Danse Macabre - Chapter 2

Chapter 2

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(“It is strange how we hold on to the pieces of the past while we wait for our futures”)

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It’s been three days since I last wrote in here.

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Three days since I said I was ready to die.

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And three days later; I’m still ready

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If anything, I’m starting to get very impatient

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Every additional day I spend here, I end up in more pain than I was in the day before.

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I hate it.

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I hate it.

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I hate it. . . and I hate myself.

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For the past two days, I’ve been in complete limbo.

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My mom hasn’t come to visit today, and neither have my friends. They’re all busy with their own individual things, so it makes sense.

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(I hope they visit soon)

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Since there’s not much for me to do, I’ve found myself combing through the memories of my life.

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All of the good

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All of the bad

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It’s made me who I am today :).

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There’s not much I can hate about that.

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Especially now considering where I am in my life.

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What I do hate is the fact that now I’m forced to relive my life through memories.

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I miss the days when I could get up and not have to worry about almost anything.

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Of course, I worried about the usual things a teenager would worry about

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Clothing

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Social Media

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Friends

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Relationships

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Homework

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Classes

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All of these things seemed so. . . significant before

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But now. .

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All of these past worries are nothing compared to the gravity of death.

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I hate that I’m so worried about something I’m ready for.

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And I hate myself for remembering the past

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When all I want now is for the future to come.

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