No Plagiarism!51TpiRXnPx2khhI9AEF4posted on PENANA 翌日書芙有工作在身,一大早就醒來梳洗。當我還睡在氣墊床上,沉醉於半夢半醒之間時,已能瞄到她換上了外出的裙子打開大門。8964 copyright protection88PENANAHb0aXXD7Ie 維尼
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「書芙……」8964 copyright protection88PENANAWQZwqIkgUZ 維尼
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還沒暖機的我意識模糊。8964 copyright protection88PENANAHA1VsYb6Ze 維尼
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「求求你別走,好嗎……」8964 copyright protection88PENANAuBPkm3o1Rp 維尼
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她回眸一笑,然後走向我彎下腰,溫柔地把我凌亂的頭髮梳好:「我要走啦,慕明。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAwSDpqKh91Z 維尼
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「嗚嗚……」8964 copyright protection88PENANA2qGfoNWXCL 維尼
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工作室又回復了一片死寂,連電腦的風扇聲也漸遠去,我又再沉進夢鄉,直到被餓壞了的冬冬揍醒。8964 copyright protection88PENANAo4Apf5LX1z 維尼
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把貓糧處理好後,我坐在沙發上發呆。一旁的氣墊床發著「嘶嘶」的聲音洩氣萎縮下去,就和我一樣。8964 copyright protection88PENANAIVBCPDLB98 維尼
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那個回眸一笑的,是誰?8964 copyright protection88PENANAqaNdv0fdKG 維尼
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那是書芙嗎?還是書蓉?那是現實,還是夢境?是活人,還是亡魂?8964 copyright protection88PENANAkbgeXYmvJK 維尼
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站起來走進浴室,我看到自己鏡中倒影,眼袋發紅,還有淚痕殘留,卻連夢的一片角落也沒法憶起。明明只是睡了個覺,卻好像失去了甚麼似的。8964 copyright protection88PENANAGlvNIJlC6W 維尼
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[你起床跟我說]電話上浮現常在的訊息。8964 copyright protection88PENANA4yEQoipeiC 維尼
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對,今天約了她呢。8964 copyright protection88PENANA5GtXDKaKIi 維尼
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[我會準時到]8964 copyright protection88PENANAC6PkpFZqu8 維尼
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「這叫準時?」在咖啡店的常在一見到我就露出怪責的眼神。8964 copyright protection88PENANAJ2gcLghsnI 維尼
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「坐車坐過頭了,抱歉。」我說。8964 copyright protection88PENANAaTuGfQKPiA 維尼
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我所言非虛,剛才我在巴士上胡思亂想,回過神來已經坐過頭了兩個站,害我要下車再等巴士坐回頭。8964 copyright protection88PENANAPVr9dHRQNq 維尼
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「你有沒有睡過覺?」常在身為作家的觀察力當然也不弱。8964 copyright protection88PENANAADoluCUJBI 維尼
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「天知道呢,我……先去買咖啡。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAMPju5aIVw1 維尼
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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection88PENANASdIbK2XkK8 維尼
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本來我是打算騙她今天有事做沒法來,但想了又想,感覺再不與一個局外人討論一下,自己真的會瘋掉。8964 copyright protection88PENANAIMZOOsKDbJ 維尼
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局外人,不就在這兒嗎?8964 copyright protection88PENANAt8QFBx0PYE 維尼
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「又是多奶多忌廉的嗎?」常在皺眉看看那杯幾乎要變成奶白色的咖啡說。8964 copyright protection88PENANALas2uumiBP 維尼
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「當然,腦部運作是靠糖份,可不是咖啡因喔?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAIK0hw7NmkI 維尼
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「哈啊?當然不是……你這傢伙真的能如呼吸一樣亂掰呢。」8964 copyright protection88PENANA6gnvrWteoK 維尼
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「不然你以為我是怎麼當作家?雖然只是網上作家。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAHBdW3AVCdv 維尼
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相比我喜歡窩在工作室裡閉門造車,常在更喜歡一大清早,在咖啡店點一杯無糖無奶的黑咖啡,選個靠街邊的位置坐下,聽著上世紀的嬉皮士音樂。8964 copyright protection88PENANAb7XsdKWwqo 維尼
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總之你腦海中對「文青」有甚麼固有印象,常在就和那印象一致。8964 copyright protection88PENANAqhHIXDWzDT 維尼
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常在雖然出了書當了作家,但還有一份正職,是在電視台的某創作崗位。無需朝九晚五的她在工餘時間,就喜歡來咖啡店買杯咖啡,然後坐上半天寫小說或工作。8964 copyright protection88PENANAE5X43atb9L 維尼
