看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpy5spfQrN5
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6HPEL0ylG
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「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQJTS825vG
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJoYheAzWN
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「明。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7GgG4wQ1u
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdknzvpCMcX
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「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6AvxpZgyD
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuAKQoZvs3
 933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshwL8ULXH0
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyo0wYMbpAX
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「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Z05XwNwVm
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「俾我睇吓？」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZxULzOdWo
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「好。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ik8iMryR2
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她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbesgKo0AR
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「哦，係Fiona喎。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQm0FgkxSnv
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「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5Yibt7Btn
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他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDE1KRLu3N
 933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dBVl1miHX
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBUGS8nTXk
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適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ22qZCu8Yx
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「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHGNAU182D
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「仲敢？」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbJHPcPzc8
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「唔敢。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3eWImiBbS
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「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFOL293XLW
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「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJeElUuxk7
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舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34ltkZF5nl
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「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cywGxKILF
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她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSAdkZfEJU
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「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsBteUzss0
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這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz85wMcua4J
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「我開俾你睇。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqExiMj2yF
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「唔洗啦。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8o3UO64Vr
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心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAWmPP6akd
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她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpF5FigpY21
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「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx660j5Opf
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「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wCEIenB5m
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「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONKNVT7P28
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即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJK9vsI5xj
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「Sorry。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ465ewPslMO
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他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy0HFNqjMK
 933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJ0ONPIwlB
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCQkBBgAMs
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她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkJJx7BdDF
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「Sorry……」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXKnJbs2Qe
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他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRorODTMxaH
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「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgag6p5W5m
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「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGpA6oEkuI
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「嗯。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe25JrgUUnB
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既然說起，阿朗問：933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKFXCKdl11
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「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4JdtlwnIK
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她沒好氣地答：933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXcRM95qsL
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「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD5WRukgMN
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「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHaUjU78BO
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「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G1GbQ72RP
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「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqvhSvc5c5
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「威啦威啦。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbFHwsCXOT
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二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0AmhWeQdr
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「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4D9gobyn2H
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「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdivptL6585
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「喺街上撞到？」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgywaynjHv
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「佢喺校門等我。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgBv7OytuS
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他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO5JUsbAWP
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他語帶諷刺：933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyL5QK0dCvV
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「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqqYwP0KZc
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她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ne5KBTkHP
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「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpLXzAGob1
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「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULGXW2P0Cl
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「有咩問題？」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EXWQteorm
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「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp38Gb9ccp5
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「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJPXGzmzlf
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「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGOCxea97L
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是。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0jhRHO46K
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「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BP2dDmblj
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是。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE4i1WDqP5
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於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ICBv4iOGi
 933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYHXi0Aey5
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5S4IIHhhM
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原先想表達的是什麼？933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFp9vPCmnYo
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太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28HlxoYJsZ
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更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2v0MeaMFe1
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他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AagRr89Rw
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所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYbpqblm3g
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所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZHvms09JV
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首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。933Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmTNIPYc6K
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