無腸魚走近我身邊，和小妺妺兩人一排擋住我去路，我從下而上望，無腸魚的腹腔裡一覽無遺，盤骨以上，腸繫膜憑空懸吊，血管脈絡舒展如落葉橫枝，我見到各種不可名狀的支撐結構，但唯獨器官的本體是缺失的。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXekGoFTVY
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這時我卻冷靜下來。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxatCHdcxT
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儘管視覺上衝擊，我與魚師有約在先，兩人也沒有說過要做些甚麼。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZTRxdg5UF
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這是魚鰭，這是魚嘴，這是魚水撥。不過係一條魚。我不斷對自己講。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJRaoMQPLj
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHWaqxSJ7N
「小妺妺，係咪只要我食埋盤刺身，你地上星期應承過我嘅事就會當真？」我將櫈扶起，再坐在上面，飲一啖攤涼透的綠茶。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvbDOL1YJ4
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA23XXfRTQG
「不嬲都咁講。咁唔該借借得嗎？」小妺妹牽住無腸魚入坐，又再坐在我的旁邊。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMCWkAWlHh
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBokvUbdc5
「咁我食。」我下定決心，不過心中仍有不明不白，「但食還食，點解要將條魚拎出嚟比人望住食？」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaYXUS2c82
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lqGHGEJ53
「招牌菜嚟㗎嘛！」小妺妺答得理所當然。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInxaDRUG9C
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這時師傅做好了整盤刺身花，放在我面前。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoBsNaBGiz
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「係咪要聽故事先？我準備好啦！無腸魚既故事係點？我想聽架。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUUaX8ttab
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「唔洗啦！呢個故事唔係俾你聽。」小妺妺的答案出乎我意料。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLMUWsFAUs
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「吓？點解？」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZcOUhKwRd
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「因為你嘅食野，同眾生嘅食相唔一樣。眾生食肉落肚，係消化，你食肉落肚，係消滅。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklPfOVymcV
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnbmVVHB63
小妺妺中意講嘢有骨，我聽到哽耳。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXLl1OGz54
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObzl3j1xqz
「咁你地魚師食野有分別咩，我見你食魚咪又係咬下咬下吞。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhhPKNdjhf
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLyYTzUhAA
「點同！魚師嘅食係接納，食完肉，肉會流轉，落地生根，你食肉落肚，就係斷滅一場，乜都填補唔到。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkzn6PZhzf
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iKuz0n5MS
「有無人講過你講野一嚿嚿？」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6LJ4wnftf
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxbHiqs2FU
「咁係因為你有心行錯路，所以點極唔通。」小妺妹搖頭。「食野啦！食完你就上路。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMc8cCdJO7
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOii2jGramW
我求之不得，然後開始食刺身花，筷子從花的底部一夾，花就綻放開來，我閉緊眼一下，把肉吞入嘴。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxjcDzXs2F
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX7WuMPv7g
這是我第一次食無腸魚的肉，口感就像煙火腿，有點韌，如果不是師傅把肉刨成薄片，我大概不可能嚼爛。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMVcnl5oKk
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FQDUbLaEf
肉的香氣我沒有心情去感受，如果我有心去聞，可能一索到芬芳就要作嘔。一盞花接一盞花，我想吐，又不敢吐，只能夾硬下嚥。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmC0uD6wrz
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVP5XZnWRd
「你知唔知頭先點解你會生人唔生膽？因為蟹哥哥噡咗你個膽出嚟，長庚發現到，就塞返你個膽入蟹殼，還返比你，宜家駁返好，唔會留血，我先講返你聽。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJsDFGMCm9
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你點話點好。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRB12SNtf3J
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo6V15D4oo
我只能密密食，只想盡快將最後一啖刺身都塞入嘴。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlpVvX0pwi
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDZQBVuegm
突然有隻手在掃我的背脊，我一時軟弱，停下筷子：「Sally，係咪一切都返唔到轉頭。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGdISFbkDH
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xHB6iN29P
掃我背脊的手一個彈開。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqZCeZ8eon
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhK7Ec8stq
我睜開眼，刺身原來早已食完。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfwqjoFOBV
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DzJA4f9Fm
我起身埋單，找埋尾數，默點向師傅及小妺妺鞠躬：「多謝。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XU11XeYQY
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA7mySLsdB
「我地多謝你至真。」師傅沒有理我，小妺妹代為收好信封，也沒檢查內容，這時小妺妺把兩支長針交給我，「差啲唔記得。呢兩支針你袋住，有事就用嚟救命。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHEYybI94c
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfndkpYPADp
我不想接，覺得是有手尾跟的象徵，但小妺妺說是救命，我只能把針接下。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2G3mXvhdQ
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO7qOcQWXY
「咁無腸魚會點？佢啲野留係度？」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpRizgWXLg
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIsBogZDOQ
小妺妺不斷搖手打發，「唔好再多事啦，洗唔洗我講埋日文送客？」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY4N4LmgSz
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡol6nOLA38h
「唔洗唔洗！」我趕快收拾離座。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYiWgp0GHF
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpOhrpxfEw
「喂！」就在我背向師傅與小妺妺的一刻，忽然響起男人的一聲呼喝，食堂裡頓時金光大作，又立即熄滅，我轉身，只見小妺妺半個人爬上了檯面，一手捏住師傅的嘴。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjLSMHHtxD
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuhNYOFGeQ
「嘻嘻，師傅想提你，你頭先整壞咗鐵閘門，要你由後樓梯走。」小妺妺笑住解畫：「唔做絕啲點得。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPGhPjiWLf
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「吓？」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZ7bQCLu31
