ONESHOT - SASUKARIN; MIDNIGHT TALK ย
Fellow SK shippers and I have been discussing how do we envision Sasuke and Karin as parents; and while I was thinking about that I was hit by a sudden mental picture. And so, this little drabble-turned-one-shot was born.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกXLhbxG11dv
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Title: midnight talk569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกdBKNrUbRix
By: Kanae (Goth-Punk88 @ ff.net)569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกMasTmfmVyt
Rating: T569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกLiGPQZpAdV
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Author's Notes: Takes place post-series.
midnight talk;
A spark of alert flashes through her consciousness, briskly pulling her back from slumber. For a moment, she is disorientedโbut then sheย feelsย it. That ghost of a caress, his finger absentmindedly tracing that particular spot above her left breast. The spot that was buried underneath bite marks but that he somehow never failed to find.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผก6546fwbd1N
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โSasukeโฆ?โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกmkFZELVCu4
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He does not reply straight away; rather, his body speaks for himโthe hold of the arm circling her waist strengthening, his fingertips pressing against the tender skin of her hip and his toes coming to rest against her ankle. But when his voice joins his body language, it is nothing more than a mere murmur.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกgepNVxurPg
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โโฆWhat if Iโm not a good father, Karin?โ he inquires, his breath tickling her bare breast. โWhat ifโฆ they hate me?โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกDqAFrAV8Iq
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His free hand travels from her collarbones to her swollen belly, and Karin has to resist the urge to swat it away out of annoyance at his insecurities. Letting such a thing get to him, this was so unlike him.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกaFwY6ieCV1
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โWhyย would they hate you, Sasuke?โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผก8iaJiCRKLK
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His fingers move up,ย upย and come to lightly trace the tear-shaped scar that both of them knew only too well, and she feels it again, thenโthat fluctuation in his chakra. That drop of mud that had sent ripples to what used to be a peaceful current and that had pulled Karin back from her own rest.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกaQxC9L4YH1
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โโฆ I almost killed their mother, didnโt I?โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผก5TvKwBDeEs
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So this is what this was about, huh?569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกhwJRi3fGNW
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Karin sighs, raising her hand and letting her fingers entwine with locks of Sasukeโs jet-black hair. โWeโve been over this before, Sasuke.โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกVIagloQb00
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โI know,โ he acknowledges, but his chakra is still stirring and his voice is still a strained whisper. โI know, Karin. Butโฆโ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกjSBdpoAG4y
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โSasukeโโ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกYsddhmrNB0
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โโWhat I did wasโฆ still is unforgivable,โ he says, his voice gaining strength in order to overpower her complaints. โWhat right do I have to be the father of your children, Karin?โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกlCnSxuyLdl
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Their eyes meet, then. Karinโs glasses lie discarded on the nightstand, but she does not need themโnot when he was this close, with his head lying on the crook of her neck. Not even the darkness of the room could prevent Karin from reading the look in his eyes as clearly as she could read the turmoil swimming inside his chakra.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกKYsaWUNJNQ
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It makes her frown, her hand slipping down his hair and to his neck.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผก58c8tMaydk
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โDonโt be stupid, Sasuke. This isnโt aboutย rightsโyouย areย the father of my children, whether you like it or not. Itโs too late to turn back, now.โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกrQhduB7XRG
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I wouldnโt turn back even if I could, is what remains unsaid, but Karin hopes Sasuke will be able to pick it up from her gaze, from her touch. It is an undeniable truth that Sasuke should know well by now, and Karin is not going to indulge him by voicing it aloud.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกmnxhRvC4CZ
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So focused is she on her thoughts that she misses his movements. When his warm fingers come to lay against her cheek, delicately, as if afraid that she would disappear with the lightest of touches, Karin finds her breath leaving her in the form of a stifled gasp.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกjVZJCFz36z
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โWhyโฆ?โ he asks, his eyes boring into hers, and Karin finds her edges rounding and becoming cotton-soft under his touch and the urgency behind his gaze. โWhyย did you give me a second chance, Karin? Whyโฆ why do you allow me to stay by your side, despite everything Iโve done?โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกb6VoEeV0us
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โIโmโฆ no saint myself, Sasuke,โ Karin finds herself muttering, but anything she may have added slips through her mind and remains forgotten, as Sasuke pushes back the bangs from her forehead and begins to trace the contours of her face.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกf3vbINmo5F
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โNo,โ he agrees thoughtfully, voice soft. โYou are not, Karinโฆ But you are no devil, and Iโโ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกLLxNK6jHYY
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โAย man,โ Karin cuts in, firmly, and Sasukeโs fingers halt their ministrations. โYou are nothing but aย man, Sasuke. And men make mistakes.โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกT5lnrYycNd
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โโฆMistakes that couldโve cost your life, Karin,โ Sasuke reminds her, his eyes narrowing. Karinโs mirror his look, faded annoyance beginning to come back to life yet again.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกRpN7BwycfD
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Howย many times would they have to go through this before Sasuke let it go?ย Whenย would he learn that clinging onto the past never did any good? All his mistakesโall the pain he caused himself and those surrounding them steamed from that stubbornness of his, from that apparent incapability of living the present for what it was. And KarinโKarinย refusedย to let him continue to chastise himself in her nameโs sake.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกEDsxHYVFZW
