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自從和古榮掃街遇到Mia之後,總覺得我們的距離愈來愈遠。213Please respect copyright.PENANABpVIBxzN7p
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上個學期,我沒有見過Mia來我們的課室。213Please respect copyright.PENANA3BpCjBWAqo
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現在幾乎每天的小息時間都會見到Mia來找古榮。聊天、問他借教科書、進來和他打鬧說笑,有著各式各樣正當的理由。213Please respect copyright.PENANAIW6vyNkP5d
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我有時候很羨慕其他人的外向,他們總能夠輕易和別人交流。我開口說每一句話,都要在內心反覆演練,思考能不能講出口,明明只是很簡單的事,卻為我帶來無比壓力。即使我也有想過去認識其他新朋友,就是做不到。213Please respect copyright.PENANAwMjx4ge5ZH
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此刻Mia在我的後面(因為古榮的位置在我後面),拉著古榮的衣袖,宛如一對小情侶。213Please respect copyright.PENANAd57Up8kQKc
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本來靜靜地坐在座位休息的我忍受不住他們的打鬧,決定到廁所逛逛轉換一下心情。其實我沒有想去廁所,只是覺得沒有理由一個人落寞地站在走廊。213Please respect copyright.PENANAWUqH0rX6f9
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今天我們甚至沒有開口說過話。213Please respect copyright.PENANAPW7wVPhmHA
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我正式從古榮的朋友變成一個邊緣人。213Please respect copyright.PENANAeV6rRtOL81
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Mia離開前不友善地瞪了我一眼,使我的內心一陣發毛。213Please respect copyright.PENANANOR61tzCC5
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Mia不是說她喜歡的人是Kelvin嗎?為何要親近古榮?213Please respect copyright.PENANAPRlEgDSoEJ
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難道她做這一連串行為的目標是我?因為我和Kelvin親近,所以她要把我僅餘的朋友搶走?213Please respect copyright.PENANAtNHgINulq3
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小息完結,古榮跟我說今天不跟我和Kelvin吃飯了。213Please respect copyright.PENANAqLxRXWDzHw
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我問古榮跟誰吃飯,是Mia嗎?213Please respect copyright.PENANARjH0lUzQtM
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他答我是的。213Please respect copyright.PENANAnrdf2ubKX2
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噢…是嗎。213Please respect copyright.PENANAz0Es8HdkHc
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理智上明白古榮沒有必要為我拒絕Mia;可是感性上我很想得到他的支持。213Please respect copyright.PENANAe5ahgOaTSp
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古榮曾是我最好的朋友。性格圓滑的他明知道Mia討厭我,沒有為我抱不平,更選擇和對方親近。213Please respect copyright.PENANAijtLQ9U106
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因為Mia,我有一種失去古榮、以及被背叛的感覺。213Please respect copyright.PENANAYtE4fZxePE
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我相信Mia不會接受古榮與我親近。213Please respect copyright.PENANA8DHesKBKaJ
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以後不能再常常和古榮一起。213Please respect copyright.PENANAah3pJqfe8x
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愛情的幻想來得匆匆,連友情去也匆匆。213Please respect copyright.PENANA5V7MjtrYwf
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就像告訴你這種爛身世的人,不要妄想能夠得到幸福,借來的光景終需要歸還。213Please respect copyright.PENANAGVewfBKvIW
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「行啦。今日又係得我地兩支公。」午飯時間,我和Kelvin說。213Please respect copyright.PENANAJzfhm4GqDQ
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「古榮又同Mia食飯?」Kelvin做出托下巴的偵探動作。213Please respect copyright.PENANA9RqtXkAeap
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「係呀。我喺度諗,會唔會係Mia因為我同你Friend,所以要搶走我嘅朋友。」213Please respect copyright.PENANAAnqKBm8QoG
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「點解咁講?」213Please respect copyright.PENANAum33zFpLIc
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「兩個禮拜前,Mia無啦啦話我姣你,叫我唔好痴住你。仲叫我食屎。」我到了今天才將這件事告訴Kelvin。213Please respect copyright.PENANACHnRlliLQ9
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「咁過份!咁大件事,你做咩唔即刻同我講?我幫你去鬧佢。」Kelvin的反應讓我感動,這才是真正的朋友吧。213Please respect copyright.PENANAzmxzODkWgk
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「我諗住好小事,廢時喺背後講人是非。」我說:「照Mia咁講,應該係鐘意你,點解要痴住古榮?到今日Mia都仲會啤住我,我真係覺得佢係為咗報復先咁做。」213Please respect copyright.PENANAg8ImHFQHDm
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「我好驚佢呢種八婆格嘅女仔,所以一直都同佢保持遠離。」Kelvin說:「可能佢地真係Friend呢,我地三個本來都係咁。古榮啱啱識你果陣,放置咗我成個禮拜自己食飯,仲慘!」213Please respect copyright.PENANAQaQVCxro8l
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「哈,日頭唔好講人,古榮同Mia就喺前面。」Kelvin指著半條街前的他們。213Please respect copyright.PENANAVpIBxJQ5ZV
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Mia和古榮肩並肩行走。213Please respect copyright.PENANAvYB37ls9Vk
