
突然這樣問好像有點唐突,但是我就只問一句:接下來,我還可以去哪兒?1098Please respect copyright.PENANAoixjmeo548
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「嗡隆……」1098Please respect copyright.PENANAa2X0IQPSvb
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月台的列車早已經消失在路軌的盡頭,那只是風聲在軌道間捲起的悲鳴,如哭泣,如哀號。白晝時是夢想王國入口的迪士尼站變得冷清,只剩下漸漸遠去的列車泛起的勁風餘浪清散在晚風間。1098Please respect copyright.PENANA0yT54nDDWf
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錯過尾班車了…呢。1098Please respect copyright.PENANA3ngsDyJLVr
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左顧右盼,空蕩蕩的月台就只有我一人。樂園早已關門,這只因樂園而存在的車站馬上變成了前不著村,後不著店的孤島。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAVyZghuYh8A
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接下來,我還可以去哪兒?1098Please respect copyright.PENANARZvDh6vHAK
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真是的,解僱信有必要在下班後才給我們嗎?賠一個月代通知金就能為所欲為嗎?要我們即時收拾東西也不考慮一下迪士尼線的尾班車時間嗎?1098Please respect copyright.PENANAsWR6tOkpkS
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心情壞透了。1098Please respect copyright.PENANA4bfWlDcnuC
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無可奈何地坐到月台上的長椅後,我看著路軌另一側的廣告燈箱發著呆。我沒有思索回家的辦法,這樣坐著也沒甚麼意思,我對那些減肥藥完全沒興趣,只是……1098Please respect copyright.PENANA3pXjwKjbtm
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……抱歉,我也不知道。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAvPQACF3ukf
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開甚麼玩笑了,城堡要維修至少兩三年,所以接下來也沒煙火表演,於是把整隊煙火工程團隊解雇掉?外判職員就這樣可有可無嗎?還有為甚麼有人能留任到最後一次煙火後調去其他項目,我就能滾蛋?1098Please respect copyright.PENANAGJjlyqDNW8
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「唉。」1098Please respect copyright.PENANA1MsvNCtfDK
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抬頭看著月台的玻璃幕門,倒影中的我也看回來。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAoecuTmyPBw
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溫年柏,廿四歲,失業,失戀,失敗。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAzz3TurrRu9
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倒影中不堪入目的我實在有夠礙眼,所以我下意識地閉上雙目迴避,腦海中浮現的卻是一幀又一幀的回憶。1098Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ru2pIENpg
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「十優狀元確診胃癌 仍然不放棄醫生夢」1098Please respect copyright.PENANA7fLQeIhWwx
1098Please respect copyright.PENANAEFmjRWI4zx
「跳級畢業 狀元完夢 抗癌之路不忘救人初心」1098Please respect copyright.PENANAADFXGkd9CS
1098Please respect copyright.PENANAGKsyt7OBuK
「狀元醫生遺愛人間 心臟贈少年」1098Please respect copyright.PENANAMUl8twYUgO
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來,猜猜看那顆心臟被捐到誰身上?1098Please respect copyright.PENANAavWNWNbi3k
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我指尖滑過自己胸膛,即使隔著衣服也能感覺到那道又大又醜的疤痕在,如在悼念著那個從未見過面的救命恩人。1098Please respect copyright.PENANA0pVogKhput
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先不說現在尾班車已經開走,我跳下去也不會有列車撞過來。這條命是借來的,我沒有糟蹋的權利。如果不是,我早就……1098Please respect copyright.PENANARdWivLpAs5
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活成這個樣子,真抱歉。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAqDts3k6TfR
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本來不應該是這樣子的,真抱歉。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAdXaAhipzCa
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「先生。」1098Please respect copyright.PENANAdLYK6AI4K3
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一個地鐵職員出現在我旁邊,打斷了我的茫然。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAIsEGiRUA0c
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「唔好意思,我地夠鐘閂站。」1098Please respect copyright.PENANAHS0fysnGu8
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「閂…站?」1098Please respect copyright.PENANA4Xd5e66UPY
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「嗯,閂站。」職員的眼神相當堅決,完全是在趕我離開。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAlI8bFB9VJC
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要不是這條命是借來的話……1098Please respect copyright.PENANArwC5bw6uiY
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「你知唔知仲有乜車呢個時間出市區?」1098Please respect copyright.PENANAtdz5pvMDl9
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「呢個鐘數……你試吓叫的士或者Uber?」1098Please respect copyright.PENANAyUNgLESErK
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他其實很有禮貌,還硬生生擠出一個笑容。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAjG3Ot33D1x
