尚妤婕他們的節目是排在倒數第二項,在他們將樂器搬下舞台,整理好所有的東西的時候,最後一項表演項目也已經結束,校慶也正式畫下了完美的句點。352Please respect copyright.PENANAu3TJ9Yta1u
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就在她拿起背包準備回家時,被趙奕菱叫住了。352Please respect copyright.PENANAiUZP7wiUrl
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「菱菱,怎麼了?」352Please respect copyright.PENANAaioWOds5Xf
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趙奕菱是個大大咧咧,有話直說的人。可是這樣的人此刻卻有些反常地扭捏著身體,有種欲言又止的感覺。她也沒扭捏太久,過一會後她就用力撓了撓自己的頭髮,表情有種拼命壓抑著上揚的嘴角的怪異感。352Please respect copyright.PENANAFbNPEXFwE5
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「小婕,妳覺得剛剛的表演如何?」352Please respect copyright.PENANAvz5Wxh7eNs
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剛剛的表演?352Please respect copyright.PENANAgcZm67LiRB
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沒能理解趙奕菱想表達的意思,尚妤婕先是呆滯了一會,隨後想起自己開場時不小心咬到舌頭的糗事。她的臉紅了紅,但又想到對方不太可能是在指這件事,應該是在提演奏的部分。352Please respect copyright.PENANAWwfWQyaccf
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「很……完美?」352Please respect copyright.PENANAfwKVpVsoiI
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「哎不是這個啦,我是問……妳聽到舞台下那些人的鼓掌聲,還有那些喊安可的聲音,有什麼想法?」352Please respect copyright.PENANAjN3r2cWfkt
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尚妤婕又愣住了。352Please respect copyright.PENANAruWArtUlG7
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回想起當時那如雷貫耳的鼓掌聲,還有震耳欲聾的安可聲,她彷彿覺得靈魂正在戰慄,內心深處湧出的嚮往與滿足感讓她有種過去都白活了的感覺。352Please respect copyright.PENANAUnIK48jMnh
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「妳也覺得很棒對不對?對不對!」352Please respect copyright.PENANAZYt7b2TtHf
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不須等待回答,光是看到表情,趙奕菱就知道對方也與自己有相同的感受。尚妤婕臉微微泛紅,她有些緊張地抿了抿唇,輕微地點下了頭。352Please respect copyright.PENANA9pwjtlCOJV
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「所以啊,我決定了!畢業之後,我要去組樂團!」352Please respect copyright.PENANAc7jFrQrTzk
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「組……組樂團?」352Please respect copyright.PENANAnLXmbIhynG
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這個決定來得太突然,尚妤婕也沒想到對方會突然有這種想法。352Please respect copyright.PENANAqpbtg2H3jD
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「嗯!我發現了,我不只喜歡音樂,我還喜歡那種站在舞台上肆意彈奏,把自己的一切奉獻出去後,觀眾回饋給我們的掌聲與歡呼聲。352Please respect copyright.PENANA4zXNWx3axQ
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我真的好喜歡、好喜歡那種感覺。都已經結束那麼久了,我都還聽得到那些掌聲……妳聽得到嗎?」352Please respect copyright.PENANA7mu7jgJEnR
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耳邊那微微迴盪的聲音逐漸放大,她的情緒也隨著被帶入其中──是啊,她也一樣。因為尚母嚴苛的態度,她在學業上不管有多麼地努力,甚至每次都維持著年級第一,都無法得到對方的一次讚許。352Please respect copyright.PENANApR8NoyskLR
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雖然平時在社團內會被他們稱讚歌聲好聽,但她或多或少也覺得可能只是場面話。在表演會場內的那些回饋,給了她大大的自信心──一種自己並不差,她也是有長處的信心。352Please respect copyright.PENANAwVbZMKwv87
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「我打算去那所出過最多歌手和明星的照日大學,進修我的貝斯技巧。而且那裡不只樂器方面很強,還有專門訓練歌唱能力的科系。」352Please respect copyright.PENANAHX7oKfpwKL
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「小婕,妳……要和我一起組團嗎?」352Please respect copyright.PENANAqCaIkm6bYt
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「我……我嗎?」352Please respect copyright.PENANApvqTG30Ipv
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在對方邀約自己時,尚妤婕的第一反應是喜悅,可隨後尚母那嚴肅又可怕的大臉突然在腦海中放大,她瞬間就白了臉,什麼都說不出口。352Please respect copyright.PENANAFRI16HPK6A
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「我還打算約其他人一起組樂團,就我們這六個人一起組!我們可是最好、最棒的一團!」352Please respect copyright.PENANA4rdOQRwM0d
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「我知道尚姨很可能不準妳做這種事情,可是我真的很想和妳……這個好姊妹、好閨密、好朋友一起組團。一起成長,一起走上歌藝之路。」352Please respect copyright.PENANA7kDTN8cBlc
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尚妤婕無疑是感動的。當初帶她走入音樂圈的正是趙奕菱,這麼多年來,她們兩人形影不離,對方也幫了自己不少忙。說句實話,其實兩人的關係之中,趙奕菱才是付出最多心力的人。352Please respect copyright.PENANAkfEWiSZ8Ba
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能擁有這麼好的朋友,可以說是她上輩子修來的福。352Please respect copyright.PENANA1svOMzl75N
