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人生苦短——死
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電視仍然亮著,新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律,悶人又煩人。622Please respect copyright.PENANA8NaBUU8aFU
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他打個呵欠,伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化,借力撐起整個人,避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間,大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度,但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具,一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。622Please respect copyright.PENANA3l1pv0brwO
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人老了,身體差了,動作遲緩了,連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器,尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來,彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。622Please respect copyright.PENANAsRVgEzz3mx
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怎麼辦?可以怎麼辦?吹口哨吧。口吹曲子,耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲,心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。622Please respect copyright.PENANAllR1Y4eqGk
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張622Please respect copyright.PENANATtDDsgvQpC
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誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷622Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2paUoE5QQ
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逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長622Please respect copyright.PENANAexigy34VfQ
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何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量622Please respect copyright.PENANAN71BJ4CHeo
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小便後,步出浴室,再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。622Please respect copyright.PENANAUJ92GKGxEP
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抵不住。622Please respect copyright.PENANA3zqf9HncWh
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他決定到公園散步。622Please respect copyright.PENANAkPMisJ3S2j
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望望手錶,是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。622Please respect copyright.PENANAr9kWysKC9R
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好福氣的,或是三五成群談天說地,或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的,或是推著購物車奔波買餸,或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。622Please respect copyright.PENANAiXHpyvCKay
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自己有福氣嗎?托賴。能走能動能講能吃,與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角,卻也沒有特別煩心事。622Please respect copyright.PENANAAsucf0zRZx
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他知道自己該要感恩,奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。622Please respect copyright.PENANAYOxaMBrqGd
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。622Please respect copyright.PENANAuctO1BX8tU
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。622Please respect copyright.PENANAiZ19PmGifu
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他不自已憶起亡妻……622Please respect copyright.PENANA6LDHc5EZmx
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三年前的夏天,她在家跌倒,傷及腿部筋骨,自此總是步履不穩,走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息,不要外出。她明白兒子苦心,奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱,精神越益差勁。622Please respect copyright.PENANAHxrOV2QZic
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。622Please respect copyright.PENANAFH0pUxkU1m
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「我的腿康復不了,是嗎?」622Please respect copyright.PENANAGBF2C7B7Sb
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「不是。你向來身體強健,這小小傷勢不是大問題。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAvqRTUA6sr6
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「我何時可以痊癒?我想去探望朋友。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAwK5mlVswSb
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「快了、快了。不用著急!」622Please respect copyright.PENANAazNfIKMS5D
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「即是何時?」622Please respect copyright.PENANAjVIYnKdPDh
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「下一個夏天。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAwz3jgArv5L
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她幽幽回望,驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。622Please respect copyright.PENANANkREuRhlys
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。622Please respect copyright.PENANAlOA08usI28
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感動,明明眼前只有絕望。622Please respect copyright.PENANA077ytrkNzP
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她的手忽爾不再無力,牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。622Please respect copyright.PENANA2Lc1PA0xnN
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奇蹟?希望?不。僅是信念,難以言喻的,難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。622Please respect copyright.PENANA62w7UJafiv
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內心終於安定下來。622Please respect copyright.PENANA1nRuN8gvRw
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她沒再糾結於健康問題,開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計:「探望朋友前,我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』!」622Please respect copyright.PENANAqQKWHxKcRT
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「但你的血糖……」622Please respect copyright.PENANAB6Nt33ZJdv
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「我向來身體強健,這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAAPJpllPDN8
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他會心一笑,笑她依舊貪吃如豬。622Please respect copyright.PENANADMVLY3hGNz
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復,走路時拐得更嚴重。622Please respect copyright.PENANAvFM18jWQh5
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兒子送她一根拐杖。622Please respect copyright.PENANAMDtlec1yWV
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當晚,她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰,因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢,倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。622Please respect copyright.PENANAWVc4PBQAF2
