筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsW39kw8A2Y
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「獨處是不錯的。」我1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wRUTbv4xg
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEaz1oDGiC
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ApnIcXxiI
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f6jKuJvpP
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKV5mKl1w7v
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「原本想。」他1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdifh503Jt
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYw4SesxqJ
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRr7UDMIG6O
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjGqTHLI9D
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Di89pwdHB
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEZGUfbVT9
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuwgpE5Ty3
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KsSYLTaEO
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrviKXbxkgF
至少我當下還有介意著你的心1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XMeFVCjRb
雖然明天可能沒了1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4X9ZyjNLn
但明天你也會面對新的別人1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3Ff8p32Qh
到時就到他們在乎你。」我1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaneIl81ud
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjDGnuupuA
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「可能不會了1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGuh2fbx4R
但當重遇某個相近的剎那1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgFjEhKGe6
還會有冒起對你的記憶。1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEfpaeoeli
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNBAWIcqfa
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvL6R9wEUf
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3pv05TjAo
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxqjl6t4Vz
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzMO9A87qx
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「那就去吧1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRz3u8f1s4l
趁還記得的時候。」我1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLC1KiMR43
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlWFSPcnFQ
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「不知道1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWBRAnBUdX
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候1005Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmtmnvX2aA
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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