《阡迴旅館》——開歸去之路，渡迷途之人 - 第三章：迷失在已逝昔日一之節

把手吹乾後我推門而出，才沒走出幾步就發現這兒只有一片死寂，耳邊甚至因太安靜而微微耳鳴。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGfc5FxjIp
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「啲人呢……」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfApvpX6CJb
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穿過那扇門不出所料地回到宴會廳，那兒只剩下空空如也的舞台。晚宴的圓桌上只有吃剩的食物，它們還是暖的，牛扒被割出的一小塊上有叉子插著，紅酒從杯邊滑下明顯是剛剛被喝完放到案上，一切一切如同人們在吃食途中突然憑空蒸發般。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFQvh4fifO
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全身起了雞皮疙瘩的我轉身跑出：「喂！！有無人啊！！有無人係度啊！！」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsOCLABcOt
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「……係……度……啊……」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDf9hhrnftd
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除了我自己的迴音外只有一片寂寥，逢門就開，見門就讚的我始終只是普通地穿過門框，門後卻沒有阡迴旅館！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EyFBpTUzT
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沒有，沒有，沒有！！門後沒有阡迴旅館！我被困在平行宇宙了？！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIvsKBOYlX
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這時只是用來展示不同平行宇宙可能性的空間，阡迴旅館沒有時光機的功能，我們並非真正到達了未來，所以在「展示」結束後，這空間也開始消滅了嗎？！等等我還在這兒啊！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FAEUTAkb7
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我把臉貼到玻璃窗上望向酒店外，外頭只是一片漆黑，連地面也不存在！整座酒店就如懸浮在虛空之中，我也連忙把從酒店內逃出去的念頭打消！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvZRkI0fKl
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現在怎麼辦，現在怎麼辦，我要永遠地困在這異空間之中了嗎？286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE78vj6GS5
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「喵～」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9X320MiST
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「渺…渺渺？！」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDcv7FgW1W
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頹然坐在地上抱頭的我，卻突然聽到貓叫聲。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMquSrGSh5
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「叮鈴…」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKr0nzAT6Zb
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風鈴聲！真的是渺渺？還是鈴兒發現我還沒回去所以折返救我了？！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2C4RJX9H6
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「渺渺？！你係邊啊！」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqW7kPl9Jk
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我站起來東張西望，卻始終沒法鎖定渺渺的方向。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhxSN1e54s
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走廊盡頭有人！！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlNBQOrYEs
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「……小姐！等陣！！」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkFqZrxpSu
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那個「女生」對我的叫喚充耳不聞，繼續向走廊深處步去，不行，這兒就只有那個女生在了，不能放她走！！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMepry5GFAb
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「等陣！！求下你，停一停！！」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCRn1FwXhQ
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更可怕的事發生了，隨著我追向那女生，我身後的酒店竟然開始淡出！牆壁地板燈光漸漸沉沒於虛空之中，視野中的景深突然變長，走廊深似無盡，身後的昏暗正洶湧而至！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOi2p0Uvn0
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不能……我不能停下腳步！這樣會被身後的虛空追上……286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGC8S9fZlx
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等等，那人是！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNuR2gFTUh
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「鈴兒！！我係度啊！！」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfpg01B6nK
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追……追不上！我和鈴兒之間的走廊不斷伸延，她就在視野之中，但我卻永遠追不上她！！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJo4w9hNNc
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「等埋我…求下你…唔好連你都扔低我……夏！鈴！兒！！」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wxOMqvN7W
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「砰！！」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIFjuhHhPn
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「哎呀！嗚…」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiuVCrtPWX
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收制不及的我狠狠地撞到關上的門板，狼狽不堪的我連忙推開門：「鈴兒！」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1z9poZWCt
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「……我識得你？」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6KDE595OJ
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咦？286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RmmtYMBr6
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等……等，哪兒來的門？我在哪兒？286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnThe5UPgx
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氣喘如牛的我站直身，發現自己正身處於一條走廊之中，米白色的牆壁，灰色膠地板，還有分隔病床和走廊的玻璃窗。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMrhZg3Yg1