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她當然不知道我身為影子寫手的事,在常在的視角,我就是個整天在網上留連,無所事事,不事生產,間中才送一下外賣的躺平青年。8964 copyright protection88PENANAmfed43onWk 維尼
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「動漫節,你會去嗎?」常在一邊打稿一邊說。8964 copyright protection88PENANAISnrkpUJ0w 維尼
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「不會吧。」我撒謊,「我又不看動漫。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAn8gjGhfJ1e 維尼
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「我在同人展那邊會有攤位哦?和幾個網絡作者合作出的同人小說,整天都會在。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAArCUHn2Gj8 維尼
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這是在邀請我去捧場嗎?8964 copyright protection88PENANA4D9VPwlQwk 維尼
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「是那些男能可貴的BL小說嗎?」我笑道。8964 copyright protection88PENANArok1EB4IOO 維尼
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「你來了不就知道?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAfSx33rAVA7 維尼
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倒好,萬一被人發現我人在現場亦有藉口。8964 copyright protection88PENANAd6mWPYe9Pq 維尼
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「我最後一天可以來。」我說,「記得留一本給我。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAoJyXNtFk8B 維尼
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「你真的不加入我們的同人社嗎?不寫BL也行喔?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAPHe2QKKQc4 維尼
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「還未到時候呢。」我心念一轉,「我在構想下個故事。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAlOZ9EoxHsO 維尼
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「哦?終於有新作了?」常在眉毛一揚,「你想說,我倒不是不能不拒絕聽一下。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAsnI0Jt2IFw 維尼
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「別用三重否定句啦,誰能聽得懂?」我呷一口咖啡,腦中閃過千萬個念頭。8964 copyright protection88PENANAFh2GGQHaie 維尼
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「你不就懂了?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAaFDZl7ojFQ 維尼
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常在知道我的習慣也不打擾我,同樣呷一口那如泥巴般的黑咖啡,等候我組織完成。8964 copyright protection88PENANA5zmmllBHHw 維尼
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當然不能直接坦白說出真相。8964 copyright protection88PENANAiqJK8771th 維尼
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「我朋友」這種爛方法在常在面前亦不可能胡混過關。8964 copyright protection88PENANAjGL2Jf9CvL 維尼
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總之先把背景設在異世界。8964 copyright protection88PENANAW5bm3qz1Eh 維尼
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「主角是一名宮殿教師,在劍與魔法的世界中教導一位公主。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAaALnlhPAsf 維尼
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接著把書芙與書蓉融入故事。8964 copyright protection88PENANA6EnC4faZtW 維尼
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「由於各種原因,不成熟的公主要臨時上陣作為女王君臨,由主角遠程以傳心魔法即時教導應如何回答。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAkpEz5Q5zUI 維尼
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起與承後,故事迎來「轉」。8964 copyright protection88PENANAOoWCnmERMR 維尼
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「但這時,公主被刺殺。國師為了令王國不崩潰,便找來公主於遠東的雙胞胎,繼續冒充公主還活著。」8964 copyright protection88PENANArzBPgykYyZ 維尼
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「嗯……接著呢?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAsb9WxjTu09 維尼
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我按下心中因想起書芙而生的激動:「為了保護王國,二公主只能不斷地學習姐姐的言行,把自己全身投入到扮演姐姐之上,甚至開始自稱自己就是姐姐。既然樣貌一樣,只要內在能重現大公主,二人就能復活大公主——這就是我的新作構思。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAm3oiwvS71x 維尼
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「書名?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAtmxKVa1HNn 維尼
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「影子公主。」我隨便掰一個似非而是的書名。8964 copyright protection88PENANAxgAMEZompF 維尼
