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自從和古榮掃街遇到Mia之後,總覺得我們的距離愈來愈遠。287Please respect copyright.PENANAVE3TSIdMHg
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上個學期,我沒有見過Mia來我們的課室。287Please respect copyright.PENANAxOfCzXgSX5
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現在幾乎每天的小息時間都會見到Mia來找古榮。聊天、問他借教科書、進來和他打鬧說笑,有著各式各樣正當的理由。287Please respect copyright.PENANAR0LtvMzwTv
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我有時候很羨慕其他人的外向,他們總能夠輕易和別人交流。我開口說每一句話,都要在內心反覆演練,思考能不能講出口,明明只是很簡單的事,卻為我帶來無比壓力。即使我也有想過去認識其他新朋友,就是做不到。287Please respect copyright.PENANAJI9a9fghwb
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此刻Mia在我的後面(因為古榮的位置在我後面),拉著古榮的衣袖,宛如一對小情侶。287Please respect copyright.PENANAfqzcwqfwen
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本來靜靜地坐在座位休息的我忍受不住他們的打鬧,決定到廁所逛逛轉換一下心情。其實我沒有想去廁所,只是覺得沒有理由一個人落寞地站在走廊。287Please respect copyright.PENANA245e7cYcf7
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今天我們甚至沒有開口說過話。287Please respect copyright.PENANANSZIN9M4GV
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我正式從古榮的朋友變成一個邊緣人。287Please respect copyright.PENANABI305qmEtq
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Mia離開前不友善地瞪了我一眼,使我的內心一陣發毛。287Please respect copyright.PENANAuozEj8fzPS
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Mia不是說她喜歡的人是Kelvin嗎?為何要親近古榮?287Please respect copyright.PENANADT8etJvRQY
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難道她做這一連串行為的目標是我?因為我和Kelvin親近,所以她要把我僅餘的朋友搶走?287Please respect copyright.PENANAVWrM9UPkBU
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小息完結,古榮跟我說今天不跟我和Kelvin吃飯了。287Please respect copyright.PENANAFziqSzUjRe
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我問古榮跟誰吃飯,是Mia嗎?287Please respect copyright.PENANAPrpGwfjvCK
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他答我是的。287Please respect copyright.PENANAESEEQJhRcJ
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噢…是嗎。287Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6rYbKQNcJ
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理智上明白古榮沒有必要為我拒絕Mia;可是感性上我很想得到他的支持。287Please respect copyright.PENANAITMKafyUhj
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古榮曾是我最好的朋友。性格圓滑的他明知道Mia討厭我,沒有為我抱不平,更選擇和對方親近。287Please respect copyright.PENANAdxZo6cPoII
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因為Mia,我有一種失去古榮、以及被背叛的感覺。287Please respect copyright.PENANAfEjZNi5xeK
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我相信Mia不會接受古榮與我親近。287Please respect copyright.PENANAmrotjzbrXm
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以後不能再常常和古榮一起。287Please respect copyright.PENANA3EVot6PTp2
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愛情的幻想來得匆匆,連友情去也匆匆。287Please respect copyright.PENANAo9IFlenOmO
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就像告訴你這種爛身世的人,不要妄想能夠得到幸福,借來的光景終需要歸還。287Please respect copyright.PENANA02HhZ7KQaH
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「行啦。今日又係得我地兩支公。」午飯時間,我和Kelvin說。287Please respect copyright.PENANAz7z9xRWMLG
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「古榮又同Mia食飯?」Kelvin做出托下巴的偵探動作。287Please respect copyright.PENANAbMxf1mqabE
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「係呀。我喺度諗,會唔會係Mia因為我同你Friend,所以要搶走我嘅朋友。」287Please respect copyright.PENANALHUauSvxqe
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「點解咁講?」287Please respect copyright.PENANAPVQlc2if0R
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「兩個禮拜前,Mia無啦啦話我姣你,叫我唔好痴住你。仲叫我食屎。」我到了今天才將這件事告訴Kelvin。287Please respect copyright.PENANATxuT2718j2
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「咁過份!咁大件事,你做咩唔即刻同我講?我幫你去鬧佢。」Kelvin的反應讓我感動,這才是真正的朋友吧。287Please respect copyright.PENANAr8LANRoPJg
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「我諗住好小事,廢時喺背後講人是非。」我說:「照Mia咁講,應該係鐘意你,點解要痴住古榮?到今日Mia都仲會啤住我,我真係覺得佢係為咗報復先咁做。」287Please respect copyright.PENANA4na1cU9Kn7
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「我好驚佢呢種八婆格嘅女仔,所以一直都同佢保持遠離。」Kelvin說:「可能佢地真係Friend呢,我地三個本來都係咁。古榮啱啱識你果陣,放置咗我成個禮拜自己食飯,仲慘!」287Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZZNhQ7fZ9
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「哈,日頭唔好講人,古榮同Mia就喺前面。」Kelvin指著半條街前的他們。287Please respect copyright.PENANAjCfltYvRxa
