Lemon Meringue - Before There Was Darkness

Before There Was Darkness

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To think back, back before this great burden,

this mischievous mental depression,

which, like grave illness, disillusions all,

hadn’t weighed heavy; a black cloud, rainy,

absent of simple hope - a deserved thing -

is a pursuit I hadn’t thought to take.

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This not for lack of care - survival first!

But I feel, while under its evil spell,

I am it; gone, lost amongst awful thoughts;

only my burden, the weight on my heart,

which whispers my voice, can be remembered.

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I, awoken in my own mystery,

surrounded by disparate, absent eyes,

whose heads hide out of sight, behind near trees.

I am to make sense of this, to wonder -

I’ll mind aside - if this was always me?

Was there a day before there was darkness?

Or has my heart always held this burden

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