我和日朗在一起。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RiP7zrZCh
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdZMR5Kxm9
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdNSypHK3r
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxNg8aItQK
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjyzkSediH
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FAQJLF6PJ
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfYvaqbple
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKVLyHpS9n
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但日朗不同。我喜歡他。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iKEuW8zDX
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUIbKflbhf
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIhR4SlD5A
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHewVpie1d0
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsJ99ASYdu
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8Niurr1KP
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEIQJ1su89
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfXj4fDJ7T
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7VBaLkpRY
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl8Q3nAwBo
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaKAqrZNmb
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTfzGEOSed
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpPDxEdewl
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtLnkSno3l
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHeFvvYAjL
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRfXtDCqXZ
可是，我受不了。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnbzW9wxhf
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AyTIRlSxX
慢慢，他要求我：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXaPYyxBDj
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zKYH20W4n
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5difleyCWt
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaWwsHBRU1
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr5eWtfEGa
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxv86VV1oiV
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWsRfwd5Fg
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJhVfu5Nx4
我開始失落。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWrGpQooFs
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8RqBHJtBA
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIlRviHDDP
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSQuiO05oD
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdMusbe1jl
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDNTf4kAOB
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVyOHqgzcW
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LlLasl2Ub
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJWpDhCtja
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9fDZyrsL8
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFconIBgUV
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNIPDgZ02g
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnMvEmMYjc
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlvCzCxtFb
我不懂愛人？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTv8VpVa3M
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA0Na7IkXS
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthdddNMOiG
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaWDYg2iFR
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係咪因為——864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrLTkJMLgu
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你唔夠愛我呢？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKUaHRzL4J
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIpJdP49rR
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dftyuyZys
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對，就是這樣。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZN77Ivs2R
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG2vFORMIp
我的心再一次與他疏離。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigzyiw2wjW
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzBwCN8psm
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbThUhXcRc
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfsmgB98LW
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvQ4u6ano3
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKYYwur2Uw
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5aH7GBnGI
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PqUNBqxTQ
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHGELJsRKK
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3OyJjg6Nm
所以我出軌——864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmPOwmzhct
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21fbtog87P
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcuWJtp52z
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKYysQolod
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGhPrub9cD
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tII0xkOO3
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKgdp5LRl7
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHiJLv1mkp
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhFFGEYK00
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6tcbGqsr1
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuYguFSdJd
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpBVUTKsE1
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfRsGg2pGC
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbw5lAa9S5K
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExcxZpFaA9
結果，他不斷付出。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ka9bee8mo
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuucSc4PlNz
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3T5U9QNE7
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrh0iumTdIV
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSatGzP5fr
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqjlOnlZFP
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9ptUfu1Wq
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZdsjLD2nq
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi48OkL5XRx
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVBfSRbKC6
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiagNZNmSD
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唉，真令人無奈。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOP81LRJkg
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我有別人給我的愛了。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4K1csCexrt
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而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkti5IMkGD2
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4ehw8Sukq
唯有再見。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CRDdDpIji
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再見。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrHlLpy8Nf
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只是，後來，我又念記他。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZIWbJ0Lic
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