As Shakespeare said: 61Please respect copyright.PENANAmOnjQUc9KV
“The breaking of so great a thing should make a greater crack”
Yet the heart breaks so faintly.
The one organ supposed to pump blood61Please respect copyright.PENANA75Td28dGI3
bleeds with rotten emotion and ripped sanity.
To the size of a fist yet a major regulator,61Please respect copyright.PENANAiA7oaYoS7H
no wonder clenching feels so suffocating.
It convulses beneath cages of bone,61Please respect copyright.PENANAxjofVgbJXp
bruising itself against ribs that cannot console it.
Strange how flesh can harbor catastrophes61Please respect copyright.PENANAORL9h6decG
quieter than funerals.
Arteries pulse like frantic apologies,61Please respect copyright.PENANAOJAd59s5zv
veins carry remnants of names61Please respect copyright.PENANA9tYx6bp6tQ
the body should have forgotten by now.
And still it beats;61Please respect copyright.PENANAXAFVPmBAL9
stubborn, pathetic, almost feral—61Please respect copyright.PENANAo4gGQ5LUqW
dragging grief through the bloodstream61Please respect copyright.PENANAfYdjxX20n6
as though sorrow were oxygen.
Perhaps that is the cruelest design of it all:61Please respect copyright.PENANAjn5sEySA80
the heart does not shatter dramatically.
It decays slowly,61Please respect copyright.PENANAMDGgluX9cV
chamber by chamber,61Please respect copyright.PENANAOYiML9Mco2
until even silence develops a pulse.
Until the body learns to survive61Please respect copyright.PENANAx5fEqMobkG
on emotional hemorrhage.
Until insomnia settles beneath the sternum61Please respect copyright.PENANAJLWk4PxqGp
like a second heartbeat.
Every palpitation becomes a eulogy,61Please respect copyright.PENANAvxgxkOEN4D
every breath an act of reluctant endurance.
The lungs expand,61Please respect copyright.PENANAmNmHGO7bVA
yet never enough to rid the chest61Please respect copyright.PENANAN0aC4GsXsj
of its phantom heaviness.
And somewhere between systole and diastole,61Please respect copyright.PENANA03A2i2F6EA
grief roots itself into muscle memory—61Please respect copyright.PENANAhIhTYLoeal
parasitic, unwavering, immortal.
Perhaps that is why mourning exhausts the body so cruelly;61Please respect copyright.PENANAaqICCy0Fyg
the organs cannot distinguish61Please respect copyright.PENANA5m9Pi7uEMS
between love and disease.
Both invade quietly.61Please respect copyright.PENANAqgzqxs3NAp
Both consume from within.61Please respect copyright.PENANABO098CKpw2
Both leave the ribs hollowed like abandoned cathedrals.
Still, the heart persists in its brutality,61Please respect copyright.PENANAtzWdXQ2qFW
beating through collapse,61Please respect copyright.PENANAwIIFZ6ZqLD
forcing life into a body61Please respect copyright.PENANAjDc9zDlant
that no longer knows what to do with it.
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