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她不知道,整個晚上,丈夫徹夜無眠,眼睜睜望著天花,細聽她的哭聲,細想她的未來。622Please respect copyright.PENANAcC59x3UGoT
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天亮,兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後,馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛!當然要吃『菠蘿油』!」622Please respect copyright.PENANALbJpdr4p6L
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妻子笑了,連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪,戴上最喜歡的髮夾,塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖,因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他,她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。622Please respect copyright.PENANA41MopDPuT7
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鐵路車站裡,人流如鯽,彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理,繼續保持慢調,只知自己不僅是自己。622Please respect copyright.PENANAYjRLaLoZc4
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終於來到馳名的冰廳,二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃,亦不是回憶中的味道。622Please respect copyright.PENANArsqLCHJzK3
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不要緊,反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。622Please respect copyright.PENANAtuh8W8K2gr
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼,不知道,大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。622Please respect copyright.PENANAgIc06gnMgQ
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於願足矣。622Please respect copyright.PENANA82JfgRllAQ
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沒過幾天,還未開始探望朋友,她已於睡夢中悄然離世……622Please respect copyright.PENANANi3KONEr6w
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公園裡,樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。622Please respect copyright.PENANAEygFTysYX7
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他不動聲息,藏起思念,繼續開步走。622Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZJAsByqMK
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總得走下去,不是嗎?622Please respect copyright.PENANA1FTMixY26X
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不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。622Please respect copyright.PENANALOzGKjWB5v
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走到涼亭,看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。622Please respect copyright.PENANAWLKiC46NqA
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棋局中,事事分明,步步無情。622Please respect copyright.PENANA0ytbMJ6cdd
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他專注觀賽,全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
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人生苦短——病622Please respect copyright.PENANA6UbhwpDUqo
他在床上徐徐張眼。622Please respect copyright.PENANAcAYZwX4wHs
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床褥太軟,腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。622Please respect copyright.PENANAA5y4yEHB2O
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暈眩冉退,目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者,他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。622Please respect copyright.PENANAuNVPi4UUV8
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嗯。醫院。622Please respect copyright.PENANACFUwx1Eena
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接受醫生的檢查,證實無恙後,獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄,已通知兒子和媳婦,只待他們前來接送。622Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4iJAV0a62
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醫生離開後,護士也去忙別的。622Please respect copyright.PENANA8XN6UeYm4J
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他呆坐床上,默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回,感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀,總得要到醫院走幾趟,實屬平常不過的事情,對吧?622Please respect copyright.PENANAhfkN4GwUDy
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如他所料,兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。622Please respect copyright.PENANAuwLfCxOSwP
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱,熱昏了。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAsFAQFGq2e4
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「那就多待在家裡避暑,不要外出四處走動。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAiCsNeCULRT
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「知道。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAgbEMo6UnEl
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院,在街邊截下的士,直驅住所。622Please respect copyright.PENANAjIaxZkdAzm
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車廂裡,二人不發一言,各自對著窗外景物發愣。622Please respect copyright.PENANAuLlNM1UPzq
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沒有怨氣或鬱結,只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。622Please respect copyright.PENANAJvi4rInhFJ
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。622Please respect copyright.PENANA9kNVWGDx91
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兒子倏忽開口,神色惘然。622Please respect copyright.PENANAowFEY3FWH0
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「我有末期肝癌,剩半年壽命。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAWkcbqtKoOt
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「她知道了沒?」622Please respect copyright.PENANAv7hwoWrq3Z
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「不打算告訴她。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAt8Ypl4sIkT
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療?」622Please respect copyright.PENANAlREt4HGKT2
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兒子笑而不語。622Please respect copyright.PENANAw2NCEBFYrl
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他愣住片刻,良久才道:「明白。」622Please respect copyright.PENANACs2aTBJkYo
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊,以示感謝。622Please respect copyright.PENANAHP9GfvKcO0
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲,逕自到浴室洗澡去。622Please respect copyright.PENANAx7szmwyLcS
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蒸氣瀰漫,看得見,抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始,也抓不著終結。622Please respect copyright.PENANAJxDP1IEnlR
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來,沒能選擇長大與否,沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛,沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死,全是沒能選擇的。622Please respect copyright.PENANAxFUG7qgDEX
