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「當劉文青來到小明床前,一副勉強樂觀的臉。當爸爸來到他床前又是嘆息又是後悔。」他說,「我就覺得不能這樣憂鬱下去。」1234 copyright protection702PENANAkDNTR7tp4v 尼
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「我在這個世界認識的畫家,但凡自稱是致鬱系的,都會兼稱為治癒系畫家。」我說。1234 copyright protection702PENANA0aekRflZte 尼
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「用一個比喻來說,如果致鬱系是畫黑夜的話,治癒系就是畫完黑夜後,再加一點光明。」我說。1234 copyright protection702PENANAFx3NnEHDyO 尼
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「例如你畫了一百幅致鬱系的單人畫像,有天你畫了兩個人坐在一起的畫。」我說,「心靈就被治癒了。」1234 copyright protection702PENANAFQLHrHG62s 尼
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「江郎才,你覺得,小明應該醒來嗎?」廣祥問。1234 copyright protection702PENANAwcE3ufTIi0 尼
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