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「你整壞我地道門果陣講嘅。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRuqRjd8af
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnPHfp6qtc
「哦。唔好意思。」我不願多想，揭起橫板，「尾數我有比多，希望賠償返你地整門錢。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FeR531BC1
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDdZLOsZuT
「有心，咁你快啲走啦！」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kDYhjtb56
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUR5XlKv16
我衝入竹簾，跑到走火門前，插銷沒有插上，我直接拉開，走落後樓梯。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZUyppZgeq
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZL1OKEA3hv
「哥仔，你一陣落到街要照下鏡啦，頭髮都亂哂！」男聲又再傳到樓梯裡。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoxx9uygO3
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoY6CkDYkZo
「衰人長庚！」小妺妺尖叫。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14Mx3eQzXu
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkc7ANA9Hb
「哈哈哈！」又有另一把男人笑聲傳出。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w29tucTtg
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4UjH9qrA1
「蟹哥哥！你仲好意思笑！」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAgx87j6RA
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM5DmUY9Ws
我一心逃離魔窟，跑住落樓梯，直到推開消防門推桿，整個人重新走入大街，我才開始深呼吸，可能是因為我舉動太大，行人們立即彈開。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHOGKb8sTU
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這時我打開手機，原來手機一直斷了訊號，我熄了網絡再開，足足用了兩分鐘幾才見到有數據的上下箭嘴，急不及待，我打給Mandy：345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwqlFkwl5E
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWh4V3FXbX
「喂？Mandy？我做完啦，你係咪係附近等緊？」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPUej3TKYa
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsKEiZAiqi
「我知啊！師父係咪好靈呢！頭先師傅個侄女打咗俾我啦，佢話你行開咗一陣，叫我上嚟飲杯酒等你喎。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgbKXl77JS
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnETuFK7Dh
我心頭一緊。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4Clq11VTo
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cUz6nSGwO
「咁你係邊？」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0AKPsLI40
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25Tc34UuyX
「我坐住等緊你啦⋯⋯成個細蚊仔咁無交帶！（小妺妺把聲：姐姐你飲多杯啦，菊花露好清涼，m到前爆啲瘡半日就會陰！）哈哈，咁我飲多杯⋯⋯（朵花仔可以吞埋架！）⋯⋯」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOfBT4wgUO
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHX1pnjdt1F
Mandy沒有再應電話，我心急如焚。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNREycd87P
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqinprpDY8Y
這時一個路人走過來拍我膊頭，在緊張關頭我整個人彈起，問佢做咩。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C0WKFLTzN
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5Iz5NjDxm
「你洗唔洗叫白車啊！你對腳⋯⋯」我一手壓實他的嘴，再環望四周，現場圍滿了路人，一面驚恐，又不敢行近。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeOkxfYr4g
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Wkk3bqhsP
「我對腳係咪好恐怖？」我問眼前這個路人。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuEpgIfOAd
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他點頭。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsRGgb7shF
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「得，唔洗講。」我的心如墮冰窟，顫抖的手拿起長針，咬緊牙關，噗！噗！一支一支插入自己耳朵。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo78kNwL2VA
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84U7DzwRLQ
身後消防門打開，跑出六個小朋友，我及時拉住門，再走了回去。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkol5kcLNO0
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我嗱嗱臨走上兩層樓梯，走火門仍然是打開的。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkJqFBS8mn
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDj37sdZvtP
我進過走廊，掀起竹簾，Mandy不在，我見師傳在廚房忙於切內臟，小妺妺在師傅旁邊踮腳站著，從飯煲潷出白飯並搓成飯粒。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFrsN2doFI
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW1onv9ogI
在壽師吧檯的對面，無腸魚坐在原來位置，一手舉著筷子。在魚的面前是一盤壽司，有卷物有握壽司，紅紅白白，我覺得無論是放在飯上面的，還是捲在飯入面的，全都是內臟。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtHJYz0Ckl
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUeoTuYmzn
而無腸魚的旁邊，坐了一個白衣和尚，在扶住她的手臂去夾食物。無腸魚的筷子一夾中壽司，就會即刻放入嘴，上一啖未吞完，手已經夾定下一件。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJtQ9BoC2h
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6MTXc3vf3
師傅密密做壽司，一板接一板，開始在壽司吧檯上排隊。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvcFvrbMCh
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這時和尚把頭擰向我，他兩個眼窩裡有一條條紅色肌肉在動，卻沒有眼珠在中央。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE7LCDaDdE
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvLO7Ylnk6
「Mandy呢？」我心灰意冷。「Mandy係邊度？」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiP7uaSvSy8
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHLHHCdkgC
小妺妺望了我一眼，想笑，嘴巴開開合合，不知在和師傅講甚麼。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOv3QvC6tM
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「傻更更！你耳仔插住兩支針，又點聽人地講野？」我卻聽到Sally的聲音。「Mandy無架啦，無咗架啦。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQP6pepY2G
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgBhvz4MhD
我轉頭，看著她，腦海一片空白。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhkyuIPKbC
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「你後唔後悔？答我。」Sally問我。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1knjedKSzg
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我輕輕點頭。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauolrC3AeQ
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「哎哎哎！你小心啲唔好向下望咗啊，望咗你就會衰！」Sally迷信，有心不講正字。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1H7MKMBm87
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「係咪一切都返唔到轉頭。」我問。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiHE2W2rja
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00qj22QSsK
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