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翌日,兒子和媳婦如常上班,孫兒如常上學,家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。622Please respect copyright.PENANAnEzaiMxxe2
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他決定到公園走走。622Please respect copyright.PENANAwaFK4er5u3
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。622Please respect copyright.PENANAiBEyBQjYw3
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此樹是否去年那樹?此鳥是否去年那鳥?此蟲是否去年那蟲?要緊,不要緊。在意,沒能在意。622Please respect copyright.PENANAcoULityKgB
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幽幽踏步,皆因內心焦躁。622Please respect copyright.PENANATN0Iyz3Ak5
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來到涼亭,棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他,感到難過。他認為無論難過與否,該死的時候總得要死。622Please respect copyright.PENANAm21NMwRLp3
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全場一片默然。622Please respect copyright.PENANAdRPJF2bRvA
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。622Please respect copyright.PENANAObYuAXlZ1q
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不要問為何。不要問感受。622Please respect copyright.PENANAKi0K9Chmlf
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。622Please respect copyright.PENANAn487wEEVjt
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正午,他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午,孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦,他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間,一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上,被匆匆推送入急症室深處。622Please respect copyright.PENANAyFJS2YkWLS
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。622Please respect copyright.PENANAqgVlF3Yhk0
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站,然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久,醫生步出急症室,宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。622Please respect copyright.PENANA0zmLBuA3Ba
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。622Please respect copyright.PENANAEsHp2SJqyH
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然,皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。622Please respect copyright.PENANAHGTiZ3zU63
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「爺爺,很熱啊!」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。622Please respect copyright.PENANA3oZWrIk9QQ
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切,他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。622Please respect copyright.PENANA5JstpFF47d
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晚餐後,兒子在露台抽菸,媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子,五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟,此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。622Please respect copyright.PENANASxpLxNvFjg
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跳跳跳,有節奏地跳個不停,像心臟。622Please respect copyright.PENANAsbV7myPhGU
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心臟停止跳動當刻,棋友有何感受?掛念未完的棋局?掛念急症室外的男女親友?622Please respect copyright.PENANAE5IEZnZBgg
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台,看著兒子呼出個個煙圈,圈圈復圈圈,冉升消散不復見。622Please respect copyright.PENANA4xr1yEgnSn
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不復見。622Please respect copyright.PENANArECmwqxXwe
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他莫名的被深深憾動。622Please respect copyright.PENANAgqgLdqT1K9
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走到兒子身邊,告知棋友的死訊。622Please respect copyright.PENANAVEnYhqhoym
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毋須明言,兒子已猜測到他的用意。622Please respect copyright.PENANAWyprxErQSf
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「我不怕死。」622Please respect copyright.PENANABrX1Ee89VJ
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕,只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」622Please respect copyright.PENANA0zaPhI5gR9
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「你有沒有想要完成的事?」622Please respect copyright.PENANAAV94dXCQm0
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」622Please respect copyright.PENANA5gEG12MbVG
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「她的叮囑?」622Please respect copyright.PENANAcLkHZjgyNk
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「不。她離開得太突然,我沒機會問她,只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAwiq4Te2ETi
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「別傻!她不願看見你耿耿於懷!」622Please respect copyright.PENANAjViQfdVnA8
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「她沒這麼說。」622Please respect copyright.PENANA1OeE4Qgqaw
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兒子苦笑,笑他彆扭。622Please respect copyright.PENANAnhDF2mYsZh
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再次不了了之?他以為是,直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。622Please respect copyright.PENANAZXT7w5q6L9
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無論大家怎樣勸說,兒子依然不願接受治療,堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。622Please respect copyright.PENANAeEDF7PiyFB
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半年後,兒子沒死去。一年後,兒子仍活著。三年半後,兒子依然沒斷氣。622Please respect copyright.PENANAUeZEGLrGMX
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問何解。醫生說原因不明,但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。622Please respect copyright.PENANA9piI3sTOx0
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離開醫院、歸家路上,兒子和他拐到公園散步去。622Please respect copyright.PENANAdgw8A1xK7O
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。622Please respect copyright.PENANALGzymhHYuV
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「你多活了三年半。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAGjRfrqDiVj
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAzCSzmkShmd
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「想繼續吃?」622Please respect copyright.PENANAEjazwG1nvS
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAg5e4vw9ZcW
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒,希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子,在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後,才重回職場繼續拼搏。622Please respect copyright.PENANA1l62nLKi8P