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Not when she had already forgiven him a long time ago.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกhqgJV3n2Cc
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She wouldย notย play his game.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกPXchxDxl2v
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โIf you feel that way, then why are you with me, Sasuke?โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกZkHTK6ptvM
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โโฆ Because Iโm selfish,โ he replies after a breath, and his fingertips are tracing her lips, now, โIโve always been selfish, Karin. You know that well.โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกaACTKixOyC
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A ghost of a smile curves the corner of Karinโs lips, but she forces herself to hide it before he could have the chance to notice it through his touch. It was no time to humor him; not yet, at least.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกR9fgPnccdL
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โIs that all this is to you, then? You not wanting anyone else to have me?โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกONPPwOMsvL
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โNo,โ Sasuke states, and he is frowning, as if indignant by the suggestion alone. โYou know thatโs not how it is, Karin.โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกwzZu8jUn2a
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Oh, she knew.ย Of course, she knew, she would not be with him otherwise. But Sasuke needed to learn how to say it; because while she did not need to hear it, his children would.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกZPY8rtG0n5
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โThen let me hear it, Sasuke.โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกSjBz6eUqXA
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There is hesitance showcased in his eyes and expressed through the way his fingertips linger, unmoving, ghosting over her cheeks; but Karin did not allow herself to feel like she was being unfair to him, asking him to say words that she had yet to say aloud herself. But the difference was that Karinย knewย how to do so; she had not forgotten.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกkdqAqW1VJD
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But Sasuke? Sasukeย had. And Karin knew that was one of the thorns that kept jabbing at him whenever his eyes flickered across her swollen belly. A thorn embodied by the scar that remained as a memento right above her heart.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกFQVT4yKkez
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โKarinโฆโ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกdbt7VSLCqc
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And so, she does not back down.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกUXkvRTGW3X
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โSay it.โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกFqqc4KiW90
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Sasuke heaves in a sigh and closes his eyes for a long moment, defeated. Karin reaches out, thenโreaches out and traces his face with the same adoration with which he had been tracing hers, using her warm touch as encouragement.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกfLiPnymq2H
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When his obsidian eyes open again, what she sees in them steals the breath right off her lungs.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกyyerm3nmFi
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โKarin, Iโฆโ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกLYCNn5R6ai
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His voice fades into silence as the words stumble over each other inside his throat, inexperienced, alien to his lips but overpowering in their truthโand so Sasuke leans in and lets his lips speak wordlessly directly to Karinโs own, which answer their call with a hunger that would never cease to set his very veins aflame.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกdw5qbsZcGJ
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When they part, Karinโs arms, which were circling his neck, hold him in place; and so he lets his forehead lay against hers, his lips lightly brushing her own with every word he spoke.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกGUlu8UQHBZ
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โI want you, Karin,โ are the words he says aloud, but Karin hears beyond them and into the feelings he expressed through his kissโthrough his gaze, through his touch. And it is to them that she replies:569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกLucuselF6y
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โItโs the same for me,โ her voice an intimate whisper meant for him and him only. โAlways.โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผก78WqSptbXC
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Her name leaves his lips in the form of a shaky breath, and Karin holds him close, gives him solace in the modest curve of her breasts. โThey wonโt hate you, Sasuke,โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกZKzEEmBEwT
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โโฆ How can you know that?โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกcQllzV5IBz
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โDonโt you trust me?โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกY6NzFR3EQS
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Sasuke says nothing; he does not need to. Karin smiles. โThen trust me on this, Sasuke.โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกbCdV8xLuoI
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There is no way they will hate you, is what Karin tells him without words as she plays with his hair.ย Not if you look at them the way you looked at me just now.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกFxlVyCtK3C
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โโฆAlright.โ569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกdNW37739fL
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Karinโs gaze darts to his face, and she is pleased to see a peaceful expression taking over his features and reflecting on his chakra. The sight softens her smile, and she feels a surge of warmth expanding through her body as Sasuke unconsciously places his palm over her belly, the chakra of the two beings resting inside stirring to answer his call.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกIDfLPH3Hzl
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You idiot, Karin thinks, fondly.ย They love you, already.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผก8dTSdI86wS
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As did she. And that was all she needed to know to quiet down her own fears; her own insecurities.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผก0MT8oyAgyZ
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We will be fine, she knew.569Please respect copyright.๏ผฐ๏ผฅ๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผกTO8nhWbwrR
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Theyย wouldย be.
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