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「又是你那些幾十萬字的大長篇吧?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAS1yHVsb5Ay 維尼
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「寫多長那是後話。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAErQJ1QtTVN 維尼
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「聽起來不錯啊。」常在在電視接觸不少作品和故事,總能給出中肯的評論,「講這三個人合作織出大公主還在世的假象,遊走在謊言與被識破之間……」8964 copyright protection88PENANAA6r8xuIyg8 維尼
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但評論方向歪了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAj8yDQynmsU 維尼
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「唉,但就有點卡住了。」我裝瘋賣傻地苦惱搖頭。8964 copyright protection88PENANAkYPDmvhwYJ 維尼
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「卡住?甚麼卡住?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAsCWu8reWHk 維尼
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畢竟對常在來說,這只是文友的一個構想,一個虛構故事。8964 copyright protection88PENANAOI9ddWbh5U 維尼
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但對我而言,書芙與書蓉,大公主與二公主,是切膚之痛的感受。8964 copyright protection88PENANAl83v6hhR7O 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA2MtNjfDtcX
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「我在揣摩二公主的心情。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAAFHc9TYSaA 維尼
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「那個要扮演大公主的雙胞胎妹妹?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAGrHOqtWa2n 維尼
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「嗯,書……二公主的心理活動是我這本小說的重頭戲。」我補充一句,「畢竟小說是第一人稱,主角視點是宮殿導師,與二公主暫時會朝夕相對,幫助她完美地扮演大公主,完成復活計劃。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAL15jfG3SYp 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA6ntJ0YUxYV
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「暫時?」常在狐疑皺眉。8964 copyright protection88PENANAziA8R6Kvod 維尼
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「故事前期暫時。」我連忙圓謊。8964 copyright protection88PENANANrBcUjqA7j 維尼
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「嗯唔……」常在瞇起眼睛打量我,眼中盡是懷疑。我連忙避開其眼神望出窗外,舉起咖啡猛灌,以杯子擋住她的目光。8964 copyright protection88PENANAIgRiGYV1gJ 維尼
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「她會怎樣成長和發展呢,哈哈真有趣……」8964 copyright protection88PENANAgn20zJBZfn 維尼
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常在卻凝重地說:「不有趣哦,慕明。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAFC5Mj3Jzfi 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAJBd1JlkR0B
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不要緊,反正這不是真正我打算寫的故事。8964 copyright protection88PENANA7XlPDgcMi0 維尼
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但是常在卻馬上補充道:「這樣子下去,二公主會入戲太深而無法抽離,大概會悲劇收場,就和現實那些演員一樣。聽起來,她還會用上方法演技。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAX0JkGNteWZ 維尼
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我一聽到「方法演技」這四字,心頭一緊。8964 copyright protection88PENANAH6bkmdskjY 維尼
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「甚,甚,甚麼是方法演技?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAbGG3bBRJmx 維尼
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「不會吧,你連那套喜劇也沒看過?俄國戲劇大師史坦尼斯拉夫斯基……」8964 copyright protection88PENANA88Tk96wHDq 維尼
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「沒。」我一口斷定,以免被她識破。8964 copyright protection88PENANAKvAbyV4s6U 維尼
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「所謂方法演技就是……」8964 copyright protection88PENANAQhCTuR0M1k 維尼
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待常在略略解釋方法演技後,我才說:「聽起來還真像二公主會用的方法呢,就寫她用這方法好了。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAhrv6aRt8wK 維尼
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「嗯,那麼她會死。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAE18AfvNB71 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAcGZvBZQdwB
8964 copyright protection88PENANAenvlBigSTI 維尼
「嗄?!」我嚇得站起來,常在眼明手快地抄起我與她的咖啡以免打翻。8964 copyright protection88PENANAYNKLMz2zD9 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAOocd1nD5UT