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他為兒子衷心高興著,亦感謝上蒼的好生之德,沒有帶走……622Please respect copyright.PENANA7dtjAd4CGK
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兒子呢?622Please respect copyright.PENANAq1pfg3vrVj
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。622Please respect copyright.PENANAdiTWcjZvWv
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啊!記起來了。622Please respect copyright.PENANACVovh5RAqP
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外,下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊,沒能重回職場,沒能享受期待已久的夏日。622Please respect copyright.PENANA1vGw1N3BIt
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果然。622Please respect copyright.PENANAiJWDV95V1L
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不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。622Please respect copyright.PENANAu4wFQv7n2g
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中,他繼續走。622Please respect copyright.PENANACX3RSM6j0b
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
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死病老生——老622Please respect copyright.PENANADbqBIpr2wx
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。622Please respect copyright.PENANAQtAc92AjWM
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望望掛鐘,七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。622Please respect copyright.PENANA6lnDx4IFKu
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輕敲孫兒房門,不聞回應。推門內進,不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊,掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再,五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子,不需要他的照顧。622Please respect copyright.PENANAhlhLJQdvNS
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若有所失。622Please respect copyright.PENANAbRJNqBSmgt
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到公園散心吧。622Please respect copyright.PENANAsGFZk7eRdS
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公園裡,美好回憶俯拾皆是。622Please respect copyright.PENANADWxOQWSyvR
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中,憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭,憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。622Please respect copyright.PENANAt1OEqMpDGR
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離開緩步徑,闖入樹林。622Please respect copyright.PENANAcWnGH8dDSw
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找樹。找到那樹。622Please respect copyright.PENANAX1E25TF9hj
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不,不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯,刻記模糊難辨。622Please respect copyright.PENANA1zLnfZznRj
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此樹不是當年那樹,正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。622Please respect copyright.PENANA8CBDzh1M5w
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡,無論願意不願意。622Please respect copyright.PENANAe3Bzg4uOf6
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不願意。622Please respect copyright.PENANAFzLikjZS8R
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想逃。622Please respect copyright.PENANAUO2i79VGKo
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逃!622Please respect copyright.PENANAKjaW2ZQFG6
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逃出樹林。622Please respect copyright.PENANAEWS6eUbC6x
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彷如隔世。622Please respect copyright.PENANAdKiTbxkiSy
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陽光刺眼,氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。622Please respect copyright.PENANA5jefG9vOBr
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倏忽忘了路,忘了如何走下去……622Please respect copyright.PENANAPjX0an2O4S
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一青年步入警署。622Please respect copyright.PENANA5AydgXqwUx
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「你是誰?」622Please respect copyright.PENANA0iWr3dx0h2
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「我是你的孫兒。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAaypfbSJVUG
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「嗯……」622Please respect copyright.PENANACFPWc3ZrMU
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「爺爺,回家吧。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAJm36wFtUZ7
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「嗯……」622Please respect copyright.PENANARsAsUPnk85
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著,天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著,孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。622Please respect copyright.PENANAaiqVjIucO1
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一切近在眼前,卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的,竟顯得如此接近。622Please respect copyright.PENANAxFJtp40h56
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是否忘記了甚麼?622Please respect copyright.PENANA1QUxhJ8fM9
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐?622Please respect copyright.PENANAZJ0XizJvak
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輕敲主人房房門,不聞回應。欲推門內進,卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎?622Please respect copyright.PENANAAowfq8Opev
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激動。拍拍拍,踢踢踢,吵吵吵。622Please respect copyright.PENANAtSZ6gDhBqa
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「快開門!我要跟你聊天!快開門!來!快開門!」622Please respect copyright.PENANAZLRh2zbjqY
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房,上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受,硬生生吃痛。622Please respect copyright.PENANADdDURFlbG2
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAVX5Wy2JrCU
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「你騙我!他一定在裡面!」622Please respect copyright.PENANAdMQxEnQif8
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「爺爺,你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班,還在公司。」622Please respect copyright.PENANA1XjFetaGLR
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未下班?在公司?他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……622Please respect copyright.PENANAI44SuTBXVA
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見他愣住,孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力:「爺爺,不如一起到公園散步。」622Please respect copyright.PENANA2bAduiDjuo
