「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」867Please respect copyright.PENANARoaIuyzHti
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「邊個?」867Please respect copyright.PENANAdVdAxB2i5k
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刷牙的聲音不斷,在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。867Please respect copyright.PENANAVgU3tDRo8I
867Please respect copyright.PENANAUdEFN4tErF
「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAqESvJjoQ2I
867Please respect copyright.PENANALKe7b9Rf0A
糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中,她將廁所門打開。867Please respect copyright.PENANAAJKLPNIFAM
867Please respect copyright.PENANALsOfDPeZLk
「噢……」867Please respect copyright.PENANAoAczY8ao4r
867Please respect copyright.PENANAaZ0euIyGWO
「佢同我哋差唔多大,但係,佢死咗。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAknspVUjQF2
867Please respect copyright.PENANAPJaHuGmpAJ
「嗯……」867Please respect copyright.PENANAmVpffNpf9B
867Please respect copyright.PENANAHtIBjTCqU7
她不知怎樣回應。以往,事不關己自然高高掛起,始終,人類的悲歡並不互通,即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受,但也不至於心痛,幾秒過後,情緒平緩;但如果亡者是所識者,不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」,聽到的人只會很憤怒。867Please respect copyright.PENANAApYK1YtTlu
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天,是否?867Please respect copyright.PENANAogxsol9tXt
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「佢同我哋差唔多大,」他重複:「佢係好人,但佢死咗。」867Please respect copyright.PENANATtD6anRYnN
867Please respect copyright.PENANAvOQdwpivUo
她轉身,捽捽他的肩。867Please respect copyright.PENANAsvEJflUW4C
867Please respect copyright.PENANAkdgPd3xAsi
「點死?」867Please respect copyright.PENANA06jo5aFeok
867Please respect copyright.PENANAJWWhNhyViF
「交通意外。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAnxIgGB7Mq8
867Please respect copyright.PENANA3rRN0R9Hyw
「噢……」867Please respect copyright.PENANASU0jargEeN
867Please respect copyright.PENANAtOMxurEAS2
空間靜默,肚有些痛,身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗,談話內容悽楚,激起他動容:867Please respect copyright.PENANAoOrPnGW9B7
867Please respect copyright.PENANA5YRZ1s6qDn
「我唔想死。我好驚。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAz5XEnU3kA9
867Please respect copyright.PENANAEGRPSfmQTV
她從鏡中看見他以手掩面,感覺他有心結:867Please respect copyright.PENANA8VwaY6rBux
867Please respect copyright.PENANAY4NbAwodu2
「我都唔想你死。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAdspwSgeyZp
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他看着她的側面,大聲了一點點:867Please respect copyright.PENANAlolYde8vFL
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係,你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘,係覺得你好慘。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAl9HQv56OKJ
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她將漱口水吐出,不明白:867Please respect copyright.PENANAVYfKxpPOo4
867Please respect copyright.PENANAJzXd5cvncI
「我有咩慘?」867Please respect copyright.PENANAdcnyDDMHcx
867Please respect copyright.PENANAjxIr3vFD4U
「如果我死咗,我覺得你都會咁。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAdm0eCrmlRA
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這是事實。867Please respect copyright.PENANAenBDEhmCLC
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「嗯。」867Please respect copyright.PENANA2EE1K7kS36
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她打開水龍頭,洗乾淨牙刷,空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味,光的廁所照耀暗的客廳,詭異的配搭。867Please respect copyright.PENANAYLejmMH9zJ
867Please respect copyright.PENANACCNwelgbJK
她肯定的說:「如果我死咗,你都會咁。」867Please respect copyright.PENANA4kK2I2psAb
867Please respect copyright.PENANAQIyXiiOpEj
她轉身,看他,猛然發覺他的眼是紅的;她很少見他如此。867Please respect copyright.PENANA2vwT6fkuJl
867Please respect copyright.PENANABNbmPBGtg4
以為,已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒,不會再有這種聯想;可是,他怕,若然天降橫禍,再無呼吸的是他,或者是她,那麼,他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己,明知、早已習慣生命脆弱,卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。867Please respect copyright.PENANANFC6uiePId
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他說:867Please respect copyright.PENANAPX6uj42q3F
867Please respect copyright.PENANAmW2YKUBqVn
「咁不如唔好死?或者,以後一齊死?」867Please respect copyright.PENANAd9rkvjetva
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她突然覺得,他們要一起生、一起活;死亡只是一瞬間的事,但活着不是、生存不是。比起死,她想和他一起活:867Please respect copyright.PENANAVl3K6Mf5N1
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「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事,好冇?」867Please respect copyright.PENANA8lfo2Kn7IP
867Please respect copyright.PENANA6vE9H3Q6jf
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣,此刻他是小孩子,如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話,同樣妙想天開;只是當時不知道,永遠是多遠。867Please respect copyright.PENANARmyKGnut95
867Please respect copyright.PENANA4oimVlayaH
「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」867Please respect copyright.PENANA9Z0dKuEVij
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他倔強。867Please respect copyright.PENANAJHAYLQa8pF
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其實,差一點點,他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望,試圖消除繁思俗想,經已共對十多年,生死面前無難事。867Please respect copyright.PENANArXnrGUqMYB
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幸好他們活着,他們有的,只是忽然的感慨,而不是血淋淋的事實。867Please respect copyright.PENANAvn3uPapakn
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她順從,也做回十八歲少女:867Please respect copyright.PENANAuAFOHEZR5P
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「好,我哋一齊煉丹,永遠長生不老。」867Please respect copyright.PENANATYRTv5c9Wp
867Please respect copyright.PENANANmjj2hbQog
「嗯。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAVTpEHsSMTC
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他終於滿意。867Please respect copyright.PENANAoegbg0EUlA
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不一定要長生不老,但長生不老的時間,足以他們將一切講清講楚,有多少說多少,有什麼說什麼,掏家掘穴。867Please respect copyright.PENANAvlrAGHAVzP
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丹不一定是靈藥,但他們自己,是自己的靈丹妙藥,或者,是對方的。867Please respect copyright.PENANANHNJm8VjBa
867Please respect copyright.PENANAxEBX957Q9O
「咁嘅環境,講呢啲嘢。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAIikNcNk3lC
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思思笑,看他們在做什麼?一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上,一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便,然後談生死訣別,談一生一世,談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣?867Please respect copyright.PENANAJTWuSacTsk
867Please respect copyright.PENANAhpWK2PfzsJ
「係,我哋好騎籬。」867Please respect copyright.PENANA8sTFGvKcJ5
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阿朗也笑。867Please respect copyright.PENANAZlvbuMLCCq
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「我抹埋先,你出去先啦。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAYaJCy3Md0s
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她出廳,看到光的他站起;他清潔,看到暗的她在看他。867Please respect copyright.PENANA2QcKamlevs
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沖廁,洗手,輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。867Please respect copyright.PENANATSHBGdlgF7
867Please respect copyright.PENANAmdluBEHtm5
當然還不夠,但至少,今天,他們說得很多話。867Please respect copyright.PENANAXM5dBANQAf
867Please respect copyright.PENANAsLo2Y83RyG
大概,二人一生都會記得這一段談話,自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使,只有他們這樣認為,但是,已經足夠。867Please respect copyright.PENANAp3BrYlYCqm
867Please respect copyright.PENANAmNHYIMQ7vM
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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