Abigail’s POV
Sam and I were up all night, our only light source the blue glow of his monitor and the occasional flicker from the half-melted candle we forgot to blow out. We’d ditched our usual Friday night at the Saloon—sorry, Gus—because this was more important. We weren’t just making a song. We were building a piece of Sebastian’s soul.
Sam hunched over his laptop, laser-focused, piecing together every lyric with a kind of reverence I’d only seen him reserve for pizza or vintage guitars. I laid down a few drum samples, hunting for the right beat until one finally clicked—a sharp, echoing rhythm that felt like heartbreak on loop.
Sam used his computer to pull some of Sebastian’s saved synth recordings. They were haunting and mechanical, eerie in a way only Sebastian could make sound intentional. He added a guitar riff that somehow cut through the darkness like headlights in fog. It was beautiful, a perfect match to the pain tucked into the lyrics.
The vocals were trickier. Sam, the usual human golden retriever, had gone full perfectionist. He was determined to do justice to Sebastian’s words, even if it meant twenty takes and losing his voice in the process.
“I think that was amazing,” I said after he finished the final chorus, his voice raw but steady.
He pulled off his headphones and rubbed his eyes. “It still needs more... him.”
I chewed on my thumbnail. “It is him. Every part of it. The dark chords, the synth, the melody, that riff you played, and his words—his words.” I paused. “He’s going to be the only one listening to it, remember? And if he hates it, we’ll scrap it. But if he hears it and sees what we see…”
“If he doesn’t throw a chair at my head first,” Sam muttered, smirking.
I grinned. “I printed out the lyrics, just in case we needed a backup.” I handed him a sheet.
Sam double-checked the printout, then laid it beside the laptop. He clicked a few buttons, and we both leaned in, each taking an earbud.
“A Heart Worth Breaking” (Sebastian’s Song)
[Verse 1]431Please respect copyright.PENANAyIPqOr95Hd
I need to feel something431Please respect copyright.PENANA84bPeztRdE
So my heart won’t turn to stone431Please respect copyright.PENANAGqxZEiy2qC
Been chasing shadows in the hallway431Please respect copyright.PENANAr58897MXBA
Just to not feel so alone
My thoughts creak like floorboards431Please respect copyright.PENANAbCm11Mb1ru
In a house that no one owns431Please respect copyright.PENANApkOibx7rjb
You came in, said we’d fix it431Please respect copyright.PENANAxJcL8ncKja
Then left me here on my own
[Pre-Chorus]431Please respect copyright.PENANAIbG8wUVgWp
There’s hesitation in your voice431Please respect copyright.PENANAgnLyDsl6mU
I wish I didn’t notice431Please respect copyright.PENANAgXTog17x33
You promised me you’d call—431Please respect copyright.PENANAmOpUD1vihR
Like I wouldn’t know you broke it
[Chorus]431Please respect copyright.PENANA9Vk9DBVYCl
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me431Please respect copyright.PENANAG4rCG0l7Vw
Where my lungs should be431Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8h7VbyPbF
You took the breath out of me431Please respect copyright.PENANAA4cvs4Lcoq
Like a comfortable liar431Please respect copyright.PENANAnuEUcRNHpY
And I’m tired431Please respect copyright.PENANAeQz2NcanDs
Of laying in this fire431Please respect copyright.PENANADJLziPll8P
The more I see, the less I’m alive431Please respect copyright.PENANA4uJhcF9ifl
Can you tell I’m not alright?
[Verse 2]431Please respect copyright.PENANAY2DtjNRffX
I replay things you said431Please respect copyright.PENANADAygB3AOv2
Like a song stuck in my teeth431Please respect copyright.PENANAq54THZ6eMy
Words that meant forever431Please respect copyright.PENANAaXeNpQCUEf
Now just rot underneath
You said “we’ll figure it out”431Please respect copyright.PENANA4cHCbcsRML
But you never said when431Please respect copyright.PENANAA78IaPwiMr
I think I’m starting to believe431Please respect copyright.PENANAMuzmAqeuHV
You never meant to begin
[Pre-Chorus]431Please respect copyright.PENANAlmzENNMfaQ
There’s silence in your absence431Please respect copyright.PENANAMPg3Tr4kfN
And it’s loud enough to break431Please respect copyright.PENANALGxt4KQCoJ
You swore you’d fight the dark for me—431Please respect copyright.PENANAcYswhUoNjT
Then left me wide awake
[Chorus]431Please respect copyright.PENANAyYgATcqoLB
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me431Please respect copyright.PENANAmJlW497hv7
Where my lungs should be431Please respect copyright.PENANAQcm6kMIrVx
You took the breath out of me431Please respect copyright.PENANAX0lq1YxW4C
Like a comfortable liar431Please respect copyright.PENANAhg3dok0GIA
And I’m tired431Please respect copyright.PENANA1P2PuVXLKa
Of laying in this fire431Please respect copyright.PENANAop2YpJtpc4
The more I see, the less I’m alive431Please respect copyright.PENANAhjyOYyCV9e
Can you tell I’m not alright?
