端午節創作挑戰 - 糉‧地獄 - 在寫【喜歡你】時，逐漸體會到甚麼是愛

這是我第一篇由自己撰寫故事走向、紀念人生初戀的小說。

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其實，這已經在我腦中構思很久了。從小，我就想寫小說。

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只不過我未曾想過，人生第一篇小說竟然是愛情故事。

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竟然還是BL。

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情竇初開，面對生命中除了家人外最愛的人，措手不及，也不知如何應對。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamAKjvlnbn

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每次打開Word檔，腦中與他未來點點滴滴的幻想卻往往消失不見。

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襲來的是滿滿的不確定、不自信。

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就算小說裡過得好，那又怎樣？

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現實裡，一切不會因此改變。94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a5oI2pp5c

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而且失落感遽增。

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這不如我預期。

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每次的催稿、校稿、靈感枯竭讓我疲憊。

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所以，與其讓自己那麼累，不如先暫時放下。

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放棄還來的及，對吧？

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愛情的100首詩94Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuBpzdYI0j

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淪陷也好，讓我先自我療傷吧。

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