230Please respect copyright.PENANACOiMh0NZgd
230Please respect copyright.PENANA8dkQ6kts3l
去見訓導張的時候還未開始上第一節課,經過一輪審問回到課室時經已是小息。230Please respect copyright.PENANAkBTeNAWBYv
230Please respect copyright.PENANAIIyT0Gf9S2
「喂,姣雞返嚟啦。」230Please respect copyright.PENANAl60jRSyWSk
230Please respect copyright.PENANALNDX4Yw5Sb
「佢俾訓導張審完,一副生人勿近嘅樣。」230Please respect copyright.PENANAhLDKD7vg34
230Please respect copyright.PENANAVSovJa8Fwy
「抵佢死啦!平時咁鐘意姣仔。」230Please respect copyright.PENANA6Bx1AUL0y3
230Please respect copyright.PENANAn9GxInE80A
我到今天才知道,原來班上不曾說過話的同學們如此討厭我。230Please respect copyright.PENANA4FMNUe0Ov6
230Please respect copyright.PENANAZZGM40EA3v
流言被其他八卦取代只是我一廂情願的錯覺。今天大家不再假裝,就在我面前談論當時人。也對,校服都夠膽偷了,還會不敢在我面前說話嗎?我只是有點兒安靜,不是聾子,能夠聽得到你們的說話。可以想想我聽到別人說自己是非時的感受?彷彿把事情搞得越難看,他們越興奮。在他們面前,我不是一個能夠享有基本尊重的人類。我只是一個娛樂大眾的小丑。230Please respect copyright.PENANAwH7Y547b49
230Please respect copyright.PENANAmITD5VcZO5
同班同學遠離我卻又在遠處談論我,當中包括古榮。他明知道我剛剛見完訓導,也沒有過來跟我搭話或者問候。如果害怕與我交談被同學看到會尷尬,大可以發一個短訊,可是他沒有。這個行為充分體現了我在他心目中的位置,心照不宣。230Please respect copyright.PENANABfsHpE5NLb
230Please respect copyright.PENANAxHmIRJ8byW
我帶著被背叛的憤怒和古榮對上眼神,他閃縮別過臉逃避。眼前的古榮陌生,難以想像他是曾經和我親近過,天天一起吃飯的好朋友。古榮主動邀請落單的我用餐、一起吃過許多頓豬油魯肉飯、在我和Kelvin意見不合之間調解。所謂的回憶只是一場自作多情的綺夢。230Please respect copyright.PENANA33iwBCWNDQ
230Please respect copyright.PENANA1nTnYAOITC
脆弱的友誼小船翻側,終於意識到一切好意屬於人情世故客套。就如葉瑞恩你的命運,無法擁有什麼,凡事何必太認真?我祈求自己胡塗,能夠偽裝懵然,一切如常。230Please respect copyright.PENANAhOfYVj0UgE
230Please respect copyright.PENANAx6sOjBRxjQ
現實是,由察覺真相的一刻開始,剩下的只有唏噓和哀悼——我們的關係回不去了。230Please respect copyright.PENANAqNUKFPOehY
230Please respect copyright.PENANAowjKK0ZwsC
古榮逃離我眼神的畫面歷歷在目。230Please respect copyright.PENANAfGBZZO2EvS
230Please respect copyright.PENANAtcDE9rMF4M
永遠也回不去。230Please respect copyright.PENANA4xyoomURii
230Please respect copyright.PENANAoSlAWS29rQ
是我天真、不夠城府。他日遇到友善的朋友,請記得建立一道厚厚的牆壁,不要再隨便交出真心信任。唯一慶幸的是我在年輕的時候上了人生寶貴的一課,在劣勢中找到一點自我安慰。230Please respect copyright.PENANAvlWzQH1mhX
230Please respect copyright.PENANAcjw3tMpBzb
我伏在桌子上,閉上眼睛,逃避世界所發生的事。230Please respect copyright.PENANAlzzi2MMmPk
230Please respect copyright.PENANAuYuSTK1S0x
彷彿看不見,身邊就什麼事也沒有發生。230Please respect copyright.PENANArbAA4kl3Zo
230Please respect copyright.PENANACNpx2ybtvc
關掉視覺觀感,聽覺被放大加強。230Please respect copyright.PENANAfXj1VALtqA
230Please respect copyright.PENANAP4me4j9l4f
「佢身材平過洗衫板,咁都好意思出嚟姣仔。」230Please respect copyright.PENANAkDKnGTtY1p
230Please respect copyright.PENANAkJLwQayCiC
「日日黑面死老豆咁嘅樣。」230Please respect copyright.PENANA30TnmGhczz
230Please respect copyright.PENANAUVuYL0gX1O
「佢個背囊係街市$50貨色,極Bad Taste。」230Please respect copyright.PENANAp7xvmwxfSI
230Please respect copyright.PENANAqagFxNumvh
他們不瞭解我,也不打算去瞭解我。230Please respect copyright.PENANA4MgFXKwNh4
230Please respect copyright.PENANARtVbH788lj
這個故事教訓了我,如果你不勉強自己合群,就會落得如此下場。230Please respect copyright.PENANAcATekdTONy
230Please respect copyright.PENANAVbqT17D9VH
人類就是如此寂寞的個體。230Please respect copyright.PENANAnxxHmBqgWr
230Please respect copyright.PENANAlO54DoEoVl
我沒有力量獨自面對一切。230Please respect copyright.PENANALNqkbZMhuB
230Please respect copyright.PENANANX8QZRl2by
疲累、被背叛、憤怒、傷心、自信心低落,內心充斥著各種情緒。230Please respect copyright.PENANAWHdfqdOgec
230Please respect copyright.PENANAlx7kOzMxc8
我的心情糟糕透頂,無法承受更多。230Please respect copyright.PENANAUejvdTiFU2
230Please respect copyright.PENANAv9hK204n5Q
此刻我好希望身邊有人能分擔我的心事,無論是誰也好。230Please respect copyright.PENANAUGrbP0TS7L
230Please respect copyright.PENANAAKUkIKaMhn
