「好。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs9lrJGqtf
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvbiA6Wa1L
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPgyPQsWl0
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZ4S9xQA11
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqz0hAPnpr
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPb6gvPcje
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG73IKvtuUF
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkx7RJywS4V
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrSkjteOUg
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbclgi7qXb
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUOtgFOLf5
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEe52p5jzg
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJvWfeo68c
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkps416Z2N
思思明白：「好。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2X8Tvpr1j2
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3yseB4Q3L
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYog30G6fPI
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaoRvYsudB
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5ihZhSXWw
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDQZ8bmNCe
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWUzwXXNEy
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyu3sI8P4M
阿朗首先開口：872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcx1k5g4J7Y
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QPX74ZNFn
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmg8unmcLu
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUHsjIMkbf
「嗯？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoVqEcHXz1
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRt3GfhZyt
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZreaKGrJ9
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcXtexzB3Z
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sGH6NOtjj
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc79hNypeHt
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqzkl7HIk4
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemiKppDjWT
「嗯。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9JczsZZNE
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOzMJEQKJu
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0YFEPnpuO
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGoqACxl7R
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvEuvnA4YN
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tZrmFLuSF
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiPnGxFWSW
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC6sdcbRVU
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrysltzFGb
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMymL79gIY
「但係，我哋當然熟。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdMmOWSpAG
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOvamLCFy9
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJolmSR2og
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkz2PmN9Tfu
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsOt2sVYm1
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCyc6VQOyk
「都係。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSbDP8hw4d
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W8kyB7Y7U
她深呼吸：872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cuZWp0Ezg
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv65lkIAs3
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuIMQpshzc
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjT7gF3fdF0
「嗯？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxifQ3S1g2D
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99VQe3qPnH
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZx7Ela2c2
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQ5gM4wgLZ
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIwZgo44IZ
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOrBqXEp7r
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0Wf2TXcz0
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MnTLltSAL
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63BZIOdULB
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMpunpxLci
變咗，好似好悶咁？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryGfM5Hds4
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfH3Rf7VlR
他們達成共識。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguLBsdY0i9
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdYoRaT0yx
她表達意願：872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8Kh2ui692
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge1XTc7MzF
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc1go6wotF
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEBcFjuPFM
「我都唔想。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wTslW9FfP
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHOz1xtcrb
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWhXE6D1yK
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cFxgpJXg2
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFN4eyNiAyh
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Hz2XHuoVF
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52qCaLYAa9
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9U4ANqBfJY
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwKJHxVVxA
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibqPK1gn5O
「係。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZdAF66xsA
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U3MkUEm7E
「明。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaswUasuFI
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxvKpzxBCA
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguU4u8foAM
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr62CaQuOVX
「我都係咁覺得。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4ptW5HvCU
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVnycZB8Gg
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNY0rfF0wA5
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDlDOA9G3T
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIk9wstyRv
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBXk9oAzsq
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xJYgb4e4b
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeUoCBm25y
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDE2fuqo2y
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjFrvyXnKJ
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicXzlpLZjV
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdi4KOZQ41
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0aC9mY6FP
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM9G3BdKlv
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbajKSVIgv3
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEK9i5RQIaZ
她點頭：「嗯。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyXHHcoNGy
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpRsLUeZgM
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQF6Ahd8cKw
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoJi8yOpty
「係，我記得。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EVcAQY6Bp
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8UEo5ZGgN
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rLuvo8g30
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4v74d8UIzc
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUizOVxMOIS
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoljTG7az8
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3QVa1eIK8
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHtmNFTuFO
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkHgh3kkCQ
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsF0Tb0Mqna
「係，少骨痹。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnKTwxicWv
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDKFT3oGu7
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhPLWdkip6
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDI3RDGUdC
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJX2fJwSK2
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQqla2cKo6
「噢，對唔住。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxN5EK7hK9
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO05XDOsEdi
他摸摸她的頭。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOVlI2rAcg
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJAEGZaT47
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7h9mAW6WsP
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyfhi5VUnE
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xbGo97Wpn
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCtOni7rrn
她的決心竟然在融化。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXkjSwV9Po
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec8blFRcsy
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcHac98U6Z
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22sLy4wqh1
「你都對我好好啊。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9QLXT4yby
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTM7SseBpqj
「係唔錯㗎。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQmRmIWMWO
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5nrgcWpWA
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTJHIHqvwK
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ui5B1VKh1
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYNK3QCXCV
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsLem22YKA
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HwL2aVtpB
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4ygDUcz52
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoXKi8zNfw
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4tHyJGYpi
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSvMrpvw1M
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhuvD4sRFk
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhbi5iKzCC
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3CbwETqPY
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgCvD2LBor
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA3Za4gnxd
「嗯，明白你意思。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2etrOlDLvO
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7oi77Y6gn
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd0XKefvHs
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCDzWfRcFr
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIi513kXaUA
872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDk8KzAK8R
「我都係。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VgsXnDM3u
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnTRIdCKhD
「咁……就好啦。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjHEU3Q2nJ
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQSxR51FGM
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKj11Oud6N
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO8rc7jSSA
說完了，之後呢？872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCii9qhDGZ
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUh7G0hD2SO
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshMqJYKPOB
 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8I4LhNnqu
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbPztALdsd
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