筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJP5KOMybZ
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbLJDDgW9P
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwu1VYMvQt
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcfBnaE3kN
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwseTCMlbD3
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「原本想。」他1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXo8pehjKN
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1LmXY0JX3
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlofHdcyqaX
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELd2zSoN6M
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJikwoLaaBr
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVVabGNIu9
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任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ15E20b9og
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ElW7IgEcz
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雖然明天可能沒了1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYhg4qGfd6
但明天你也會面對新的別人1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdiOXozbL3
到時就到他們在乎你。」我1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPqGAloi3z
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdGAVUKbej
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「可能不會了1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogTUVRdi15
但當重遇某個相近的剎那1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0KJENVQj8
還會有冒起對你的記憶。1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7aYAbNQGa
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEatT42xtnJ
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyf49R4jfen
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uaEhha3V3
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwBq3pSobX
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKNFfhoIm6
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「那就去吧1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtrNN2tigY
趁還記得的時候。」我1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MAWVI8X8b
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qVBNKVUAV
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「不知道1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhp7B3xkxD
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvzbjAlIn9
也許你就會知道。」我1002Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYtdqPO1Gn
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