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「咁……啊。」1098Please respect copyright.PENANAwNnoaN3oyQ
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「再唔係你可以去迪士尼酒店瞓一晚,我哋聽朝頭班車係朝早六點二十分……」1098Please respect copyright.PENANAjjiDedzQGk
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「唔使,我喺邊度出返去?」1098Please respect copyright.PENANAyKMWHApp41
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「我帶你行。」1098Please respect copyright.PENANAwkkbZgTvfG
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領著我的職員步伐有點急促,當然是因為我礙著他下班。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAtdZyz1Bs2Z
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「係迪士尼返工啊?咁夜仲喺度嘅?」1098Please respect copyright.PENANAgX417S5sFY
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「呃……算係。」1098Please respect copyright.PENANArU70Ge6qRj
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不再是了。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAmqYBuLecwl
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意識到我沒興趣聊天的他也沒趣地閉上嘴,領著我穿過職員通道後我們來到了迪士尼站的外頭。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAQyt5zItLrA
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「好聲行啦,拜拜!」1098Please respect copyright.PENANAVlKHCKKTCG
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夜裡的森林被風吹動如在搖晃,樹濤聲如在咆哮,昏暗的燈光瞬間就被夜幕一口吞下,環顧附近就只有我孤身一人站在彎彎曲曲的磚路中央。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAVuXP6PxoPl
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抱歉,能載我出市區嗎?我始終沒有如此向那職員請求,即使我知道這時間在這兒下班的他一定有駕車。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAT1CpTnmUEd
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接下來,我還可以去哪兒?1098Please respect copyright.PENANAMXqQh1Z3CJ
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我不坐的士或Uber的原因不複雜,這樣夜深人靜根本沒有車能攔,再者現在我已失業,能省就省。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAz6P5uEaOFk
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按常理說,其他人在情況下早就叫自己的朋友或家人來接自己,但是我不能。1098Please respect copyright.PENANA6E8sbBNWgr
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因為我沒有。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAjk6cLIsJB0
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我的心臟毛病遺傳自雙親,為了照顧換心手術後的我二人都積勞成疾而離世,只有一個姐姐與我相依為命。至於朋友……自從與她分手後我才發現不知不覺間我已是孤身一人。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAx5puPGofLy
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活該。1098Please respect copyright.PENANA0aJAJIDcME
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我活該。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAhRfMebponI
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正當我打算輸入「姐你能不能來接我時」,我在屏幕上幾毫米的指頭卻停了下來。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAkSt1KIwPox
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不想。1098Please respect copyright.PENANApzznSWEN6C
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我……我不想找她。1098Please respect copyright.PENANA0JZ3aJ9KL9
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不想告訴她我被解僱,不想告訴她我錯過了尾班車,不想告訴她我這弟弟如此窩囊。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAiuBa1z8Sfz
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即使她會開著那台帥氣的車來接我,即使我知道她會告訴我沒事,即使她會帶我去吃宵夜安慰。她對我越是呵護,我卻越不想站在如此優秀的她面前。1098Please respect copyright.PENANASrrBdY4HtP
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我不想。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAUlieF2VHt4
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回過神來的時侯我已經走到空空如也的交通交匯處,沒有巴士,沒有的士,只有飛蟲圍著天花的螢光燈在飛舞。證實的確沒有交通工具離開的我終於把目光,投向了馬路——旁的行人道。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAcped6oOImv
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不就有了嗎?1098Please respect copyright.PENANA0VhRVXGWl2
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掏出手機確認過,從迪士尼步行至東涌港鐵站需時大約四小時,絕非沒法步行的距離和時間。而且……1098Please respect copyright.PENANACVyLSH23Ki
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既然明天開始我就是失業大軍一員,那麼我也不用急著回家對吧。先不說實在沒有面目回去對著父母的靈位和姐姐,我其實大可以步行出去。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAV4Lygo8jjh
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而且,我連地圖都不用。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAxGrrpLDXQL
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容我自誇,我溫年柏唯一擅長的就是「方向感」,只要我看過一次的地圖就能瞬間記住,身處當中範圍時更能套用到真實世界之中。就算沒有地圖,我也能一邊走一邊記下空間方向,自己從哪個方向而來,正在往甚麼方向前進。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAXl3C57hIzA
