君嶋踏進浴室，幾乎是用力扯開襯衫的鈕扣，衣服甩到一旁，拉開水龍頭。冰冷的水瞬間傾瀉而下，狠狠砸在他頭上。他一聲不吭，額頭抵著冰冷的牆面，任由水從髮梢滑過頸後、沿著背脊一路淋下。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUdUWcbLif
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指尖死死扣住磁磚邊緣，關節因用力而顫動，抓住理智最後的邊界。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf4uQwInZy
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「……冷靜點。」他低聲咬牙。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kQucmQ6jI
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但那畫面根本揮之不去。白色洋裝緊貼著她濕潤的身體，細肩帶從肩頭滑落的弧度，胸口若隱若現的曲線——那瞬間她驚慌地喚他名字：「航一……」聲音顫抖、羞赧、帶著一絲依賴。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwv77tp0yV
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他狠狠閉上眼，任冷水順著臉頰沖刷，卻沖不走體內升起的灼熱。呼吸漸漸急促，心跳失控地敲響。他咬緊牙關，喉頭發出一聲低吼。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63TTgkSBYe
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她什麼都沒做，卻把他逼到崩潰邊緣。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzKvMTPHmW
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「我是她的執事……」他喃喃自語，聲音啞得快要斷裂。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySCUsMfnRj
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可那套貼身的運動服，那條短得過火的褲子，那小段腹肌線條，還有雨水打濕後緊貼身體的布料……每一幀都是慢動作在折磨他。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7jmV4dM0X
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他抬起手，用毛巾狠狠蓋住臉，肩膀微微顫抖。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tG61NLKeo
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「該死……我不可以……那是大小姐……」961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hopPyl4K4
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今天在健身房她幾乎碰到他背肌與腋下時，他反射性地往後閃。不是討厭，而是他知道，若在那個時刻，讓她碰到那最敏感的位置……961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiugBBkciP1
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他一定會有反應。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgBa3GvIOc
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這具身體，早就無法再偽裝冷靜了。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxOfCXb2hB
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他撐住洗手台，胸膛劇烈起伏，喉嚨發緊。他抬起頭，看向鏡中的自己，濕髮貼在額前，雙眼泛紅，臉色蒼白。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9LUiFvSoC
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他緩緩走向鏡櫃深處，掀開一只低調的灰色盒子。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcgD6Rk3fe
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盒蓋打開，一枚薄如紙的刀片靜靜躺著，鋒利的刃口映出他濕漉的臉。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCfHDg8t1A
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他坐回冰冷的地磚上，將右手腕翻轉。那片蒼白無聲的肌膚，佈滿了細小整齊的痕跡。全都已經結痂癒合，那是某種他獨有的語言，細語著過往每一次的壓抑與崩潰。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh5ki3ec3G
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襯衫袖口總是扣到最上，從不鬆懈；執事手套從未在場合中摘下；運動時則是繃帶護腕，簡單一句「舊傷」就能騙過所有人。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsm35NgbGA
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只有他知道，那是讓自己撐下去的方式。他不能吼，不能表現脆弱，不能有情緒，所以他學會用一點痛，來記得自己還有底線。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2WfqrB46P
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他將刀片放在手腕邊緣，慢慢落下。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpY9hBAjE2
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冰涼的鋒口劃過那熟悉的皮膚，血沒有立刻湧出，只是一條紅線靜靜浮現，如壓抑已久的情感被割開的證據。接著，是一點痛感——乾淨、簡單，給心跳按下一個暫停鍵。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEyOW1HRm9
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血滴落在洗臉台的瓷面上，純白的底色瞬間被染成玫瑰紅的水漬，一圈圈開在深夜的花，無聲，卻刺眼。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAbEQyMlDe
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他終於能呼吸了。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEECxC2OVuV
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但只有那麼短短的一瞬。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMDp0P17hF
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下一秒，那些畫面又回來了。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JtR1f55we
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她濕透的睫毛，她顫抖的手，她說「只是想讓你注意到我」時，還有那副倔強得快哭出來的神情。
961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbEFoC9VHY
妳以為那只是唇語，我就聽不見？
錯了。
妳不知道，我一直在注視妳。一直、一直。
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他再度低聲喘氣，指尖緊握那片沾血的刀鋒。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXXjV1yoR3
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「……這樣還不夠嗎……？」961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5VMPwVRMh
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他低喃，聲音沙啞，這一次，痛感似乎不夠了。不夠抵抗那滿腦的幻想，不夠讓他從欲望的深淵裡抽身。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxESJyVr1a
961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13Ef0pOqGU
他抓著水龍頭的邊緣，指節蒼白到近乎透明。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBlmrbq7FX
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腦海裡——還是她。永遠是她。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqehAg4Bwt
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他勾了勾嘴角，笑意淒涼。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE6oN0y5YB
「妳覺得我無動於衷？不……我只是個很會忍的人罷了。」961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mYsibWXk4
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「如果妳知道……我忍著妳的方式，是用眼神舔過妳的皮膚，偷偷記住妳的每一寸味道和聲音……如果妳知道我腦海裡，是用什麼方式一遍又一遍想著妳的……」961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeZD2VRta1
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「妳一定會覺得我很噁心。」961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6lHTNieLg
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他低下頭，苦笑。
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他指尖仍握著那片刀鋒。她的影子像火一樣燒在腦中，灼得他無處可逃。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSDBy6QXKd
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「可惡……」他低聲咬牙，胸口劇烈起伏。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXaRg8zowJ
961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4eJoeAGq3
雖然說是第二次經歷，可為什麼……身體的反應，竟然比第一次還要強烈？961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTXghxnWdL
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是因為擁有了一周目的記憶嗎？961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlE0juFj98B
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那些原本就過於濃烈的情感，被加疊、壓縮，燒得更深、更烈，連身體都出現了加倍的反應。還是……只是因為，他的心智年齡，從未真正走出二十七歲那一年。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQqAWoa014
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那一年，他失去了她。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CU0Fb1X3X
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那一年，他啟動了系統。
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從那之後，他的時間就像被人按下了暫停鍵，表面上日復一日，可真正的他，始終困在那個無能為力的冬夜。那一夜的雪、她的淚、自己無聲的懊悔，從未遠離過。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioU87qVKT3
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「冷靜……」他強迫自己在心中喊出這兩個字。不能隨便離開既定的故事線，哪怕只是一步錯，未來就可能徹底崩壞。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapT765GIXP
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這一次，絕對不能失控。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWJI4bbLIr
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這一次，他必須守護她，不讓她再走向那條死亡的結局。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1enDOVOlw
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那個近乎敬虔的使命感，如燙印般烙進心底，把他從深淵邊緣拉了回來。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vi308o85T
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「……我絕不會讓妳死。」961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMdoH6G4Po
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那句話落下，他整個人卻洩了氣。他垂下手臂，視線落回那一道仍在滲血的紅痕——冰冷、安靜，卻是某種無聲的誓言。961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsRlNQKhcq
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看到這裡的你，真的太有愛了！🥺💗961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDs5cJhHBb
喜歡的話記得幫我點個讚 👍、加書籤 ⭐、順手留個言 📝～961Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJ1Nxpu6eI
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