I'd like to think, that beyond this bristling carpet of reeds and half-hearted, long-forgotten blooms, she'll be waiting.1520Please respect copyright.PENANAzqssa5TzQU
silence1520Please respect copyright.PENANAqTJtQZqkvB
I'd like to think, that once the night sky spreads its wings and brings the dancing stars to light, and wretched, sinful Isabelle still hasn't returned home - I'd like to think that perhaps her parents might regret the words they said, might regret the palms of their hands stinging red against my face.1520Please respect copyright.PENANA20nlo1dIWM
I pray for them. For Isabelle. And for Maddy. I pray for answers.1520Please respect copyright.PENANA6psoxHw4LM
A hundred days have made me older1520Please respect copyright.PENANAu4LabVV79K
They told me that God loves us all, and will always be with us; but now, tears streaming onto my clasped hands and down into the river, silence is the only response.1520Please respect copyright.PENANA9BlizjxQ1N
A thousand lies have made me colder1520Please respect copyright.PENANAZuFE1bl5qU
They never met her. Never met Maddy. They heard her name, spoke to her parents, but they never met her, and I hate them for that, more than I hate them for the scars on my cheeks.1520Please respect copyright.PENANAAc9kMRGbJ1
They just heard about her. And when they did, they forgot about Isabelle, that poor girl became me; the one they couldn't love. Their daughter was killed by a phone call.1520Please respect copyright.PENANAwFd436BAQw
silence1520Please respect copyright.PENANAPGsBvmIIDl
We were lying about why I was there, and we were lying side by side - lying side by side, earphones in to maintain the charade of studying - I could've lived in that moment forever. Just holding her hand in mine, knowing she was right beside me, seeing what I was seeing, hearing what I was hearing, feeling what I was feeling.1520Please respect copyright.PENANAmxbnKAfdMP
Door opening.1520Please respect copyright.PENANAG9AeLvWn2g
Earphones falling.1520Please respect copyright.PENANAa91snjpYTr
3 Doors Down's Here Without You cuts to silence.1520Please respect copyright.PENANAbD8RjExBpT
Door closing.1520Please respect copyright.PENANAuWqhTPrmsu
And then Maddy's parents called mine.1520Please respect copyright.PENANAaqAgilaTk5
The memories tear at me from the inside out, trying to escape into a reality that I lost so long ago.1520Please respect copyright.PENANAaWG9nRUQfk
I lay my head down in the river, floating hair making a red halo on the surface of the water, newly sprouted reeds grasping desperately at my scalp.1520Please respect copyright.PENANAuelAuGJagU
The touch of the water makes me gasp - but it's no colder than I've felt for the past year.1520Please respect copyright.PENANAtC6QCYdwis
I slowly push off the bank with my feet, and as my ears submerge, I can hear her singing the song, the song we both loved so much -1520Please respect copyright.PENANAtLRbTaJt3I
A hundred days have made me older1520Please respect copyright.PENANA1JrSBhBnO2
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face1520Please respect copyright.PENANAjApmKi7yzZ
A thousand lies have made me colder1520Please respect copyright.PENANArFZtz6nMqL
And I don't think I can look at this the same1520Please respect copyright.PENANAI7eqASIHoM
I can hear her singing, I can hear her, and I'm coming Maddy I'm coming -1520Please respect copyright.PENANA8ME426T1ii
You're still with me in my dreams1520Please respect copyright.PENANAVcPcZXEJWb
And tonight, girl, it's only you and me1520Please respect copyright.PENANAA3VVL59yZE
silence1520Please respect copyright.PENANAnlVOIL2G9m
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I'd like to think, that beyond this bristling carpet of reeds and half-hearted, long-forgotten blooms, she'll be waiting.1520Please respect copyright.PENANA9WZnGPqAKJ
She'll be waiting for me.1520Please respect copyright.PENANAeeDu41pxiI
silence1520Please respect copyright.PENANAaf9CDplYVW