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光是現在閉上眼,我已經知道如何走到市區了,因為我腦中浮現的地圖清晰無比。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAxqRKmx1LHw
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出發吧。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAOOHkkLkvQJ
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下定了決心後,四周的晚風也變得舒暢了些許,我拐過角落走到公路旁的行人路,默默地向著遠方雲層下的燈火走去。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAzMzn64njwt
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漆黑的深夜,漆黑的密林,燈火通明的公路如某頭巨獸體內的血管般默默地湧動著。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAhacRvH0z0U
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從這兒向山下挑望,萬家燈火把雲頂映亮,光污染這時候在我眼中如把天空染上色彩的極光,萬賴具寂的天地之間如同只剩我一人。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAwe1NVdEASs
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步復步,步復步,前進速度緩慢得可笑,但我卻毫不在意。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAMFJt3lPlST
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「溫年柏。」1098Please respect copyright.PENANAAOGtHg3QgP
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拐過路牌的瞬間,我突然聽到背後有人叫自己的名字。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAhAEx7UkeY6
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俗語有云:天黑莫回頭,這種時間怎麼會有人在背後叫我的名字?當我意識到這點時,我早已經反射動作地回首。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAOx8vQI4XpS
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沒有人。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAG1NEDkwxVE
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空空如也的馬路,行人道,街燈,樹影,完全沒看到任何能叫我名字的存在。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAT6evRS8yW2
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是幻聽嗎?我搔搔有點長的髮尾,壓下不安的心情,然後繼續往前走去。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAWqqlWzzwyl
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方向是對的,路是對的,但是我卻馬上注意到一點:山下的燈,熄滅了。1098Please respect copyright.PENANApH9lBEziHJ
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要知道山下的燈是東涌市區的燈火,瞬間消失的可能並非沒有,但除非整個東涌停電,或整個東涌消失,不然從這高度這方向,我是不可能看不見東涌市中心的燈光。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAOu9XhWB1te
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這到底是……1098Please respect copyright.PENANAbIluzotQnB
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我連忙抬頭看看馬路的路牌,卻沒有絲毫異樣,耳邊寂靜得有點耳鳴,但我還走在正確的路上,朝向正確的方向。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAmJu1tVmYly
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是…霧之類嗎……?1098Please respect copyright.PENANAB4u0G20YdL
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強行說服自己後,我繼續信步向前走去。分辨方向其實沒有想像中複雜,路是兩點一線的構造,只要走在正確的路上,面朝正確的方向,便總能確定自己沒有走錯。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAujAfwWBK8d
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但以防萬一,我還是掏出了手機查看地圖。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAuCsRTVM6HU
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02:23AM
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很好,GPS顯示方向與座標都正確,如我所料大約再走一小時左右我便會到達欣澳,沿著海邊再走三小時就會到達東涌,剛好坐第一班車回家。1098Please respect copyright.PENANA3hyfhsCRYJ
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「……」1098Please respect copyright.PENANAmoGbOcOhxE
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但望向遠方漆黑的夜,理應存在於那兒看東涌卻是消失得無影無蹤,實在使我心中感到不安。但我深知只要走到欣澳,就是沿著海邊的大直路了。1098Please respect copyright.PENANA5CKnrDfuU6
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繼續走著走著,我發現事情不對勁。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAGErjdq9V2z
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首先,我身旁的道路從不知甚麼時候開始,一架車都沒有駛過,即使是深夜,也絕不應該過了這樣久還是完全沒車子出現。1098Please respect copyright.PENANA4pw3Rx9rZX
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而且,欣澳亦消失了。1098Please respect copyright.PENANARkppxvBxrY
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道路還在,路牌還在,但是山下理應存在於那兒的欣澳站現在只是漆黑一片。雖然我知道已經過了尾班車,港鐵站就會關站直到頭班車開車前的時間,但是……但是總不可能這樣一遍漆黑吧!那兒現在就只有一片密林,根本沒任何建築物存在!1098Please respect copyright.PENANAEnzUDLZgO5
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意識到不對勁的我掏出手機打算查看地圖,下一幕震撼了我的腦袋。1098Please respect copyright.PENANAutgHTYvhJP
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02:23AM
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時間,沒有前進。