她。8964 copyright protection376PENANAQBxQixJSws 維尼
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爸爸沒有對家人說過一聲抱歉,卻責備媽媽沒能跟她共患難,娶了這種女人是他倒霉。8964 copyright protection376PENANA2AoGE9yVrj 維尼
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我認為,在小小的香港想要躲藏是不可能的。現在科技昌明,總有方法會被人找到,除非你不想找。否則,我們一家便不用受到被追債的煩惱。8964 copyright protection376PENANA4AlzJdObu2 維尼
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我對自己說,我並沒有傷心的理由。想到媽媽離開家後會安全一點,開展新的人生,我便乖乖的,不曾試圖去找她,生怕打擾她的安穩生活。這是我對她的祝福。8964 copyright protection376PENANA13yGc7HPhU 維尼
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每當新聞報導兇殺案,我都會格外留神,看看是不是作為擔保人的媽媽被尋仇遇難。幸好,上中學後都未曾聽到媽媽的惡耗或任何消息,想必生活愉快,壓根兒記不起我這個女兒。或許,作為她和爸爸的結晶品更是她的人生污點,她不願任何人知道。8964 copyright protection376PENANAiPAHxBRVi7 維尼
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因為欠債沒有無本事還錢,爸爸誤打誤撞當了黑幫裡的小混混,賣身還錢。8964 copyright protection376PENANAevrduCUfnH 維尼
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我們每隔半年至一年便會搬一次家,都是住在殘舊細小的單位。8964 copyright protection376PENANAyo8SrCdWKS 維尼
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我不清楚爸爸的實際工作內容是什麼,大概是黃、賭、毒也碰一點,他總在我早上上學時他才回來;我放學回家,他剛好睡飽外出工作,日夜顛倒。8964 copyright protection376PENANANZSglzOWuZ 維尼
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在媽媽離開以後,他終於能好好工作,還我一片安詳的生活。他總是活得很累、沒精打采,滿口負能量,對女兒破口大罵。8964 copyright protection376PENANA9Wiv9TKK6o 維尼
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「葉瑞恩點解你搞到間屋咁撚亂!成地都係頭髮!個污衣籃滿咗都唔拎去洗!」爸爸一回家便叨嘮。我才剛掃完地,只有兩條髮絲也拿出來說,煩不煩?8964 copyright protection376PENANAxbebsh533F 維尼
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「儲夠一籃先洗平啲。」我們家連洗衣機也沒有,每隔數天便要拿衣服到洗衣店。8964 copyright protection376PENANANvQT9LFfER 維尼
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「老竇,廁所燈壞咗,可唔可以幫我整?」8964 copyright protection376PENANAVZt4eAsVRZ 維尼
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「整整整整你老母!我每日返工已經好忙,你生性就搞掂屋企嘅野,自己落街買燈膽!」8964 copyright protection376PENANAmHG97sTVRN 維尼
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「無錢買。」難道我上學跟做家務就很空閒嗎?8964 copyright protection376PENANAje1ORiYAQ7 維尼
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「錢錢錢。我應該要捉你去做童工,幫手搵錢。」他在銀包裡掏出一百元,把它握緊成紙團,扔在我身上。8964 copyright protection376PENANAGwySIzCZcf 維尼
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只是一百元。8964 copyright protection376PENANAm1bBLzxrmd 維尼
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而我需要它。8964 copyright protection376PENANAml3qfS8GfJ 維尼
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我沉著氣,為了一百元被父親侮辱。8964 copyright protection376PENANAToQdjJAy4V 維尼
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我把掉落在地上的一百元拾起。8964 copyright protection376PENANAxjHXTMhHNJ 維尼
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忍受著父親的言語暴力。8964 copyright protection376PENANAHvI11zysOq 維尼
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內心希望他能盡快離開。8964 copyright protection376PENANAIDjgnMwX4k 維尼
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我不太想見到他,而且一個人獨霸著整套房子更舒服。8964 copyright protection376PENANAstYuOOj2tP 維尼
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「想享受廁所燈咪自己整好囉,點解要我幫你呀?」8964 copyright protection376PENANA1FJaCeHWTu 維尼
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「我唔識整,亦都唔夠高整。」我低頭說。8964 copyright protection376PENANAfwD03DIznv 維尼
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「擔條梯換咗佢囉!中一都仲要人教,死蠢。」8964 copyright protection376PENANAenlCzDBtym 維尼
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我臉色一沉,不回答一句,轉頭便走。8964 copyright protection376PENANA2VmItQptP2 維尼
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「黑咩面呀?你而家咩態度?我有無講錯呀?你讀中一連燈都唔識整,唔係死蠢係乜野?生舊叉燒好過生你。」8964 copyright protection376PENANABsMW4pR4kl 維尼
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我已經轉頭,可是父親仍不肯放過我:「我有無講錯呀?」8964 copyright protection376PENANAkDIToOEmiW 維尼
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「住喺屋企唔需要付出?」8964 copyright protection376PENANABaGb5PULSS 維尼
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去一邊死吧你。8964 copyright protection376PENANA85tKiiFBYi 維尼
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你五十多歲人連燈也要就讀中一的女兒去維修,還一副沾沾自喜的表情,除了垃圾跟廢人,我找不到另一個更適合你的形容詞。8964 copyright protection376PENANAcJaV14GAdJ 維尼
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媽媽嫁給你是為了幸福。錢你沒有,連幸福都沒法帶給身邊的人。8964 copyright protection376PENANAx4CGjGpvzi 維尼
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你才是為了散播不幸而存在的惡魔。8964 copyright protection376PENANAEoiWshRXBl 維尼
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我前生一定是做了許多壞事,今生才有你成為我的父親。8964 copyright protection376PENANAWv2ha8Naay 維尼
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和同學有仁慈的父母和外傭照顧起居對比之下,家務和獨個兒吃飯對中一的我只是小菜一碟,被迫獨立。8964 copyright protection376PENANAyQEk0pdZ8B 維尼
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這是被現實迫出來的堅強,可是小小的心靈卻未能同步成長。8964 copyright protection376PENANA9onKT28eqo 維尼
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理智明白生活在這種家庭是我的不幸,不是我的錯。8964 copyright protection376PENANA1vBx0Fr5QJ 維尼
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可是我的心底是灰暗而自卑的,認為出生這種家庭背景不配有人疼錫、不配有人喜歡。也不想在青春的校園散播失敗者的負能量,所以我不會主動和別人交際。8964 copyright protection376PENANAg788dlJ7qw 維尼
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如果同學知道我的家庭背景必然會看不起我,排擠我吧?8964 copyright protection376PENANASSVqAqmIUt 維尼
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生命的意義在於什麼?捱窮嗎?花光一生去為我無法選擇的破碎家庭進行哀悼?8964 copyright protection376PENANAydXMJw31OD 維尼
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我完全不懂得自己出生到世上的意義。8964 copyright protection376PENANAXDymGpAcGh 維尼
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或許到死的那一刻我還不知道。8964 copyright protection376PENANASytzR0YlO5 維尼
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