8964 copyright protection88PENANA2JWavESQbu 維尼
「你這麼大反應做甚麼啦!」8964 copyright protection88PENANAqsnwa2EQDl 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAINWY229OPn
8964 copyright protection88PENANAnC1DYnZ8Rv 維尼
「就,就,就……」我為之語窒,「就劇情發展有點太快而已,突然說會死甚麼的……」8964 copyright protection88PENANAN0dVBn1594 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA9scX1Ia7oQ
8964 copyright protection88PENANA5L3zZFDCT7 維尼
「知道我為甚麼得出這結論嗎?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAWvWb4GsuYv 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA78ZsDuDeJh
8964 copyright protection88PENANAZ48uYdITue 維尼
我坐下接過她給我的咖啡:「不知道……」8964 copyright protection88PENANAvjJf6A55y6 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAsFE3O9EZvA
8964 copyright protection88PENANAUvLCdVrWhS 維尼
「方法演技是很危險的,那些專業的演員也總發生過被角色反噬,何況這個二公主不是甚麼老練的演員,而是個少女。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAW6CgdXjyIu 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAu1za2MHJl8
8964 copyright protection88PENANAIxK03mpUwy 維尼
「反噬?太誇張了吧。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAwYtyOwLuzF 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA09iU13KtKM
8964 copyright protection88PENANA2PDWO1Ikof 維尼
常在卻凝重地說:「你不記得我正職是甚麼嗎?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAZ33C5QAWdm 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZXxWBuX61
8964 copyright protection88PENANAYBrPfC8UTK 維尼
電視台的創作人。8964 copyright protection88PENANArv0f2O6rRD 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAgPPo2Wf6uv
8964 copyright protection88PENANArL68uIcOhd 維尼
與演員們,影視行業為伍的業內人士。8964 copyright protection88PENANANNSSLSbZXY 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA57nErzRiTO
8964 copyright protection88PENANAZ8iJ8omgKJ 維尼
「……具體來說是會怎樣?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAo3YL7ilxGw 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANApPvBPWJc5E
8964 copyright protection88PENANAWl1tb5BoVi 維尼
「這麼關心還未成形的角色,真不像你呢,林慕明……」她瞇起眼睛質疑。8964 copyright protection88PENANAVO1cAGIu89 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANApgYk9FmWkg
8964 copyright protection88PENANAtDxLWNM8mZ 維尼
不,不可能敗露,我掰得如此流暢。8964 copyright protection88PENANAxKBrHjL5QQ 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA29B3RoTAaE
8964 copyright protection88PENANAAsVO5ow9Vj 維尼
「角色就是作者的子女,關心是理所當然的。所以……甚麼反噬?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAgQXyFxVBZN 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAbI8FuXN40H
8964 copyright protection88PENANA1KYH0VqN8I 維尼
「當年的小丑與哥哥,聽說都是因為沒法抽離角色才自尋短見。」8964 copyright protection88PENANA4VkNwpkEVM 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANApbSXWcjZJ2
8964 copyright protection88PENANAShk1oB6ygJ 維尼
小丑和哥哥,兩個都是大名鼎鼎的一代傳奇。8964 copyright protection88PENANAibyvBXms00 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAYa1KFP1AfR
8964 copyright protection88PENANAJ6aF2jBeU5 維尼
而兩名演員,最後都自我了斷。8964 copyright protection88PENANA6hY6ra6vil 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA7553GpsDZR
8964 copyright protection88PENANAA6NuLGeaja 維尼
常在嘆一口氣:「的確外行人很難明白這種職業傷害,但我在這行業打滾,親耳聽過親眼見過的有,道聽途說也有,老實說比大家想的還常見。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAwQ7ImeHzGq 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAH7PCOGgAQm
8964 copyright protection88PENANA2zO4QeRaFi 維尼
「被角色反噬會怎樣?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAP4Mj5OMxco 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAXEvLPr5DEk
8964 copyright protection88PENANA7phFgEXWhy 維尼
「以小丑為例,演員把自己鎖在旅館內整整一個月,在房間中每一日都過著小丑的生活,還以小丑的身份每天寫日記。他強烈地投入角色,只要醒來張開眼睛,他就是小丑。謠傳小丑正是沒法抽離角色,最後用藥過量而身亡。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAqViosyaKIU 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAFeqmUpvd47
8964 copyright protection88PENANAaJzUtBR7RE 維尼