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「好close阿佢地。」我問Kelvin:「男仔都鐘意咁樣?」213Please respect copyright.PENANA90BPuqSUbx
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「睇吓邊個啦。係你嘅話就唔好啦。」Kelvin說。213Please respect copyright.PENANA9LYbUjOePh
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Mia和古榮進入了一間韓式餐廳。213Please respect copyright.PENANAPLSpGXZuN6
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「要唔要入去?」Kelvin問。213Please respect copyright.PENANAaHiINvtgZl
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「吓?入去做咩。有啲尷尬。」213Please respect copyright.PENANAw76GspMLtN
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「八卦吓,阻住古榮。我唔明尷尬嘅位喺邊。」213Please respect copyright.PENANAmhWuNrEa9S
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「陣間俾Mia見到我同你一齊又唔高興。」213Please respect copyright.PENANArzXSMAUrBw
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「咪當幫你報仇,激吓Mia。佢轉移咗對象,我戥大家高興就真。」213Please respect copyright.PENANAiuyFiVdGD3
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「細佬,兩個有位呀。」餐廳大媽說。213Please respect copyright.PENANAdONAUz8BPF
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「入去啦。」213Please respect copyright.PENANAhS7VBgr4Yg
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在進入餐廳的瞬間,Mia和古榮眼光便轉向了我們。213Please respect copyright.PENANAoDZwZiNnci
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他們一副堂堂正正的樣子,倒是我眼神閃縮,內心感到一陣尷尬。213Please respect copyright.PENANAUGCNUK9mYX
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Kelvin的聲音變得模糊:「你想食咩?」213Please respect copyright.PENANAZztQtze9uj
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我的目光一直停留在Mia和古榮身上。213Please respect copyright.PENANAYo83yFXXak
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「喂。」Kelvin忍不住叫了我的名字一下:「葉瑞恩!」213Please respect copyright.PENANA0KGtS022Yu
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「嗯?⋯⋯」213Please respect copyright.PENANAeQYJAfcnU3
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我的腦海一片空白,整個人定格,無法反應過來。213Please respect copyright.PENANA4e38jQ5t6q
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古榮、Kelvin、古榮、Kelvin,這兩人對我同樣重要。213Please respect copyright.PENANAtVR49NF1OZ
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失去他們任何一人,這絕對是對一無所有的我最大的懲罰。213Please respect copyright.PENANAetn4WnANhd
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我完全記不起整餐飯Kelvin和我說過些什麼。213Please respect copyright.PENANA4RzZhCRTEx
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我只知道看著古榮和Mia兩個人在一起的時候,我好難過。213Please respect copyright.PENANAKVmn365C4q
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我清楚明白我喜歡古榮,也喜歡Kelvin。他們是我最要好的朋友。213Please respect copyright.PENANAhGxyjuJXf8
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我從來沒有意識他們比我想像中重要得多,沒有做好失去的心理準備。213Please respect copyright.PENANAdO14F8JNr4
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滿腔情緒,欲哭無淚又如何?213Please respect copyright.PENANAXrA3tsHCTS
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我根本沒有身份妒忌。213Please respect copyright.PENANAOxtGfCEEeD
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我只記得我當時吃不下一口飯。213Please respect copyright.PENANAXYy8gRtRAJ
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古榮和Mia離開前經過我們的位置主動打招呼。213Please respect copyright.PENANAFAV3247T9y
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我很勉強地擠出了一句:「你地好襯。」213Please respect copyright.PENANATtlY7R0ix8
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Mia露出一副勝利者的笑容離開。213Please respect copyright.PENANAA2YvRi4oMO
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對,我是失敗者。213Please respect copyright.PENANAyb5KIZw4Gm
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我是失敗者。213Please respect copyright.PENANAF6s2QmT29B
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我是失敗者。213Please respect copyright.PENANAo249DpCHpD
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他們不是附屬品,沒有被我擁有的說法。213Please respect copyright.PENANArb7BCewQ2I
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我們只是一起吃飯的關係,根本什麼也不是。213Please respect copyright.PENANAHCTsY3FiUy
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ISSUE #11
【十、沒有被我擁有的說法】
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