看,人是迂腐的;習慣習慣,成自然,温水煮蛙,稍一有一點好的迹象,又覺得可以停歇了,進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景,所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決,只會甩皮甩骨地苟活,但永不斷氣。932Please respect copyright.PENANAgZV0mFqiXh
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下午,阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp:932Please respect copyright.PENANA6LB0MMK1SF
932Please respect copyright.PENANAoLKFv0TCoE
「Fiona結婚喎,話要搞吓同學會,單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。932Please respect copyright.PENANAOleE5n2ZWj
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。932Please respect copyright.PENANA70eXQBW8UB
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「明。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAP8ArCbou7w
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「玩得開心,唔好太癲,女朋友會擔心。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAMb0boPnZpd
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「得啦。計我話,到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍,互相交流吓食評。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAQNBZdIEJAA
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死,對着電話笑了;思思見狀,問:932Please respect copyright.PENANAElDxyzS0wI
932Please respect copyright.PENANAILFgZeowlT
「傾咩傾得咁開心?」932Please respect copyright.PENANAb2FXnWPOSE
932Please respect copyright.PENANAl4B5kdwQon
「有個中學同學結婚,峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」932Please respect copyright.PENANA6VGqUFZOZZ
932Please respect copyright.PENANAVeuiLMbh8z
「俾我睇吓?」932Please respect copyright.PENANAfv3vC6yweL
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「好。」932Please respect copyright.PENANArDBLsi9m4V
932Please respect copyright.PENANAKe5ddhPzUw
她將頭凑近,一看就看到名字,面色僵了一下:932Please respect copyright.PENANAVCISlkR1KM
932Please respect copyright.PENANAqdd6uSHOw3
「哦,係Fiona喎。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAYAGB5pbt2r
932Please respect copyright.PENANAMzOhiPp041
「係呀,佢咁都嫁得出。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAz3Epl6yRBU
932Please respect copyright.PENANAtHoLmf8r4i
他一直覺得,Fiona不適宜嫁娶,像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。932Please respect copyright.PENANAMcjDTg736z
932Please respect copyright.PENANAn4qm8MxG7q
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉,我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAclkP1tneoN
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適宜與否是一回事,長得漂亮、情商高,這個結果並不出奇;倒好,可以減少對其的戒心。932Please respect copyright.PENANAZZfKaENlJI
932Please respect copyright.PENANASDVuPumvJN
「嗯。總之,我唔會去party。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAGz7u9QU3YL
932Please respect copyright.PENANAB5CsThgFlS
「仲敢?」932Please respect copyright.PENANAnQc9NPIJE2
932Please respect copyright.PENANA1Q7xU5s4m1
「唔敢。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAea5L76fYwQ
932Please respect copyright.PENANAr6TVRNO3DR
「係我大量先原諒你咋,醒醒定定。」932Please respect copyright.PENANA1fPc14DIKa
932Please respect copyright.PENANAxYnKgktULi
「得得得,知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAKG6crSEPHP
932Please respect copyright.PENANA2CRnHdRkIu
舊事重提,沒有點明,但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌,但沒有人忘記。932Please respect copyright.PENANAcbzn8xaIsV
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「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後,我add咗佢Facebook,佢啲相影得好好睇,真人係咪都係呢個樣?」932Please respect copyright.PENANAr72x48iQRy
932Please respect copyright.PENANARGkljUfY9T
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人,幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。932Please respect copyright.PENANAVLfoHPnqQi
932Please respect copyright.PENANATK5ZTd3ivd
「唔知,嗰次之後,我就unfriend咗佢。」932Please respect copyright.PENANA6tIpXmlcfC
932Please respect copyright.PENANAEQBmcN1z1n
這是真的,他在杜絕自己做到傻事,或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。932Please respect copyright.PENANAc5mwX6Bm2v
932Please respect copyright.PENANADV8BdPUtIc
「我開俾你睇。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAgHudT0S9NE
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「唔洗啦。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAb83XOW7HAo
932Please respect copyright.PENANAypbcfgEmxt
心存芥蒂,毫不好奇。每每想起,他都有種不適,總是覺得差一點就會失去一切,失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。932Please respect copyright.PENANAW2AEzDm1BD
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她見他皺眉,確實不情願,故調侃他:932Please respect copyright.PENANAHrGoN8y0Df
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「做咩咁抗拒,心虛?」932Please respect copyright.PENANA11DEJBJUnf
932Please respect copyright.PENANAUQYTnr2aeV
「唔係啊,我只係唔想睇,都過咗去啦。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAgKEdDun6X3
932Please respect copyright.PENANAiMa4ElPLWT
「其實,我仲好記得㗎。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAfSlyk7BRwf
932Please respect copyright.PENANApfZSzADdra
即使,已成過去,但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感,仍然赫人。932Please respect copyright.PENANABO6OchVd5t
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「Sorry。」932Please respect copyright.PENANA9jH8U86Pv4
932Please respect copyright.PENANA2XH09wcdcu
他不加以辯駁,也不想接話,沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足,而且供別人遊覽;即使對方是髮妻。932Please respect copyright.PENANAjmLgZf7NSh
932Please respect copyright.PENANAm2EHqLnftP
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁,當時係唔想提,後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企,成身都係香水味咁番嚟,我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先,而我係咩都唔知。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAOCrl0KQWOV
932Please respect copyright.PENANAp6UqZxlaJw
