「好。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2lZ1pE0RD
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKlY0GTs6f
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iJMsKWC1b
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxPieBMbEK
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtStHUdQzF7
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpEZksg6p5
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhgpPDFiU8
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk7wksDPEJ
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2e2LjbIFx
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXyoOPVUP6
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHXsjXmRAR
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1dX9Ypwm2
思思明白：「好。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14x7X1tjh1
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv64n9p25bc
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9f0dblo3v
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWYY6iv6wv
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiEuBnkq9m
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJcdVgmmia
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTVGxGkPOS
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTya2dKnyq
阿朗首先開口：871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZOcpyi9sl
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ3vmIBHfM
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PANlOU15A
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeBMSxjglP
「嗯？」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKiPFFTfUS
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqnN1DKEw4
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTjKOdLTKM
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx48A2QTMAq
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0zGA4Nz7H
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO8qFC09CJ
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW4UJEHjgv
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IUmiua7Sr
「嗯。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEhG3VaVSC
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZr4rbsXDR
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv41uYjEdtP
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU207M0FJe
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq6B5SNYzm
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDkZtQ2xld
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjyH3Jg3yu
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9klHndpRX
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5z1SKDhps
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM8loQDdd4
「但係，我哋當然熟。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFH1xrGez7d
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgixcSMT39
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7a2Qb3U5eB
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9RC6GszQS
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ixC3aCcbx
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOr35bsJqd
「都係。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXBdv4pUiI
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoa7VJwEhe
她深呼吸：871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MUd9qxuE6
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDONFVIpcgA
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaAdMIxR3K
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YttUX6ugc
「嗯？」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNSKUpKtrq
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3j79r419Q
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWwdcmn1Ic
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBrP1Ks9hb
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxUGw5596z
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKbKw5lSsQ
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchcEecF3VK
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EV5fH79r6
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mIsRCSi4u
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk4Tvj6zJf
變咗，好似好悶咁？」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrAT4hrrIZ
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhkOnAJCL4
他們達成共識。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1NygiQE7O
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLz2uGESHV4
她表達意願：871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwUH2anqVF
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4pkoWREZc
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuM693orv5
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTD29jJP6e
「我都唔想。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo99mFSX7yB
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFdRwVyo1v
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRAV0M9Exx
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAUS7rfsDW
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcQVij4arG
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHkuV4FjQm
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWQIVSiYsd
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3veibTvLux
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXGCJB8LFJ
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPTXs9pko0
「係。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dOSV8SXjX
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNv0VdfuyM
「明。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPVuYs1vcX
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVrRFEQL3d
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8v1RwHR74
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTjA48moVc
「我都係咁覺得。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzcsbSlTSf
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsssl7PFCP
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkawzF2n31M
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdzz8uKVvK
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE73anMLC3N
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycD4MMkSYy
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jr88INhaD
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2OYHGwrFY
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1gxLSJdNT
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53d631kUa4
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc7JOWGVUZ
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMpSPByiKI
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iojjH5rRN
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TrwPFTJwQ
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vxbSaycce
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwuKcPUiNE
她點頭：「嗯。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaC7jyWIZ3
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeRar9oDc5
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t4kPMTEwZ
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIZXhlcs3H
「係，我記得。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq09chYQsT5
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdyWNpuP96
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfDippS0em
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lSDvuIKq7
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbGkVYNPp4
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dIejYMSuW
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNrUCbfAdN
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf2ALVcpC0
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQXwrmJ226
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6YGc9u0ns
「係，少骨痹。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUelXMUyzC
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc4HQPbMpx
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsSrxNf4fq
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmInlm46JS
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAqUcGWVIm
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLXTKbhFil
「噢，對唔住。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymLmYwCxeu
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他摸摸她的頭。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYgwzAEYiU
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiilkEGtu2
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT413M0ajQW
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUTfZP1avP
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1SHgVC3go
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLy2c6MclKH
她的決心竟然在融化。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JEjYkEiq8
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCfl2UtyC8
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIwOGFc7aK
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyjPhXoDsZ
「你都對我好好啊。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnRtUF2DxX
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2TxlabXcO
「係唔錯㗎。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34HTBnRLW8
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlJ5mF906L
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7scFAHF8k
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZoUyg3fGs
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjjpUErkjr
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy8FovFlHi
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarwtH0IZwP
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWbFDBymv1
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzyN7AWDxy
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwN8S5Kmoa
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKakOkwlIf4
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所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvapmy4bZrC
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3uJKcCgAK
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3FpFeXXp7
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtc0hEfu2r
「嗯，明白你意思。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5OhPYdwm9
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILShkWn5jz
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0FjPEGy0p
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7tmQsUgMT
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdZQ6JzHjx
871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDdIR9hiti
「我都係。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HDW4WMUAO
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「咁……就好啦。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvmMIPIfa4
 871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYmSDhjto9
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8rWD1nVWr
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說完了，之後呢？871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdnrJh1w8L
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「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4GXX6QFjG
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思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。871Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3gWWlfJeb
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