Hridhi Chatterjee:
If I were to describe my mother, I would use only one word--148Please respect copyright.PENANAdqA2FtLM8Z
Perfection.148Please respect copyright.PENANAMliUWtxHBP
She was literally perfect. In grace, intellect and sense.148Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8v9bDNgbE
She looked like a tragically defeated princess draped in velvet and silk and cut open with a shiny silver dagger glistening with a red, perfectly red and perfectly shaped little drop of blood.148Please respect copyright.PENANA4HjFutXGBA
So perfectly human. So perfectly who I always wanted to be.148Please respect copyright.PENANAOrlZUjVaq4
She was so nice. So good. So polite. So...I don't know...perfect?
It was totally like how the bots commented on every channel,148Please respect copyright.PENANAYwhXG4nkpJ
'She is a perfect combination of beauty annd grace. So inspiring!' Followed by a whirlpool of pink emojis.148Please respect copyright.PENANAAowMLxZejp
Maybe I had a secret, a petty dark secret : I was jealous of my own mother.148Please respect copyright.PENANAITDymx8NnB
You know why?148Please respect copyright.PENANAIvTZfgXnLN
It was because she was always..always right.148Please respect copyright.PENANA20TMjptZhT
And there was only one ambition in my whole stinking life: To prove her wrong.
The moment I thought of pressing the publish button, I knew the outcome the way I knew the back of my hand.148Please respect copyright.PENANAD4RF7CmoO0
It was that obvious.148Please respect copyright.PENANAuQnD5dLfm5
I texted my mother the next second:148Please respect copyright.PENANA8B2lMa0pas
Spare key under mat.
Maybe she would notice, right after she had cleaned the entire house for 6 times and dusted the shelves like my father's perfect wife.148Please respect copyright.PENANACtNvIeoqzd
I silenced my phone right after that. My cameraman looked at me with dovelike eyes.148Please respect copyright.PENANAMsrE1hlrTk
"What's up?"148Please respect copyright.PENANA636EmgtgTT
I shrugged my shoulders like the directors at Marvel movies lying about a new release any time soon.148Please respect copyright.PENANAzx1GmLYmTf
Jake even insisted on taking me to the bar. And at last, I finally agreed. He drove me to the nearest one. It had a lively atmosphere. People here were damn serious about drinking, I must say. So many people. So many dim colored shirt. Such randomly mixed scents lingering in the air.148Please respect copyright.PENANATf6t3C4z1q
The bar was buzzing with lights.148Please respect copyright.PENANAae4TRpekMN
Red.148Please respect copyright.PENANAbA5wpAo3ei
Blue148Please respect copyright.PENANAKYffwGc8LM
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I smiled at Jake while he paid the bill. His cheeks were red, like the sweet guys like him go with cheap champagne.148Please respect copyright.PENANA2kSQNGxl7G
"Let me buy you another one," I offered.148Please respect copyright.PENANAbbgoddmZLw
He protested.148Please respect copyright.PENANAG9FIOhzvsO
"Perhaps next time. Anyway, will I drop you home?"148Please respect copyright.PENANA62pFRoboQ2
I shook my head, my phone vibrating against my thighs.148Please respect copyright.PENANAaxWupki3Dd
Not now. Please. I was not ready for her lecture.
"Issues?" Jake asked me.148Please respect copyright.PENANABukL3Dd2oX
I shook my head again and cast a fake smile.148Please respect copyright.PENANA9Mu60R9yFb
"Goodnight, Jake."
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I looked at my doorstep. He was not home. Thank God, he was not home. I finally took a deep breath, like a child famishing the absence of Their math teacher.148Please respect copyright.PENANAFsQEG64Xe0
I took out my key. But unfortunately, it was unlocked.148Please respect copyright.PENANAt784UXMom4
And it was opened ajar, waiting, like the way a lion waits hours and hours for the zebra to come closer.148Please respect copyright.PENANAB1nnRzPODh
I felt like that zebra.148Please respect copyright.PENANAGOPzy23Xz3
I found myself face to face with my parents sitting in the living room.
"Why weren’t you picking up your phone, Hridhi?" asked my mother, her phone on the coffee table.148Please respect copyright.PENANAy2ZnAmmQt2
"Oh, ma, I was actually in a really important meeting with the camera crew."148Please respect copyright.PENANAnQOjMSNSY3
I was trembling without any reason because my mother had big eyes and stared at me as if she could see my tar black soul.148Please respect copyright.PENANA3sfoc5WSy1
My father however, looked at his phone. Facebook still hadn’t been outdated in Bengal, I guess.
"Hridhi, I can bet that you were in the bar," said my mother. "Sit down. Sit beside me."148Please respect copyright.PENANA0zOA2n8VJg
She gestured me to the empty Ottoman in front of her and I sat like the obedient little kid she had raised.148Please respect copyright.PENANA5Rm16f2LJS
She glared at my father before she continued,148Please respect copyright.PENANA3rgFWdI6lS
"Will you explain what just happened?"148Please respect copyright.PENANApQ6ylrMzvH
I explained. From his hands on her waist and him fucking her at hotels. I had proof. I said I had his transaction receipts amd everything. Journalists had access to things like that. CCTV footages are our left hand and fishing out answers from stubborn people was our right.148Please respect copyright.PENANAW6noTkg2nd
After I had finished, my mother stared at the ceiling. She was in thinking mode. Deep thinking mode.148Please respect copyright.PENANAC7e4NH9xvK
And the uncomfortable silence was something my father hadn’t gotten used to.148Please respect copyright.PENANA2trN20P7mB
"We can wait till Advik arrives, Hiya,"148Please respect copyright.PENANASzdsyPm7yq
"No," interrupted my mother.148Please respect copyright.PENANA6UlaywZmwa
"Hridhi, let's talk in your room."148Please respect copyright.PENANAIHDfM4mig1
I followed her to my room. I knew why. She wouldn’t be able to keep her cool with my father's constant questions that I stored inside my stomach.
"Ma, I have one and only thing to say. I am leaving him." I said. "Look, all the powerful women out there divorce their cheat of a husband and lives happily ever after."148Please respect copyright.PENANAI83tI3xbsk
"This is not how it works, Hridhi. You have my blood in you. This is not how marriages work."148Please respect copyright.PENANAooZiyx7vtz
"Ma, he literally cheated on me!"148Please respect copyright.PENANAGJxc5CmRcG
My mother smiled.148Please respect copyright.PENANAJBDb3iY4YI
"Come on, Hridhi, don't pretend to be a saint. You are also dating guys like a whore."148Please respect copyright.PENANAfykt6N3jSk
"Wait, at least I didn't slee--"148Please respect copyright.PENANAnaVOgWK3xw
"Hridhi, I have seen the world for a longer time. You came from ME. I know that you are obsessed with him. Don't lie."148Please respect copyright.PENANAS4ZUjDYV9X
Her words struck me like lightning in the sky. Fire burnt through my blood vessels. I wanted to lash at her. Burn her. Throw spit at her and tell her it was NOT TRUE.148Please respect copyright.PENANAS7xBQp4Z9E
"I hate him, ma. I don't like him."148Please respect copyright.PENANAfRfSoIExs0
"So lame, Hridhi. You are still not convincing enough. You are more like convincing yourself."148Please respect copyright.PENANANYs6F9lCA5
"No, ma! You are wrong like you always are."148Please respect copyright.PENANA14BqMON4uy
Just then, the door bell rang and my heart almost bursted out of its ribs.148Please respect copyright.PENANAWZKmorjJ6Y
"Perfect!" said my mother. "Advik is here."148Please respect copyright.PENANAxYjWZVq9ZP
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