她為此,失卻了安全感;直到後來,才慢慢地相信他。當然,另一方面卻更安心,明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為,其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰,在這個邏輯裏自洽。932Please respect copyright.PENANAek64R96KBv
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「Sorry……」932Please respect copyright.PENANA0n5cOfEtsd
932Please respect copyright.PENANAFXUgszcNmt
他重複道歉,她一直沒有責備他,已很寬厚。932Please respect copyright.PENANAPCUD1ZQK8y
932Please respect copyright.PENANAQj350Fwgwt
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢,但只係想講出嚟啫,難得溝通吓吖嘛。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAeIzQ8TdcmS
932Please respect copyright.PENANA84CSfqBVXR
「你信我,我冇鍾意過佢。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAWY5sGR91Li
932Please respect copyright.PENANA9rY9P8NapH
「嗯。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAd1dj9Z0wJy
932Please respect copyright.PENANAhJCg36qGN9
既然說起,阿朗問:932Please respect copyright.PENANAgW1kAlBzqV
932Please respect copyright.PENANAGBNTdoFa4M
「咁你呢?有冇鍾意過你個學生?」932Please respect copyright.PENANAc0cDetA5M1
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她沒好氣地答:932Please respect copyright.PENANAJzS9pf351T
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「當然冇——喂,人哋咁細個,我有冇咁狼死啊?」932Please respect copyright.PENANA2PLp11MwC2
932Please respect copyright.PENANASTPBZdw11Z
「細個咪好,不知幾正,又青春又有活力。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAeATVzfRF5O
932Please respect copyright.PENANAcPuibdiOkY
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」932Please respect copyright.PENANABNL5yLIK0c
932Please respect copyright.PENANARzr2qRzkJY
「我邊度傻,一估就俾我估到,唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAsBEgBYvPKc
932Please respect copyright.PENANAQNlqI6T6Kt
「威啦威啦。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAqrSxcX9nAI
932Please respect copyright.PENANAsRIkz71zTV
二人都笑,然後,又停頓了一下。932Please respect copyright.PENANA6lRQF7Xo7v
932Please respect copyright.PENANAXpZqH9mr7s
「佢最近點?」阿朗隨便問問。932Please respect copyright.PENANAzgjT67Mhz2
932Please respect copyright.PENANAy0JeLQCseV
「佢拍咗拖啦;琴日我見到佢,佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAVlbWgGL8E6
932Please respect copyright.PENANAzza82JAZhi
「喺街上撞到?」932Please respect copyright.PENANAen1HbIgGc7
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「佢喺校門等我。」932Please respect copyright.PENANAspgxFXn5x6
932Please respect copyright.PENANAi9crsemUaH
他忽然想起,昨晚,她從袋中取出鎮痛貼,然後着他幫忙貼上;時間推前,她比往常晚了一點回來。932Please respect copyright.PENANAn9PRGxMJ9b
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他語帶諷刺:932Please respect copyright.PENANAVFVFPOrRRf
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「哇,咁有心嘅?拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人?」932Please respect copyright.PENANAaW8EhTmPu5
932Please respect copyright.PENANAjuj84KkcuB
她聽得出他的揶揄,反擊道:932Please respect copyright.PENANAvyyYzsCLDo
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「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」932Please respect copyright.PENANALjmXrLZLnv
932Please respect copyright.PENANAP6Z7zXXKJZ
「邊同?我係以為佢有事先會上去,你呢?你個人生勾勾,佢都特登等你放工?」932Please respect copyright.PENANAd2toOShSo6
932Please respect copyright.PENANAq6P6A50tbC
「有咩問題?」932Please respect copyright.PENANAJqTksfVgc3
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「佢又知你唔舒服?同學生有冇必要講咁多?」932Please respect copyright.PENANAnNsOlYygST
932Please respect copyright.PENANA05Vk89QV4l
「識得耐,唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」932Please respect copyright.PENANATqFGqx60Qc
932Please respect copyright.PENANA2WfQNlf4qT
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講,係咪幫你鏈埋骨?」932Please respect copyright.PENANA0xZqTHEnvg
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是。932Please respect copyright.PENANAFWaBmkFr6b
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「你夠係,都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」932Please respect copyright.PENANA55uUOyVSVp
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是。932Please respect copyright.PENANA54fdPQpDFZ
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於是,二人盯着對方,再沒有說話。932Please respect copyright.PENANAr07u71RrDQ
932Please respect copyright.PENANAsR3cbjLSf4
明明,內心的劇本不是這樣的;明明,這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好,想大家都開心快樂,將心底的話都攤出來;明明,不應該如此,卻會在情緒驅使下,說一些傷害對方的話。932Please respect copyright.PENANAd4LgzrazFh
932Please respect copyright.PENANA2yJJvj2wnc
原先想表達的是什麼?932Please respect copyright.PENANAcIUd7OjOjR
932Please respect copyright.PENANADNUCrvP3V3
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時,還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈,來來去去都是這四百米,即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲,但在旁人看來,只是在原地踏步;慢慢,連自己也覺得如此。932Please respect copyright.PENANA68R1wsdvrC
932Please respect copyright.PENANAuPLn3wNLZs
更甚的是,新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促?932Please respect copyright.PENANAHndQvqyDOc
932Please respect copyright.PENANAW7HsPHlTOc
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上,永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊,932Please respect copyright.PENANAyadrgpDlHn
932Please respect copyright.PENANAKR67nVn7zk
所以,阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程,只覺近來平淡,對方開始沒有心。932Please respect copyright.PENANAonLUZ7AVN8
932Please respect copyright.PENANAVXvXxFrdVO
所以,也因此,他們缺乏柔情的包容——932Please respect copyright.PENANAuburMShvOE
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首先被情緒凌駕思考,繼而作出挑釁。932Please respect copyright.PENANAWwVzkqbJ30
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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張羨青

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