I am dreading growing old.337Please respect copyright.PENANAcxbD5UESDW
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,337Please respect copyright.PENANAdYQZJG0VEE
everyone asked for a young female.337Please respect copyright.PENANAl5FTuijuaM
what happens when I grow old,337Please respect copyright.PENANA4mUvs2jTKT
what happens when my tits sag 337Please respect copyright.PENANAdiqhLTu6Kc
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,337Please respect copyright.PENANAIYU0MlEr8r
will I no longer be wanted?337Please respect copyright.PENANAH3iU2aEEaz
No longer desired or admired.337Please respect copyright.PENANAdXuqAOhI63
will I just be old?337Please respect copyright.PENANAj6szvvxpDU
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 337Please respect copyright.PENANA86vQIacyw7
Just337Please respect copyright.PENANAdpSAI1TDMp
Old.337Please respect copyright.PENANApx3sKgx6BI
337Please respect copyright.PENANAVcQVr5ywA2
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?337Please respect copyright.PENANAmkoQbGuqCd
I'll have to be good at something,337Please respect copyright.PENANAg12iAfbdit
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills337Please respect copyright.PENANAYyfLR9SD2L
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain337Please respect copyright.PENANAGixfaJ5JQ3
I'll have to be somebody337Please respect copyright.PENANAO2EmIYhccP
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth337Please respect copyright.PENANAv7frRs47G9
but I know I can't keep it.337Please respect copyright.PENANAtTFMBwBeYk
Good things never last.337Please respect copyright.PENANAJRuJwm4V1y
337Please respect copyright.PENANAJxLXqFYbN3
I don't know when youth became so important to me337Please respect copyright.PENANA6qD3K0REI3
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail337Please respect copyright.PENANAXHoH5lWQTB
and why so many people died over it337Please respect copyright.PENANAtvwdSIGHni
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,337Please respect copyright.PENANAlrM539JPE2
I would.337Please respect copyright.PENANAjemjccw5Ih
perhaps that makes me a bad human,337Please respect copyright.PENANANSdM0SlHcS
a bad feminist337Please respect copyright.PENANAmDsLmJaGf0
bad person,337Please respect copyright.PENANAd9gHnseVpm
but all I know is it's the truth337Please respect copyright.PENANAKszYdl5YH2
and I would do it,337Please respect copyright.PENANA6NFfQ49R8e
337Please respect copyright.PENANAz1HvOepA7m
I would give up so much to stay desirable.337Please respect copyright.PENANAk40mvqv4Bo
Because I've never been desired before337Please respect copyright.PENANAHXjCcB6erW
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,337Please respect copyright.PENANAwCc3yAdE9K
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?337Please respect copyright.PENANArC8ethkpWb
and my skin sags from my bones337Please respect copyright.PENANALZZZDRm4Ud
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach337Please respect copyright.PENANAzUDIzlZbs8
my neck doubling,337Please respect copyright.PENANAt4uFFSIwK4
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad337Please respect copyright.PENANAmkXoXX7lrO
337Please respect copyright.PENANApLMlIwfOg0
some people think when you get older looks matter less337Please respect copyright.PENANAYI5GXY2UtL
But that's not true, nobody wants that337Please respect copyright.PENANAwL6ENpEk8t
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.337Please respect copyright.PENANA3SjONvhvxV
What will I be?337Please respect copyright.PENANAOkJjSEdnPM
Chopped liver I suppose.337Please respect copyright.PENANAW5KXt4JfzW
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools337Please respect copyright.PENANAhEw7rJuGTb
337Please respect copyright.PENANADwora4No7u
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life337Please respect copyright.PENANAEQ1hVWjn2h
I'm young337Please respect copyright.PENANAX4Xei5YxKg
I have done nothing time is flying by337Please respect copyright.PENANAi72ctIkVzE
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast337Please respect copyright.PENANALmV86nlThl
Keeps slipping from my fists.337Please respect copyright.PENANAbXR1a8Xp4d
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).337Please respect copyright.PENANADxHr0oFyJv
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.337Please respect copyright.PENANAXGNG8CuFoK
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up337Please respect copyright.PENANA0PUvOl9UxN
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.337Please respect copyright.PENANAgEx3ohLBxk
337Please respect copyright.PENANAbY2e7jcd0E
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity337Please respect copyright.PENANAXz3NFHBAUt
I feel it closing in on me337Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZVVmE1X8E
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,337Please respect copyright.PENANAotfAYMl4NP
looking in the mirror I see my painting.337Please respect copyright.PENANAj3EmabgsWp
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,337Please respect copyright.PENANANUUczXF32s
I know they're going to be my demise.337Please respect copyright.PENANAAIaC1iFiKa
337Please respect copyright.PENANAfV054kkO8r
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen337Please respect copyright.PENANArDfsm2QjCs
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.337Please respect copyright.PENANAkBvjittnFy
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 337Please respect copyright.PENANAzdiUU2am5h
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 337Please respect copyright.PENANAxI5qkixo1a
337Please respect copyright.PENANA6c66VMq6EN
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither337Please respect copyright.PENANACjNzCSggfs
because I know myself if not anyone else337Please respect copyright.PENANA9ehzJwrCw7
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.337Please respect copyright.PENANA6JcDWMbyfg
337Please respect copyright.PENANAKoPQsmo4Ou