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「如果妳真的不敢和尚姨說,我找其他人一起幫忙說服尚姨,好嗎?小婕……」352Please respect copyright.PENANAvs9drSHg0W
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「可不可以,為我、為我們彼此的夢想,勇敢一次呢?」352Please respect copyright.PENANA6U4fh6S6S7
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趙奕菱知道自己的好友習慣逃避,但她從來不勉強對方面對,就只是偶爾會用暗示的方式建議,若不願就算了。可這次是不面對就無法成就的事情,她只能哀求──用多年的情誼,求對方為自己勇敢面對一次。352Please respect copyright.PENANAIdmCZF5Svw
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尚妤婕怎麼會無法理解呢?但她也明白,對方是因為看出了自己的意願,才會用這種半逼迫半懇求的方式與自己討論。其實說白了,如果到時候她真的什麼都說不出口,說不定趙奕菱,甚至其他人也會替自己開口。352Please respect copyright.PENANAcE8oTIpVRS
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但她不想。如果真的要這麼做,她希望可以自己親自開口,希望可以有一次不靠他人,而是由自己來爭取自己想做的事情。352Please respect copyright.PENANAPKUeAOcjJA
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「我……再考慮看看吧。」352Please respect copyright.PENANA3fDYvoIIyX
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「……好,好!妳考慮看看,妳回家考慮看看,在學測成績出來確定未來要去的學校之前,都還來得及的!」352Please respect copyright.PENANAq7hzN4sLZW
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發現好友沒把話說死後,即便沒有確定的回答,趙奕菱也開心得彷彿中了幾百萬頭獎似的。352Please respect copyright.PENANAhyfEwmYUyj
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可不是嗎?懦弱膽小了多少年的朋友,終於願意嘗試面對一次了。這是多麼大的喜事啊!352Please respect copyright.PENANA1nSZtzmhxq
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趙奕菱喜悅的情緒微微感染了她,本還在糾結苦惱的情緒頓時消散,臉上也隨著綻放出大大的笑容。352Please respect copyright.PENANAdKxYEzQqvU
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「菱菱,時間差不多了,我先回家了哦。」352Please respect copyright.PENANADsJ0Ppu930
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「嗯嗯,妳回去吧!我趁其他人回去之前趕快去問問!」352Please respect copyright.PENANArtIdLXnh0i
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背著背包,看著好友的背影與聲音越來越遠、越來越小,她的心中難得一片清明。352Please respect copyright.PENANAZEnus9lF7f
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按尚母的安排,她本該去就讀金融專業,日後成為尚母就職的公司中的一名員工,努力做出成績,爭取儘早走到更高的職位。352Please respect copyright.PENANA6ymXHrtBtx
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那是最平穩的未來,也是尚母對她的期望。352Please respect copyright.PENANAv4nWbzdQqJ
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尚妤婕不知道那是什麼樣的生活,但那一定不會是她所期望的生活。她無意反抗那些安排,可在自己走了一半,且只有一條看不到盡頭的長路時,趙奕菱卻開拓了新的道路,指出一條她會期待與希望的未來。352Please respect copyright.PENANAHJd4Nt4cwM
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她很喜歡唱歌。在第一次聽到掌聲時,她就知道自己喜歡唱歌。剛剛表演結束後的那些回饋,更是加大了這份喜愛。她不知道一個新興樂團會有什麼樣的未來,但只要努力,只要保持熱情,那這條道路一定會充滿期待與希望。352Please respect copyright.PENANAnW5tCRwe7T
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照日大學是一所以演藝、音樂聞名的學校。那裡的老師很專業,她的分數肯定沒問題,所以不需要擔心。希望到時候能夠得到上好的指點,精進自己的歌唱能力。352Please respect copyright.PENANAOuHCycytFC
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十八歲了,成年了,她該自己想辦法養自己了。考慮到以後有可能樂團紅起來需要時間,或許還要經歷一段漫長的打工時間。得想好自己適合什麼樣的兼職,到時候還得一起約好練習集合時間,避免與兼職時間碰撞。352Please respect copyright.PENANANg8Yg7q8dh
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還沒得到個答案,她就已經開始在設想著未來自己需要去找什麼樣的打工兼職,分配好自己一周七天二十四小時的行程了──因為,她真的很喜歡也很想走上這條音樂之路。352Please respect copyright.PENANAtUFCRwlojx
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滿懷著喜悅與期待的心回到家,想到尚母,尚妤婕還是有些不敢單獨面對自己的母親。只希望其他人能夠陪伴自己,給自己勇氣繼續走。到時候,再一起闖出一片屬於他們的天地吧。352Please respect copyright.PENANAt7bw6uDfHp
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「我回來……」352Please respect copyright.PENANAYHSkftwL9x
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推開門,看清楚門後的情況時,那些喜悅的心情、對未來的憧憬全都隨著後面的話語消失殆盡。全身冰冷得彷彿赤身待在冰天雪地之中,感受不到血液的溫暖。352Please respect copyright.PENANAgJKSb708ZG
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──一種血液倒流,恐懼而腦袋一片空白的感覺。352Please respect copyright.PENANA4U9AaQ3rJy
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客廳內的景色一覽無遺。下午說自己有事先走的尚母正鐵青著臉色,挺直著身軀坐在沙發上,而茶几上擺著的,是自己拼命藏匿已久的專輯。352Please respect copyright.PENANAazpkohlEsF
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那張被她視為信念與羈絆之物的,重要的專輯。
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第一個故事-她的音樂夢(十四)
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