我和日朗在一起。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXdPHJy2zH
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnHZg3ZP9F
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJSSggLbZL
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tpEUwTc8o
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UKPW8rHY6
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65znDZk6CR
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwsHhmRQEi
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcCvIAwone
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDyoVDJk6f
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZu95Od0Yp
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVCABFv0VH
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8N31LOZxVe
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSi7Ez4pWM
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hpSBUuD7v
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTfS6iHlms
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguGvXziXhG
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClrqnbVMnF
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYjGPQh7n9
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnCPfd9ysP
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtqyev93B0
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl8PBGByUJ
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdNeEPw78c
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CQN3nFQVM
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxBtHsoJCF
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2KJmxdMEi
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyIiZJ352A
可是，我受不了。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PpzndDB8g
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjyJSyJcnG
慢慢，他要求我：865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X2oicULD7
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqNlQE4Kbb
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEI1oTDywg
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWM3R4B2tS
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQHJC8pnBg
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqbbvAiUX6
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeOSCsAUP1
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我開始失落。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0UKFB82Qd
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我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesTtEt8RPH
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYP4tocCnA
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcR27pBIAE
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRCVmjRy1s
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPtcOtgKD5
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5ilqQoxuV
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTURarH7764
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7UZymJFrJ
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrLRL6DFDe
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuJMn53hZM
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6R2WBdv2C
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KfPhEDDdR
我不懂愛人？865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUjzBLTumB
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVfZQjoSzX
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9ctcjFp4y
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnL7x8DGB5
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sWdtgfYWh
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係咪因為——865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SfSKtmn0W
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjhiBNWSkF
你唔夠愛我呢？865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBelmQUq7Z3
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZwoFYtqpt
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMHrblsgGM
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對，就是這樣。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGf2u6Y4Qg
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPckTWt83M
我的心再一次與他疏離。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TQU3eS9C0
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ECMUVzN94
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6CqibUeBy
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHi9TADNuf
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvarIRGf1n
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lRcZ5imro
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqeC6gmojy
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2R8dYODCy
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqTJnviMoL
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaeiN9cpAb
所以我出軌——865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyM2nRwQJC
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFudSo3puN
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk4h5TV7al
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IyuW3gf1V
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32fpHOaNea
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokRkbVgdsb
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahGJbQCQ9s
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf6DH9O8uU
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNp32ZFV4fT
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6BNevzGms
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtiwrv8cUN
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDzTQCPDp9
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBaIaIYfFt
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbdFUtk3fR
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeunIuO7iq6
結果，他不斷付出。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPebj1wrQdZ
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZS1UK8LUg
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN38s4PyK6f
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3bez1SM6I
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2FP6vHCoO
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsI2NlDk6a
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4sDKMhWkv
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid0FMaEJ29
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXtDfA7qcg
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrwhZyjhhq
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8nPaTQHEi
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkcyAcUWw1
唉，真令人無奈。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzFB9QzVCr
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7CMjbv5pl
我有別人給我的愛了。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDpYu88DLE
865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7eDTFr4xy
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh97m27yYVD
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唯有再見。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuNcIemkX1
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再見。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhpoWxWGrR
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只是，後來，我又念記他。865Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dfVemJ8Ht
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