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公園裡,美好回憶俯拾皆是。622Please respect copyright.PENANADNPoa3Xw36
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲,孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧,那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……622Please respect copyright.PENANAkQ5eZW6die
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爸爸癱瘓後,媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來,乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去,離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情,一直鬱鬱寡歡。622Please respect copyright.PENANA4RZGmsiVSq
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某個深夜,忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探,驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩,冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂,臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散,卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……622Please respect copyright.PENANAnvOuQ65euF
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。622Please respect copyright.PENANAR7dVJ5mgrl
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「不用發愁啊!」622Please respect copyright.PENANAs59vTn0uhZ
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「你知道我在愁甚麼?」622Please respect copyright.PENANAzT0HOZzmPa
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「考試成績嘛!」622Please respect copyright.PENANA93WGgzpTXW
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「對!我就是擔心考試成績!」622Please respect copyright.PENANAM329U2iBWf
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「傻孩子!考試只是人生的一小部份,毋須將成績看得過份重要!」622Please respect copyright.PENANAmtSmHqj9lB
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「嗯,我知道了……」622Please respect copyright.PENANAFarNgj04aU
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孫兒唯唯諾諾,以假笑作結。622Please respect copyright.PENANAGPn0sFyqAy
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結伴走了又一段路。622Please respect copyright.PENANA3BFp2OXvE4
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子,也像曾經的他。622Please respect copyright.PENANAB0kOfiCvs0
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憶起關於兒子的一切,憶起關於自己的一切。622Please respect copyright.PENANALh7ywrmAZ3
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去,活得比兒子好,活得比他好。622Please respect copyright.PENANAuTUx0cNPWu
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤,留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。622Please respect copyright.PENANApoXUKuEvRS
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。622Please respect copyright.PENANABwSA7tCmtr
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「不用發愁啊!」622Please respect copyright.PENANADJw6EnWkHj
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「爺爺放心!考試而已,難不倒我!」622Please respect copyright.PENANAnxeld4woHO
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好,如果你累了,就乾脆放下吧!」622Please respect copyright.PENANATqtwnFSNxI
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他淡然一笑,笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。622Please respect copyright.PENANApjcWjKTNIa
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻?622Please respect copyright.PENANABuq5TKhaW0
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沒待孫兒辨清真假,他已然幽幽踏步開步走。622Please respect copyright.PENANAX9zdvOLu9c
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上,但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。622Please respect copyright.PENANAa9ygIifAVK
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去,沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。622Please respect copyright.PENANAZKL8zMrcod
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鳥繼續叫,蟲繼續鳴,不過往後的夏天從此走了調。622Please respect copyright.PENANAJwUQbQsL5V
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沒有在意的人,沒有在意自己的人,無論願意不願意。622Please respect copyright.PENANAtOBPrUnfPX
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多,慢慢忘記很多。622Please respect copyright.PENANAO2KqhxB1hD
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。622Please respect copyright.PENANAmiJCM7yiVV
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找樹?找不到那樹。622Please respect copyright.PENANAvZPsgr77sJ
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樹不是當年那樹,正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。622Please respect copyright.PENANA06PODK0VCW
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡,無論願意不願意。622Please respect copyright.PENANAhk5NtZ4w25
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願意。622Please respect copyright.PENANAzrEbPXX6pT
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。622Please respect copyright.PENANA2KQtyNjm9a
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身累,心累。就此停下來,可以嗎……622Please respect copyright.PENANAeMbcKnqRQk
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一青年步入醫院。622Please respect copyright.PENANAWbRnBesW2y
622Please respect copyright.PENANAXDk5Emrs45
「你是誰?」622Please respect copyright.PENANAlSKkkQwgXK
622Please respect copyright.PENANABab6GX21df
「我是你的孫兒。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAqx0p6cqgMt
622Please respect copyright.PENANAdqdzAKg3EV
「嗯……」622Please respect copyright.PENANAmunzpCZFhX
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「爺爺,回家吧。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAzdLzr0ujOJ
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「嗯……」
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死病老生——生622Please respect copyright.PENANAuNoE9o2QCl
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。622Please respect copyright.PENANAjvVjun5XHU
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。622Please respect copyright.PENANAep16w0Lsf1
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。622Please respect copyright.PENANAfRR2nx4YKh
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「口渴嗎?來,喝些許清水吧!」622Please respect copyright.PENANAcjdbgn41ta
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孫兒停步,從背囊掏出保溫水壺,欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。622Please respect copyright.PENANAZaC2eSnssk
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他沒有吸吮。622Please respect copyright.PENANAvIZAu9LMRQ