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一看便知這是醫院。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DpnRQhgjh
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「鈴…鈴兒…我頭先…嗄…你聽我講，真係嚇死我…」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTdmp8ND6K
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「先生，我地唔識對方，就請唔好直接叫我個名。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NpEEtbQB1
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眼前的鈴兒，極之冰冷。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BvdbrgS2P
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「但係……」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEQBzf4bR9
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她眼中沒有一絲光彩，沒有一絲生氣，只看她的雙瞳如在凝視深淵，甚至不知她是死是活。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucTN4K7BXm
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我剛剛撞在門上的側臉和鼻翼還隱隱作痛，如果是真正的鈴兒理應至少會關心我有否受傷之類。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi4VstES97
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「我返去做野先。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ787FykuoqF
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鈴兒眼中只有冷如冰霜的鄙視，那陌生的冰冷表情使我不寒而慄，但其胸前的名牌是寫著「夏鈴兒」沒錯。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ9gkcwVGf
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看著遠去的她，我完全摸不著頭腦，她突然怎麼像變了一個人似的還不記得我了？286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKYLOV9oWs
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但馬上我就看出端倪了。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAE3359gSUr
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無論是那邊那個醫生手上拿著的摺式手機。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w1ofq0GJi
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還是在角落中放著的顯像管「大牛龜」顯像管電視。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL0dkOABqR
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這兒不是未來，不是現在，不是平行宇宙，更加不是阡迴旅館。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqY0tIG5Ef
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這是過去，鈴兒成為阡迴旅館職員前的過去。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8bKVy0ZCR
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［13座西翼4/F］286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPG2VwOgXR9
［安寧病房］

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走廊外的門牌上如此寫著，加上鈴兒的打扮和名牌，她是安寧病房的護士。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhLaTJ0DBM
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才一想起剛剛她那神情，那恍如宣告對一切都不感興趣的冷漠表情，除了陌生外我更感到胸口一陣悸動和沉重，如被重物壓住般沒法喘息。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rpvBlZlAN
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我知道甚麼是安寧病房。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72zgvLviAC
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安寧病房中的病人都是到了無藥可治的地步，入住這兒非為了治療，而是透過醫療手段減輕離世前痛苦，使其人生最後的時光不用滿身被喉管插著，能保有最後的尊嚴，而且盡可能無痛地渡過於常世中最後的彌留。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkl7StMIiq
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鈴兒走到走廊盡頭進入一間房中，身在平行宇宙的我如隱形人，只要不動聲色就會自動被無視，即使好像剛剛那樣和鈴兒說話她也會馬上忘掉，所以我也這樣大刺刺地跟上。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmygSojVxtn
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「……預計佢撐唔過今晚，通知佢屋企人嚟見最後一面做好心理準備。」這房間似乎是個迷你的會議室，當中一名像是護士長般的人平靜地說著。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlaIXiTh7w
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「明白。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDmcgsNema
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鈴兒的回答沒有一絲起伏，連悲慟都沒有，在這死亡每日上演的安寧病房之中她是如此習以為常。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpGFWQPe5i
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好冰冷，她的表情。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5xtmyNC7O
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好陌生，她的身影。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QFShWmzNs
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鈴兒在自己的筆記簿上一邊寫字一邊說：「我會通知工友Standby，盡快清好張床俾新病人。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7ChmASnAX
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「嗯，至於其他有離世風險病人嘅名同床號已經係你地手上，要多加注意。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmoAyDjVyh
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「等陣，聽日入住嘅新病人，點解……無資料？」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2ZPPhEL1N
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「除左夏姑娘之外，大家都出返去做野先。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpjdtAqwfH
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「係。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx89U92JIwE
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其他護士點點頭轉身離去，還順手關上門，我當然站在那兒繼續聽。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2lHDSf55g
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「聽日嚟嘅新病人會訓佢張床，夏姑娘，我希望你可以負責佢嘅入院手續。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjjvH4JjzQ
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「好。」鈴兒簡短地點頭。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuI9lM0O7S