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Mia和古榮肩並肩行走。287Please respect copyright.PENANAI10Ubd2Kwv
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「好close阿佢地。」我問Kelvin:「男仔都鐘意咁樣?」287Please respect copyright.PENANAeB0eW9kkdd
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「睇吓邊個啦。係你嘅話就唔好啦。」Kelvin說。287Please respect copyright.PENANAh4dwXCjWQr
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Mia和古榮進入了一間韓式餐廳。287Please respect copyright.PENANAcQTiQbkAjJ
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「要唔要入去?」Kelvin問。287Please respect copyright.PENANAT4wcNvPDbv
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「吓?入去做咩。有啲尷尬。」287Please respect copyright.PENANA7M4OD6r3Bk
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「八卦吓,阻住古榮。我唔明尷尬嘅位喺邊。」287Please respect copyright.PENANApSxJKbT8EL
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「陣間俾Mia見到我同你一齊又唔高興。」287Please respect copyright.PENANArAmqXlZSAy
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「咪當幫你報仇,激吓Mia。佢轉移咗對象,我戥大家高興就真。」287Please respect copyright.PENANADweZftQv2D
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「細佬,兩個有位呀。」餐廳大媽說。287Please respect copyright.PENANAexFS1y3shR
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「入去啦。」287Please respect copyright.PENANAIEf2aPOriY
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在進入餐廳的瞬間,Mia和古榮眼光便轉向了我們。287Please respect copyright.PENANAF2WzxIu75m
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他們一副堂堂正正的樣子,倒是我眼神閃縮,內心感到一陣尷尬。287Please respect copyright.PENANABaUYZkGLho
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Kelvin的聲音變得模糊:「你想食咩?」287Please respect copyright.PENANA0k0PQCaHP2
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我的目光一直停留在Mia和古榮身上。287Please respect copyright.PENANAHcqPXi34vn
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「喂。」Kelvin忍不住叫了我的名字一下:「葉瑞恩!」287Please respect copyright.PENANAPDpHD99iaC
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「嗯?⋯⋯」287Please respect copyright.PENANALcy5aRK2S6
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我的腦海一片空白,整個人定格,無法反應過來。287Please respect copyright.PENANAvLcm73irtQ
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古榮、Kelvin、古榮、Kelvin,這兩人對我同樣重要。287Please respect copyright.PENANAsbQYHB5QLD
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失去他們任何一人,這絕對是對一無所有的我最大的懲罰。287Please respect copyright.PENANAggOgwa2reO
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我完全記不起整餐飯Kelvin和我說過些什麼。287Please respect copyright.PENANAuTESb5kkpj
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我只知道看著古榮和Mia兩個人在一起的時候,我好難過。287Please respect copyright.PENANAyppgKlu4zn
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我清楚明白我喜歡古榮,也喜歡Kelvin。他們是我最要好的朋友。287Please respect copyright.PENANAXKSMd0qVgF
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我從來沒有意識他們比我想像中重要得多,沒有做好失去的心理準備。287Please respect copyright.PENANAs3ZRwYx971
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滿腔情緒,欲哭無淚又如何?287Please respect copyright.PENANAYRhIjdE3pE
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我根本沒有身份妒忌。287Please respect copyright.PENANAOwIIvoskQP
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我只記得我當時吃不下一口飯。287Please respect copyright.PENANAUWEaPv0qCs
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古榮和Mia離開前經過我們的位置主動打招呼。287Please respect copyright.PENANA82EfeXhjjR
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我很勉強地擠出了一句:「你地好襯。」287Please respect copyright.PENANAV9SuHlN0so
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Mia露出一副勝利者的笑容離開。287Please respect copyright.PENANAo8IcVd6pfL
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對,我是失敗者。287Please respect copyright.PENANAZVv4YNocYX
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我是失敗者。287Please respect copyright.PENANABfElWWCQRQ
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我是失敗者。287Please respect copyright.PENANAEk3O4JRO4G
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他們不是附屬品,沒有被我擁有的說法。287Please respect copyright.PENANApIdvkx2C3e
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我們只是一起吃飯的關係,根本什麼也不是。287Please respect copyright.PENANAfALzAtJWFB
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ISSUE #11
【十、沒有被我擁有的說法】
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