21 - 14. Apartment

[Verse 1]

So I'm embracing the remote, running my fingers over slivers of hope

Certain I'll never know any form of reciprocation

And I'm okay with that vocation

Because every time I get groped by the silver linings of love, I say, "Nope"

Should've taken it slow, now I'm staring at a TV screen

With zero desire to be seen

Living oh so vicariously

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[Chorus]

In an apartment, where I can't take anything seriously

Like I exist outside of reality

In an apartment, where I still fake everything ferociously

As if I were consumed with being perceived

In an apartment

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[Verse 2]

The shadows have become my home and contradiction the very halls I roam

But do I feel enclosed or has Stockholm syndrome taken me?

Inescapable captivity

Loving oh so insidiously

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[Chorus]

In an apartment, where I can make anything curiously

Get lost no matter how much it means to me

In an apartment, where I could break everything furiously

If I were not obsessed with propriety

In an apartment

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[Bridge]

At twenty-one, greater than the sum of my parts

At twenty-one, who'd've thought I'd come this far?

At twenty-one, braver than the thumb on my heart

At twenty-one, who'd've thought I'd love the loss

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[Outro]

In an apartment (At twenty-one)

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