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會,惟見他沒反應,也只好收起水壺。622Please respect copyright.PENANAOeCGsNHJr2
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罷。622Please respect copyright.PENANARO8CGJTl3Q
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。622Please respect copyright.PENANAIoOZxfCgJP
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他覺得這地方很眼熟,卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回應。622Please respect copyright.PENANARQLB6ZCLXM
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不要緊。622Please respect copyright.PENANAnfuV1MjVke
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老,才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。622Please respect copyright.PENANAf9SealbQ5X
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他仍是那個身體健康的他,每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃,尤愛「菠蘿油」,於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩,深信「一分耕耘,一分收穫」,於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪,自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。622Please respect copyright.PENANAr29NctJ1DV
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嘴角輕揚。622Please respect copyright.PENANArgsnlARloQ
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一。622Please respect copyright.PENANA0YE5tfDBPs
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二。622Please respect copyright.PENANA3bO654Ir18
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三。622Please respect copyright.PENANA4SOl3LZz9f
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。622Please respect copyright.PENANAzzCQuKgZdG
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三秒後,他忘記了前三秒的快樂,正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。622Please respect copyright.PENANARKRUoMIUvf
622Please respect copyright.PENANA4LV2CRGwFx
要緊的,不再要緊。622Please respect copyright.PENANA9iTGzjPnpE
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罷。622Please respect copyright.PENANAsuisdsy2XO
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。622Please respect copyright.PENANAmKS4cj3cwL
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循著鳥蟲之聲,他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。622Please respect copyright.PENANAMyRDmZD0iO
622Please respect copyright.PENANAI7fYbkCq2z
輪椅一直前進,映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。622Please respect copyright.PENANAfnx0vRYEKV
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在最後的最後,他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。622Please respect copyright.PENANAiO03jU6VlO
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紅燈。622Please respect copyright.PENANALf1cxYwMiu
622Please respect copyright.PENANABhyzQEE6ob
「爺爺,這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAZ28kP3nDWO
622Please respect copyright.PENANAijYIYOsKdD
孫兒彷彿自言自語。622Please respect copyright.PENANAoVnm7gfaWI
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綠燈。622Please respect copyright.PENANAscqj4P0Ke0
622Please respect copyright.PENANAnc49apDQDN
孫兒沒有開步走。622Please respect copyright.PENANA8XT9foZP9H
622Please respect copyright.PENANAO3SG89pQUz
紅燈。622Please respect copyright.PENANA9uHRclTXuT
622Please respect copyright.PENANAtsIyIDAQCA
「爺爺,我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」622Please respect copyright.PENANA8gpsQUGMHS
622Please respect copyright.PENANA0iN927Z4EO
孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。622Please respect copyright.PENANA8sK9VSF6hl
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綠燈。622Please respect copyright.PENANAtbCjwCP53S
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。622Please respect copyright.PENANAaphKj7Lfo4
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紅燈。622Please respect copyright.PENANAS4dG5I9HKI
622Please respect copyright.PENANAdayTK2CZQm
「爺爺,你會怪責我嗎?」622Please respect copyright.PENANASCZvtvjB9z
622Please respect copyright.PENANAfJBkeVuWba
孫兒問空氣,縱使知道空氣沒能回應。622Please respect copyright.PENANAMcFmh38CXW
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綠燈。622Please respect copyright.PENANAF9Pp8lIm9t
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「爺爺,放心。我會努力繼續走。」622Please respect copyright.PENANAppQRIK3nw4
622Please respect copyright.PENANAGGxE3tEabz
孫兒抿抿雙唇,藏起憂思,推著輪椅開步走。622Please respect copyright.PENANA9CHgywXBRm
622Please respect copyright.PENANAzKgHAxtgDm
總得走下去,不是嗎?不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。622Please respect copyright.PENANA6MbT7OrLeg
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這是從他身上學懂的。622Please respect copyright.PENANAjw4zX585fg
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一生受用。622Please respect copyright.PENANAbfEWmc6NRW
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「爺爺,謝謝你。」622Please respect copyright.PENANA3nwNQNQNzJ
622Please respect copyright.PENANAja2Nft5MXM
孫兒的話猶如耳邊風,進不了他的耳,到不了他的心。622Please respect copyright.PENANAUySO4KA9Mg
622Please respect copyright.PENANA6nbe0UT4zt
要緊的,其實不要緊。622Please respect copyright.PENANAQI8yvn6Tg5
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罷。622Please respect copyright.PENANApGy64q94Dt
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他被送上安老院專車。622Please respect copyright.PENANA4tIqq6uhsg
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車窗外,無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。622Please respect copyright.PENANAg25Qw9ngML
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腦海裡,無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。622Please respect copyright.PENANAylpDCNcRo2
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。622Please respect copyright.PENANA71YJ7prLxn
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要緊的,不再要緊。622Please respect copyright.PENANAPXEykGCRlE
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他克盡己任,沒有遺憾。622Please respect copyright.PENANAg5fIi9ei5M
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他忘記前塵,沒有執著。622Please respect copyright.PENANAA0U2EfbxDv
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有如被踐踏的梳化,有如被點燃的香菸,有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。622Please respect copyright.PENANAZVeFFdmg4j
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。