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「你就唔問下點解要搞到咁神秘？」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdASwBzhFSf
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「我認為自己無需要知道，如果我有需要知道，護士長早就俾咗資料我。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYN4fi9gvV
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「當然，但理由我希望自己親口講你知，你會主力負責佢，其他姑娘如非必要同緊急都唔會同佢有咩溝通。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjRvna0tgU
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「咁原因係咩？」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDGoJ8tPZc
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護士長拿出一份文件：「你之前有無睇新聞？嗯，身為護士嘅你雖然只係負責安寧病房……」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBtvlAn722
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「喵！」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH34Hnw47g
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突然間我腳邊傳來一陣毛茸茸的感覺，我連忙低頭一看：「渺渺？！」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY0nFWP4BY
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米色的毛球不知從哪兒鑽出，在我雙腳之間以尾巴蹭磨，然後推開虛掩的門從縫隙溜了出去！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQLI7z3H4x
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「渺渺，等埋我！」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbozLZvxQl
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是來接我嗎？正如那時候我迷途至阡迴旅館時，也是渺渺在引路，牠知道回去的路！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ479dg0jpyN
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「渺渺！」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxHNBbDx6t
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難得看到回去的希望，雖然很在意鈴兒的過去但是待會兒問她就好了，怎可能放渺渺跑掉！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6SGXpPSGH
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「渺渺！嘁……真係，肥成咁點解可以跑得咁快！？」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMczmOMDz2B
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「喵哈？！」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfCbarr7wj
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在走廊盡頭的牠聽到似乎有點生氣，但還是在那兒等著我。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkwj5xd1mj
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急步追上的我才一拐過那個角落——286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwujzvHdnU
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「叮……叮……」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT60cQedFD
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風鈴聲，在幽閉的走廊中迴盪。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pOxTTRm9K
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「…嗄…呼…」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB4qKiFJVF
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深呼吸，閉上眼，我如鈴兒那樣以心傾聽，聞聲辨位，試圖找出風鈴聲的來源。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5ZyFxyCQE
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風鈴聲，來自阡迴旅館。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEttI4Veamr
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「叮……叮……」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9LFGgUJEF
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鈴聲相當悅耳，閉眼靜心傾聽能使人想起盛夏之中，青天白雲之下，屋簷邊陲的琉璃風鈴迎著夏風輕輕搖曳奏鳴。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWJG45nafa
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找到了！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbeG55JC4g
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「喵！」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFVFEhQJI0
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渺渺幾個躍動從地板跳到我小腿，爬過背脊然後騎在我肩上，我信步隨著風鈴聲傳來的方向推開一扇門！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsoUzOVUwl
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光芒將我淹沒，待其褪去後我看到自己正身在古色古香的阡迴旅館之中。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nF5oeQxeY
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回來……回來了！286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoIaMth3NO
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「呼…呼…」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtwGcchznY
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定眼看四周，我卻發現自己正身在阡迴旅館的頂樓。為甚麼我這樣肯定？因為在我身旁的天井可以看到最高處的天花板，木樑木柱在天花板四周交織出木塔的巨大屋頂，而這層沒有任何房間或門，就只有半開放的戶外空間。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZJvgAwqxO
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「返嚟啦，溫年柏。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmDaAlab05
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與木欄柵相對著的是一個小露台，露台朝西迎向夕陽，那兒鋪著榻榻米，放著一張矮桌和座墊，一個沒有見過的男人坐在那兒，身穿白袍背對著我，一些茶具齊整地放在深木色的矮桌上冒著芬芳的蒸氣。286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFapIJ0nnDP
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「你係……」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqQhUnAU5l
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「熟人。」286Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkBiIWHH3V
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本來迎著夕陽的男人回首向我微笑，即使他戴著眼鏡也看得出他滿臉倦容，但一對上眼我卻感到心頭一陣猛跳，好像看到久違的老朋友一樣，盡管我不認識眼前的男人。