把自己鎖起來獨處,強烈地投入角色……就和書蓉一樣。8964 copyright protection88PENANAzusUJTVpUW 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAasc8XM7gnc
8964 copyright protection88PENANADDFpAP7rhK 維尼
「我問你,演員變成了小丑,那麼演員本身的人格到哪兒去了?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAmWnx1XSHnB 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAZsY4ehrySP
8964 copyright protection88PENANASgLqz1bSoE 維尼
「……消……失了?」我感到背脊發涼。8964 copyright protection88PENANAYqncg65S2W 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAyL7pTanPJC
8964 copyright protection88PENANABWvSYFYVoX 維尼
小丑在自我了斷前,留下了小丑日記。8964 copyright protection88PENANAwbmnnxRm9I 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAD2wdonMeTq
8964 copyright protection88PENANAGYbljxDQw9 維尼
在最後一頁,是小丑的定裝照。8964 copyright protection88PENANA1qRe77b1ER 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAwDzJCvEjkq
8964 copyright protection88PENANADE9SsOwHvZ 維尼
照片的背後,是斗大的「再見」一字,然後小丑與演員一同離開了這人世。8964 copyright protection88PENANAFfKdIFDKGx 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAq3quCfZ9uD
8964 copyright protection88PENANA4TzGpsc3An 維尼
角色會反噬!8964 copyright protection88PENANAqaQCrWuCW9 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAkQZep96pJ7
8964 copyright protection88PENANAAbPz6eRrlK 維尼
「你故事中的二公主情況更嚴重,除了悲劇收場外還有別的可能性嗎?」常在說。8964 copyright protection88PENANA4h6TzRHKbU 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANANcnvwIqLyM
8964 copyright protection88PENANAdWx13cJoXO 維尼
「更嚴重?她應該沒這樣入戲吧。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAibnwC5sZQR 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAsfVcxHiLy5
8964 copyright protection88PENANA0MI9UrqlEW 維尼
「不,剛好相反,因為二公主沒有出戲的機會。電影拍攝周期再長,也有殺青的一天,每天拍攝結束,演員卸下戲服後就不再是角色。但是二公主呢?她可是要餘生都要扮演自己姐姐呢。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAMYYG5sB8fa 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAs2YeWQZvzj
8964 copyright protection88PENANA70ekL4oDBm 維尼
我不安地緊咬下唇。8964 copyright protection88PENANAqR3OlNDqpl 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAjoNj4Wb2l3
8964 copyright protection88PENANAm1yPztYqiX 維尼
「已經失去姐姐了,還要忍痛把自己的人格,包括喪親的悲傷抹除,真可憐呢,二公主。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAeOQ7arXzYz 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA8w0zXigOum
8964 copyright protection88PENANA2xa6Yjzw4l 維尼
老天。8964 copyright protection88PENANA9hR2PNJNAg 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANABos92Sxo0P
8964 copyright protection88PENANABqksazrJAL 維尼
我和老總幹出了甚麼蠢事?8964 copyright protection88PENANAbkHBrNWZ59 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAhGpewTqvEd
8964 copyright protection88PENANAawbLBet9U8 維尼
「……」我緊握拳頭,心中想像著連書蓉也失去的恐懼。8964 copyright protection88PENANAXQ1EyesfOi 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAump7tm5XCK
8964 copyright protection88PENANABcidJlq9RT 維尼
我甚至不能分辦自己害怕著的,是失去書蓉,還是再一次失去書芙。8964 copyright protection88PENANA3XVf2d1RJM 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANArgXZsHldkl
8964 copyright protection88PENANAsvnrk9Hvqt 維尼
「而且你故事中這樣設定,根本沒人會救二公主,如要維持故事的合理性,只能悲劇收場了。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAYI0HVRizEG 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANACWYYJm8cVJ
8964 copyright protection88PENANAuHYhGfkR8j 維尼
「沒人會救她?怎麼會。」8964 copyright protection88PENANA6lhUGNSTOk 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA9h6bw4PdXk
8964 copyright protection88PENANAm7XRmT1tQp 維尼
「你想一想救二公主,對主角與國師意味著甚麼就行了。他們願意嗎?他們捨得嗎?主角明顯喜歡死去的大公主吧。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAWsSFsiKStJ 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAKH2Vk9VSfp
8964 copyright protection88PENANAcJN38KA5s9 維尼
我不發一語。8964 copyright protection88PENANA0trHNfvcMJ 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA8AW07wjBbr
8964 copyright protection88PENANAZBRTLhHkFH 維尼