我卻無法向任何人尋求協助。230Please respect copyright.PENANAB0JOs3RPB2
230Please respect copyright.PENANAlNiPSiDuCV
好朋友離我而去。230Please respect copyright.PENANAThYKCovzlz
230Please respect copyright.PENANAuA2A3GJqix
家人不會幫助我,生命唯一的價值是做爸爸的傭人。230Please respect copyright.PENANA17mrBVW9gQ
230Please respect copyright.PENANAa90x760juw
學校的訓導老師更是欺負我的元兇之一。230Please respect copyright.PENANAb8rk6Qthqn
230Please respect copyright.PENANAG6bMRokVta
別人家的小孩會受到這種對待嗎?230Please respect copyright.PENANA0Nrr3Od3Ef
230Please respect copyright.PENANAPih6QNNpn7
當訓導張說打電話告訴父母,他們大概能夠洋洋得意地叫訓導打阿,誰怕誰。230Please respect copyright.PENANARGy5VQDnvD
230Please respect copyright.PENANAQbtGjOYOWm
搞不好人家的父母是律師、報館記者,可以把訓導張這教畜的職位拿掉。230Please respect copyright.PENANAJbXJ0MDyjA
230Please respect copyright.PENANAzvS7by1iBV
而我只是宇宙一粒微塵,無法改變任何事情,被人隨意輾壓。230Please respect copyright.PENANAs7MqCvKTkS
230Please respect copyright.PENANAVSKJWu0yow
人生沒有希望。230Please respect copyright.PENANAgIWhaL6RAu
230Please respect copyright.PENANAjVdQcScfdX
我用右手手指觸摸著左手的脈搏。230Please respect copyright.PENANAMowmU8k7TW
230Please respect copyright.PENANAP23n2tiGEx
若我使用𠝹刀在手腕中割一下,鮮血會從傷口中溢出。230Please respect copyright.PENANAChvbMekqzK
230Please respect copyright.PENANATMAKyS32sI
若我能感受到皮膚的疼痛,放鬆一點,使能享受傷口的快感。230Please respect copyright.PENANAiRV7AXxkeg
230Please respect copyright.PENANA6GJhCe7MvJ
若我能熟習刀片擱在皮膚裡的感覺,再放膽地進入深一點、再深一點。230Please respect copyright.PENANAjKdP5UISSA
230Please respect copyright.PENANAClNvGRwAaA
很快便能到天堂。230Please respect copyright.PENANAS6NZ0BWSnW
230Please respect copyright.PENANAwTOz2lXnGT
我的一生從來沒有作惡,總不會下地獄吧?230Please respect copyright.PENANAXmEjy2hKsZ
230Please respect copyright.PENANAZa41EVn1cB
當我幻想著把𠝹刀在手腕中一割,手腕竟真的感到有點痕癢。230Please respect copyright.PENANAAqbIwaBkI2
230Please respect copyright.PENANAS9jHFOZvfq
沒法解釋原因,可是這個殘暴的念頭卻能讓我抒解了一點壓力。230Please respect copyright.PENANAOidcSWdVhs
230Please respect copyright.PENANAz5NvEyYgn2
我把𠝹刀放在校裙袋裡,讓它成為我安全感的來源。230Please respect copyright.PENANA42EU6h4YJd
230Please respect copyright.PENANAedsrP4qbZZ
若有一天有誰傷害我,我也有能力保護自己。230Please respect copyright.PENANAUaHUMoFixp
230Please respect copyright.PENANA2LrSKTbbSv
煎熬地等待分秒過去,下課的鐘聲終於響起。230Please respect copyright.PENANAntRfN7tU3g
230Please respect copyright.PENANA6ra1G9qRTY
我以九秒九的速度直奔學校大門。230Please respect copyright.PENANAp8QiAsp8p9
230Please respect copyright.PENANAcenD0CaCTw
逃離這個鬼地方。230Please respect copyright.PENANATRcm5QsMuo
230Please respect copyright.PENANArWSwfxtm2s
無論以何等形式。230Please respect copyright.PENANAsqd5R3axXY
230Please respect copyright.PENANA7W3WkHkUpX
我終究會離開這個吃人的社會。230Please respect copyright.PENANAgYZ4ocxipp
arrow_back
負能量者的思考法
more_vert
-
info_outline Info
-
toc Table of Contents
-
share Share
-
format_color_text Display Settings
-
exposure_plus_1 Recommend
-
report_problem Report
-
account_circle Login
Search stories, writers or societies
Continue ReadingClear All
What Others Are ReadingRefresh
X
Never miss what's happening on Penana!
負能量者的思考法
Author:
花小姐

ISSUE #22
【十八、精神漫遊】
LIKES 2
READS 226
BOOKMARKS 8
Suggest Edits

Click to load the next chapter
X
After each update request, the author will receive a notification!
smartphone100 → Request update
X
Sponsor again
Click to login
Login first to show your name as a sponsor.
Thank you for supporting the story! :)
Please Login first.
×
Write down what you like about the story
×
Reading Theme:
Font Size:
Line Spacing:
Paragraph Spacing:
Load the next issue automatically
Reset to default
×
People Who Like This