[Bridge]431Please respect copyright.PENANAsFxIe38bD6
I need to be something431Please respect copyright.PENANAEHe6DPiKVA
So my past lets me go431Please respect copyright.PENANAQ41O8G0eIZ
I need to live again431Please respect copyright.PENANAiQZeBLAgwJ
Before this pain becomes my home
You’re fading like a dream431Please respect copyright.PENANAgb7mi78ZAA
That I wake up from too soon431Please respect copyright.PENANA1pkNy6UfKO
And I keep screaming in my head431Please respect copyright.PENANADpI72Xz1tk
But it’s just echoes in my room
[Final Chorus]431Please respect copyright.PENANALaS2X9O3Tn
I’m drowning ‘cause you left a hole in me431Please respect copyright.PENANAaJZ7Hwd26V
Where my lungs should be431Please respect copyright.PENANA5br1NE607C
You took the breath out of me431Please respect copyright.PENANAljkaHEPcGQ
Like a comfortable liar431Please respect copyright.PENANAIK3xxXciGz
Now I’m colder431Please respect copyright.PENANAFKv1N6R56v
But not any wiser431Please respect copyright.PENANAhtXgH7xWso
The more I see, the less I’m alive431Please respect copyright.PENANAzvbSS3EigQ
I’m still breathing—431Please respect copyright.PENANACuf3Nayour
But barely surviving
"Perfect. I think it's ready go, should we listen to double check?" Sam asks. I nod my head as pull on the headphones. One in his ear, one in mine.
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Alex’s POV
I took my usual evening walk, the summer air thick with warmth but edged with the kind of breeze that meant fall was waiting in the wings. Leaves hadn’t started to turn yet, but the way the light hit the trees—it was coming.
I passed Haley and Emily’s place, then Sam’s. The porch light was on, faint music humming through the windows. Probably another one of their all-night band sessions. Honestly, good for them. Stardrop Saloon was a fun gig, but I knew they were itching for something bigger.
The sun dipped low as I passed Marnie’s. Her cows blinked at me like they were judging my haircut. I waved anyway. As I rounded the bend near the pond, I saw her.
Haley. Squatting by the water with her camera, snapping shots like she hadn’t just spent the past five years acting like dirt was a death sentence.
“You know,” I said, smirking, “when you asked me to be your lighting guy, I thought you meant for pictures of you.”
She jumped, then groaned. “God, don’t sneak up on me like that. And no, dummy. It’s for the nature.”
“I didn’t know you liked photography,” I said, genuinely curious.
She turned those ice-blue eyes on me. “Well, maybe that’s on you.”
Fair enough.
“I think it’s cool,” I said. “The camera—it looks vintage. Where’d you get it?”
Her face shifted slightly, voice quieter. “My dad. Before he and my mom… left.”
I didn’t push it. She fiddled with the lens like it would distract her from the weight of what she said.
“You’re really good,” I said instead. “Like… weirdly good. Are you entering that Pelican Town Art Showcase thing next month?”
She looked up, surprised. “No. Why?”
“Because you should,” I said, shrugging. “Your photos feel like they’re telling a story. Like you’re trying to… I don’t know. Freeze a feeling or something.”
Haley blinked at me, and for once, didn’t have a sarcastic comeback. She just stared. Then—
“Okay, philosopher. Who even are you?”
I laughed. “Don’t get used to it.”
She smiled, and it hit me a little too hard in the chest. For a second, the pond, the light, her camera—everything felt like it was supposed to happen.
“Maybe you could be the model next time,” she said, a hint of challenge in her tone.
“Only if I get artistic control,” I replied. “And final approval. And maybe a crown.”
She laughed. “Deal.”
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