「……喂這是你的小說吧,怎麼全變成我在構想了?爆紅我要分成喔?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAY9dUNbxnay 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAjByKfp7zRz
8964 copyright protection88PENANA7v9QVXbnHL 維尼
「嗯,爆紅請你喝珍珠奶茶。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAnL74x0GRhr 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAoqp16eyLVd
8964 copyright protection88PENANA8Efsbbmw78 維尼
「不用了,太甜,我喝黑咖啡就好。」8964 copyright protection88PENANA5zRc7DLiu0 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA0q4CYxOhQC
8964 copyright protection88PENANArtKY3DYKQd 維尼
這話題我默默地由它在這兒打住。8964 copyright protection88PENANAXptbzMK4qP 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAXenteyt5n3
8964 copyright protection88PENANAi9ejvX4DwA 維尼
因為我不敢再想像下去,我不敢再推演書蓉會變成怎樣。8964 copyright protection88PENANAOhcizKxpXA 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAXKanAm3RTo
8964 copyright protection88PENANAepGH916Enq 維尼
不行,這不行。8964 copyright protection88PENANAHaCt8dZ4Ma 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAycD8DE0cjw
8964 copyright protection88PENANAoZC46woLuV 維尼
甚麼夢想,甚麼理想也好,書蓉的生命是唯一不可取代的,是書芙留下的寶物,我絕對要好好守護——8964 copyright protection88PENANAOrOXoUV1ZH 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAHw2PRamEUZ
8964 copyright protection88PENANAGg6s6vlo9S 維尼
那時候,我還是這樣想的。8964 copyright protection88PENANAjAVizhXW8q 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAUmDAcx1wHo
8964 copyright protection88PENANAi94qzpQaFG 維尼
「書蓉,別再演了,讓書芙成為過去,我們好好生活吧。」這才是我應該對她說的對白。8964 copyright protection88PENANA3zDZbarkYw 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAIqyvp1FWcF
8964 copyright protection88PENANASU4mazWqZG 維尼
「書蓉,你就是你」「不是任何人的影子」「驕傲地作為魏書蓉活下去」我在回去的路上構想了一句又一句話想對書蓉說。8964 copyright protection88PENANAS51IR41hzq 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAr6PXs6lCJz
8964 copyright protection88PENANA5NTMWAqUxW 維尼
直到見到她時,我……8964 copyright protection88PENANAIZIbw7njnG 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA3NBaLi35ab
8964 copyright protection88PENANASzOfes2eKp 維尼
「慕明~我回來啦!」8964 copyright protection88PENANAHvUng4UaLi 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAEDAgHdl9xJ
8964 copyright protection88PENANASQAIvMz0SK 維尼
她開門後快步走到我身後,活潑用手推動椅背,使我在原地轉了兩圈。8964 copyright protection88PENANA67byLhhfIE 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAqJlKN5uyuc
8964 copyright protection88PENANADwoyYlXK8Z 維尼
「書……」8964 copyright protection88PENANAMB7mdIhy8B 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAS1s3aIv56v
8964 copyright protection88PENANALVfrveuvoO 維尼
「今天拍攝,超~好玩呢!除了我外還有角色扮演的女生!她們真的和超導公主一模一樣喔!相片應該會在動漫節上用……你怎麼了?不舒服嗎?」8964 copyright protection88PENANALCzlHpwpnN 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAqZsKLaBKxm
8964 copyright protection88PENANA7d2vob2dby 維尼
這表情,這手舞足蹈,是書芙。8964 copyright protection88PENANAhKjK9BIezA 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAXxjSAy3V8J
8964 copyright protection88PENANAjgZ65ONr38 維尼
「沒有。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAB7Dh9h7aIu 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANALCIAtiTQLL
8964 copyright protection88PENANANovfe4QnHt 維尼
「感覺你好像有心事……你今天不是去了和朋友喝咖啡?好喝嗎?」8964 copyright protection88PENANA3hpSSHJp31 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA46Cs4pZtAv
8964 copyright protection88PENANAV1ZoIugIpQ 維尼
「普通吧,我不會喝咖啡。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAny4jOxmUcu 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAByGKRcUJyV
8964 copyright protection88PENANAepyoFtBmns 維尼
快告訴她,快拉住正衝向懸崖的她啊林慕明!8964 copyright protection88PENANAjIneisza0b 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANApJYfdHQMsq
8964 copyright protection88PENANASazeoxRF4V 維尼
「……對了,有一件事我想說。」我低頭道。8964 copyright protection88PENANAFdQs3Cujf4 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAH0n0WW0R31
