波瀾不驚,是平靜,是舒適;是死寂,是窒息。928Please respect copyright.PENANAho6BJ4w2Q0
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波瀾當驚?928Please respect copyright.PENANAODLRadpQXG
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思思如常,坐落在社工室的椅子上,打字。928Please respect copyright.PENANA9yXxUCGx1m
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她總是要跟別人說:「It is OK to be not OK.」928Please respect copyright.PENANAzj0MmfTTrW
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但世界的運行卻是如此:「我理撚得你O唔OK,做好啲嘢佢啦。」928Please respect copyright.PENANAphUzWfHrr4
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放學,朝光開門,問思思:928Please respect copyright.PENANAp404P1Mbyv
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「你好似好攰咁喎?好多嘢做?」928Please respect copyright.PENANA8lOjfJv5Au
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他凑近,盯着她的臉,她連眨眼也很慢,像那些吊着鹽水的病人,無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得,她的生命迹象是薄弱的,從神情來看。928Please respect copyright.PENANAclEeBSKiSS
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「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。928Please respect copyright.PENANAY4gx8Ylnip
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他不語,把手放到她的肩上,替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。928Please respect copyright.PENANAEDUlIsgPF3
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「啱力?」928Please respect copyright.PENANAILfiEd7KBP
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她正閉眼,沒來得及作任何反應;忽然想起,阿朗也會幫她按肩。928Please respect copyright.PENANAa5EBveRlVN
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曾經,他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢,實按到你舒舒服服。」之後,就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩,用手指捽捽,又用手肘轉轉,非常細緻。928Please respect copyright.PENANAz4S8DcZ3OG
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「程師傅好掂喎。」928Please respect copyright.PENANAtb37bvT5Nu
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她扭頭,向阿朗笑笑,他就會吻她的臉頰,然後繼續按摩某些穴位。928Please respect copyright.PENANAkgIKfUqswx
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「嗯。」思思回答朝光。928Please respect copyright.PENANA0XRwmTqfPu
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其實,她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是,她這刻覺得,或者渴望他是阿朗,那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。928Please respect copyright.PENANAC9Z8RhbeQj
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昨夜,阿朗也有替她按摩。928Please respect copyright.PENANA3NUb9VDiOO
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她在床上作伸展狀,他抬頭隨口問了一句:「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨?」又立刻低頭看電話。928Please respect copyright.PENANAds5zYMvDRz
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「好呀。」怎料她真的要。928Please respect copyright.PENANAgzClYOnrap
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她看到,他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓,隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後,一下下地按着。928Please respect copyright.PENANA7lQYxpV2tz
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「對咗好耐電腦?」928Please respect copyright.PENANAU4Hx7tGpeO
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「係呀。」928Please respect copyright.PENANAOT4rPBOS94
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他轉為㩡骨的拳頭:「其實要做咩?」928Please respect copyright.PENANA0XfjvV9Ptl
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「打吓報告囉,有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」928Please respect copyright.PENANAgZNzfsgKqg
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「哦,點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。928Please respect copyright.PENANAYKvKFlv8Ye
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「校務處飛線入嚟。」928Please respect copyright.PENANAYRRaWt1GOJ
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「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天,但他又回到原本的位置,示意已按摩完畢。928Please respect copyright.PENANAUcU5ZJYhGB
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「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來,然後挪一挪身子,躺下。928Please respect copyright.PENANApKswdFQbYT
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「呢個位係咪痛?好緊喎。」朝光問,令思思回過神來。928Please respect copyright.PENANANixOPw8fqp
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「你又識呢啲嘢?」928Please respect copyright.PENANAXqa0OphRSu
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「其實唔難。」他笑笑。928Please respect copyright.PENANADtDpZa2J1i
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他發現,思思有些溜肩,所以她的斜方肌甚大,是有些肉的,可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉,對她訓話:928Please respect copyright.PENANA5JaqVid12b
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「番屋企玩少啲電話啦,唔好再做低頭族。」928Please respect copyright.PENANA03nuy3SClp
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她回頭以側面答:「啱啊,我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮,想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落,自嘲:928Please respect copyright.PENANA9bGWPxvhEj
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「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」928Please respect copyright.PENANAHViQ3YCuY6
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他心跳加速,她笑時眼睛彎彎,可是神色淡然,只自傷年華;他便知道她別無異心,只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。928Please respect copyright.PENANA1JioDVnwsc
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「你有幾老呀?小姐?」他不禁反了一下白眼。928Please respect copyright.PENANAb1DcWd605E
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「老呀,我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」928Please respect copyright.PENANAanfVx4xdFQ
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他把頭伸前:「冇呀。」928Please respect copyright.PENANAgoX0ISThkE
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她立即提起嘴角,瞇起眼睛:「宜家呢,宜家一笑就有啦。」928Please respect copyright.PENANAq5VvYQKLv7
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「你哋啲女人就係麻煩,唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市,你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋,郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉,又要撻啲嘢上面,諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」928Please respect copyright.PENANAa3j5GnS317
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「咁唔係點?咁睇落後生啲,都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人,都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」928Please respect copyright.PENANAsEBgnNS2FD
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她訕訕,十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。928Please respect copyright.PENANAUWtNzrQRAg
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「邊係,我就唔鍾意啦。」928Please respect copyright.PENANAjQAxUCmHJ3
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「咁你鍾意幾多歲?」928Please respect copyright.PENANAof0xPHw8AV
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「三十囉,成熟啲,冇咁煩吖嘛。」928Please respect copyright.PENANAFbWzNBhTyG
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「五十咪仲成熟?六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」928Please respect copyright.PENANAWnhWHfMb2r
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「太熟,不了。」928Please respect copyright.PENANAI8yoFVAToK
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他沒有說出口的是:「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色,又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化,若然他是她的丈夫,他能夠與她相對一輩子,一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸,絕不怠惰。928Please respect copyright.PENANANeOFWut5wW
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「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲,又不了?」928Please respect copyright.PENANAN7Ar5DTFnI
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噢,她才約莫三十歲,已開始和丈夫疏離,那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢?928Please respect copyright.PENANA1xyanOqxGP
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「如果我鍾意嘅,幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。928Please respect copyright.PENANAPHTWwsAVYM
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當天,阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她;其實當天,思思也如此對阿朗說。928Please respect copyright.PENANARlA5ia1sFE
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可能,他們只是太熟了,而不是不愛;如朝光那樣說,鍾意就得。928Please respect copyright.PENANAPLNVn5fy6I
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只是,即使喜歡,即使愛,有時太熟,也可以構成問題。928Please respect copyright.PENANAjFlJFEEQN7
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她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬,如同當日,她和阿朗也有這樣的決心,也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合,就永不割斷。現在呢?光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——928Please respect copyright.PENANAoEfcg3z2O0
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他不知道,對有些人來說,綿長的情感是一種磨難。928Please respect copyright.PENANAaGvnASqBek
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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張羨青

ISSUE #51
波瀾不驚(一)
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