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.337Please respect copyright.PENANAojiIX31K6T
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,337Please respect copyright.PENANAQla87JhK1r
everyone asked for a young female.337Please respect copyright.PENANAHt6VdKSdlE
what happens when I grow old,337Please respect copyright.PENANADp7SaNp36y
what happens when my tits sag 337Please respect copyright.PENANAwMw3Fi2Rqy
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,337Please respect copyright.PENANA4JtP0IgiMH
will I no longer be wanted?337Please respect copyright.PENANAcdDoIPiBfG
No longer desired or admired.337Please respect copyright.PENANAduipu1np6h
will I just be old?337Please respect copyright.PENANATEqi8bbiew
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 337Please respect copyright.PENANASbV6QqNHQD
Just337Please respect copyright.PENANACRjMRELFSU
Old.337Please respect copyright.PENANAgfJtMpGn69
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?337Please respect copyright.PENANAuHuoAfn0mp
I'll have to be good at something,337Please respect copyright.PENANAy3DEUztalL
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills337Please respect copyright.PENANAGh6FqTyn4l
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain337Please respect copyright.PENANArpxzVs8y8Q
I'll have to be somebody337Please respect copyright.PENANAiTHMl4bN7v
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth337Please respect copyright.PENANAuyKg1nYGHS
but I know I can't keep it.337Please respect copyright.PENANAVnVsJ7BeJP
Good things never last.337Please respect copyright.PENANAeimD6ys3Ob
337Please respect copyright.PENANAJoVyX2992G
I don't know when youth became so important to me337Please respect copyright.PENANAqlR22QC93m
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail337Please respect copyright.PENANAJqhBOSjZsb
and why so many people died over it337Please respect copyright.PENANASYtjlJLGug
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,337Please respect copyright.PENANAsMVWGY0Oi4
I would.337Please respect copyright.PENANA3nPWpYkGAs
perhaps that makes me a bad human,337Please respect copyright.PENANA6CJEa7EMqo
a bad feminist337Please respect copyright.PENANAsAj3tgUbZA
bad person,337Please respect copyright.PENANAW0rEtvV59T
but all I know is it's the truth337Please respect copyright.PENANAuO4iOvYHLw
and I would do it,337Please respect copyright.PENANAO4CgY1nnDS
337Please respect copyright.PENANAUFN0tIdKbq
I would give up so much to stay desirable.337Please respect copyright.PENANAaUvDGDBfde
Because I've never been desired before337Please respect copyright.PENANA9MXh10LfyE
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,337Please respect copyright.PENANA8CEffBbveX
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?337Please respect copyright.PENANAHUu5pmg4tX
and my skin sags from my bones337Please respect copyright.PENANAQGYHgEekTu
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach337Please respect copyright.PENANA9fId27wCGN
my neck doubling,337Please respect copyright.PENANArKjvSWYYU8
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad337Please respect copyright.PENANAMjLCEcZD49
337Please respect copyright.PENANAIZWy7oEzim
some people think when you get older looks matter less337Please respect copyright.PENANA62jWvCvMQs
But that's not true, nobody wants that337Please respect copyright.PENANApFHzlM1avY
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.337Please respect copyright.PENANAswEGUJ3r1f
What will I be?337Please respect copyright.PENANAKQKg45rCTI
Chopped liver I suppose.337Please respect copyright.PENANATtP910LDlI
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools337Please respect copyright.PENANAvE3pqCKwL4
337Please respect copyright.PENANAEQmGhv4D0N
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life337Please respect copyright.PENANAZGuKMFIiRy
I'm 20337Please respect copyright.PENANAAh5yFSkWLv
I have done nothing time is flying by337Please respect copyright.PENANAw2KRJqUgBa
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast337Please respect copyright.PENANApXAMmbe1us
Keeps slipping from my fists.337Please respect copyright.PENANAeqf6tW8zfN
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).337Please respect copyright.PENANAMk7GRSfH5M
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.337Please respect copyright.PENANAAohdNTNlGL
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up337Please respect copyright.PENANAOA1P0XY4aY
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.337Please respect copyright.PENANAGc58nJxPNS
337Please respect copyright.PENANA59UMCQOLS1
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity337Please respect copyright.PENANArxYrawsXbt
I feel it closing in on me337Please respect copyright.PENANAulunL97FNp
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,337Please respect copyright.PENANALGPyZzlWwx
looking in the mirror I see my painting.337Please respect copyright.PENANAvdEXTpGi89
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,337Please respect copyright.PENANAHbKcWRTWKn
I know they're going to be my demise.337Please respect copyright.PENANArv9orqVWyv
337Please respect copyright.PENANAFGNiRxelHX
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen337Please respect copyright.PENANAd92JAnmOTS
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.337Please respect copyright.PENANAedXdAE2wSa
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 337Please respect copyright.PENANAZjhlm3rwKi
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 337Please respect copyright.PENANAti5RSEZS95
337Please respect copyright.PENANAuMwCmkHD9d
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither337Please respect copyright.PENANAXVf9OUmT3d
because I know myself if not anyone else337Please respect copyright.PENANAA7sOks9EKh
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.337Please respect copyright.PENANA226ZzhyI1N
337Please respect copyright.PENANAc0uxmtTQ46
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old