8964 copyright protection88PENANAcUdlCwMT36 維尼
老總那混蛋不會轉向,其他人不知情,當今世上就只有我一個人可以叫書蓉停下來了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAsEjLTnogrX 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANArj7EujUzI2
8964 copyright protection88PENANAHiptzKbXYT 維尼
「嗯?甚麼事?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAuRATj2O27I 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAnj5n7k6MjO
8964 copyright protection88PENANAMTIEXR9kSz 維尼
「就……就……」我低著頭,以眼珠瞄向眼前的她,但平日的口若懸河這時卻全部煙消雲散。8964 copyright protection88PENANAfA5NhS208T 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ei7BPcz9R
8964 copyright protection88PENANAyg2tewE8Uh 維尼
「慕明?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAGuSjaX3lGW 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAy8niOJKa7z
8964 copyright protection88PENANAJB52dqkCXi 維尼
她蹲下來歪頭看看我,樣子既動人又可愛,水汪汪的雙眼中唯一的陰霾,就是瞳仁倒影中的我。8964 copyright protection88PENANAVnoCKNAaXM 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAoi4ud2o7fB
8964 copyright protection88PENANAUCMBGmZqbk 維尼
簡直就和書芙一模一樣。8964 copyright protection88PENANAuVxyUil3f9 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAepxe970teO
8964 copyright protection88PENANAWbIe4oYHiF 維尼
簡直就和書芙回到我身邊一樣。8964 copyright protection88PENANAWg0DOPyJHW 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAays0PaYp9U
8964 copyright protection88PENANA2PyxBI4XbH 維尼
……我好想她。8964 copyright protection88PENANA89DilYEjsI 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAw1dSh3f7i0
8964 copyright protection88PENANA8ALocRBRjx 維尼
「你演得有點太用力了,書芙雖然享受工作,但一天工作後應該沒有力氣如此雀躍。」我無藥可救地說。8964 copyright protection88PENANAQqWCLVgUSB 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAjLta3ByYUO
8964 copyright protection88PENANA9f03ehft6Y 維尼
天啊,我這人真是爛入骨髓了。8964 copyright protection88PENANAG1uD9tsmli 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAVrgTG2oBgb
8964 copyright protection88PENANA76Mgf4b9qJ 維尼
「嗯,今天拍攝還挺好玩的,還有角色扮演的女生呢,相片……應該動漫節上會用吧。」書……書芙坐到沙發上滑著手機說。8964 copyright protection88PENANA1G2XQlu9jr 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAw3edWHTJjj
8964 copyright protection88PENANASp36SuhmDI 維尼
「就是這樣了。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAn3R0xJKcHp 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAwlY49RxfT5
8964 copyright protection88PENANAbTyVoYTRTp 維尼
「我先去洗澡卸妝,你能幫我點外賣嗎?我好餓。」8964 copyright protection88PENANA95sqLCTd0y 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAL0wAISlvr4
8964 copyright protection88PENANAlewRjqghq7 維尼
「吃甚麼?」8964 copyright protection88PENANAeWYxJcNeVM 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAUiP1j8uO8L
8964 copyright protection88PENANASEujC71vTu 維尼
「和上次一樣吧。謝囉。冬冬,來,讓媽媽抱一抱。」8964 copyright protection88PENANAqLM6R9Sg0d 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAxzFLSmzR0e
8964 copyright protection88PENANAq0OhmwkqX8 維尼
本來伏在地上的冬冬聞言馬上躍起轉身逃跑,生怕被書芙碰到一根貓毛。8964 copyright protection88PENANAVWcaaZtXXj 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAizvskYasza
8964 copyright protection88PENANAtDjgg4FNb8 維尼
為甚麼牠這樣怕書芙?明明牠最黏的就是書……8964 copyright protection88PENANAh4ZRZy1vPL 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANANiarThIblk
8964 copyright protection88PENANASU1CSM57bv 維尼
她不是書芙,她是書蓉。8964 copyright protection88PENANA9mxlVfujn9 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAvbSUIfFKOy
8964 copyright protection88PENANAwcdDWvRHO3 維尼
她……但書芙已經……8964 copyright protection88PENANAUu57TvH00n 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAcKr3t0xCB7
8964 copyright protection88PENANAGxPatRZsWK 維尼
「啊啊……」8964 copyright protection88PENANAfP4DmvDyT0 維尼
92Please respect copyright.PENANAyvto36i7oa
8964 copyright protection88PENANAy0BSjhDWMr 維尼
我抱頭,我悲嘆,我不知道自己在幹甚麼。8964 copyright protection88PENANAn1wJJ6ljk5 維尼
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