第一章336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1GWRLHsa4
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溫蕭蕭小時候曾經特地查過自己的生日花花語，她想看看自己的生日花長甚麼樣子，花語是甚麼。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERv7zgvFvm
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她覺得那花一定很特別。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFIVsnidMn
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOQ4EpAhcI
沒想到出來的花竟是又小又不起眼，分明地白色花瓣，黃色的花蕊，綠色的細長葉子，上面寫著白色水仙。她覺得這花醜得要命，她一點點都不喜歡。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNoExeidrG
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1JVc2eMsb
更加討厭下面解釋的花語:自戀、深愛自己，難以愛上別人。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1oKee8hk5
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwx3O1FvbN
蕭蕭火速翻找別的花去了，她覺得這花跟此時又小又平凡的自己完全不搭邊。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzIzXTIQBg
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk01zFAn9Oi
誰能料到後來竟是一語成殲。溫蕭蕭更是在恢復單身很久以後才突然這花語的真實性驚醒。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh5S8CrR6Z
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第二章336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuybaKde5e
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHyNcRbQmR
溫蕭蕭屬於頭腦比較晚開竅的那一類人，她的學業是到國高中的時候才漸漸開始步入正軌，到升高中的那一段時間更是到達顛峰。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWyDFbJj9d
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yexMV9G0Z
於是她成為了國中教師辦公室裡廣為流傳的全能型才女，德智體育美全面發展，在年級裡赫赫有名。有名的程度甚至傳到了即將升入的高中部老師及學長姐的耳朵裡。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzxa8EVxqe
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ35H3GQoow
受到年級裡男同學們的青睞更是公開的秘密，各種明著暗著追求。其中最出名的有兩位，他們都和溫蕭蕭同班，分別是郭耀崇和裴宗正。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXyknRdOjh
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JCCFJRl2x
郭耀崇長得比較憨厚老實，長年寸板頭、帶著一副老式眼鏡、眼睛很小，簡單地形容就像一隻肥壯的田鼠。他對溫蕭蕭的追求是極致的明目張膽。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksSWJRoziO
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kGKfgntFU
他會在朝會的時候大喊溫蕭蕭的大名以博得關注、會在作文課上寫情書當眾朗讀、關注溫蕭蕭上下課的一舉一動，甚至她私下偷偷聽甚麼歌他每一首都知道。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE130jfpSf
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlJtAD3ZcT
又或是在午休的時候拜託女同學把他的親手做的禮物交給溫蕭蕭，然而送的每一件禮物都足以令溫蕭蕭本人記憶深刻，只不過是屬於驚嚇的那種深刻。比如一堆自己疊的、毫無實用性的木頭製風車、相框、擺飾套組，理由是他覺得自己疊得非常有趣，想送溫蕭蕭一份。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGIUPxq151
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbsdPr7QYC
他的追求令溫蕭蕭無論如何都適應不了，反觀裴宗正就是屬於極致的潤物細無聲。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OBIHZjS3c
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbn4hIJnFEt
裴宗正長得比較周正紳士，是本身也有女生追求的那種溫柔大男孩。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMXGW3tELt
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgS7p2epmH
他的告白更是浪漫到頂點，他會在答案紙上寫一串數學題裝著不知道讓溫蕭蕭教他計算，答案不是520就是各種我愛你、I LOVE U的諧音；幫溫蕭蕭帶宵夜的時候在宵夜盒上寫告白的話；換座位的時候不知道用了甚麼辦法讓老師調過，才能每次都剛剛好坐在溫蕭蕭的旁邊；人多的時候故意護在她旁邊走，實際上趁機會若有若無的貼在溫蕭蕭身上。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUOgxALMEM
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkIQgtwN9S
因此結果顯而易見，正值青春少女心的溫蕭蕭被裴宗正勾得不可自己。那時她覺得自己就是書裡妥妥的女主角，完全符合小說裡人物設定，喜歡的人剛好也喜歡著自己，是多麼妙不可言的事。
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wz9GREWp2
於是在國中的畢業典禮上，溫蕭蕭正式答應了裴宗正的追求。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb4TW4ehUg
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnX9Z4a9Vq1
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第三章336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJfeaFDeAi
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMNLkMyseX
暑假後新的學期開始了。郭耀崇去了另一所高中，裴宗正和溫蕭蕭上了同一個高中，並被分配到一個班。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTV6AFWeuW
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw0dVZoaHf
因為溫蕭蕭是年級裡的風雲人物，暑假時她和裴宗正成了一對的事情早傳遍了年級。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdToXKdhW8a
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjfVghwtRG
以至開學後當溫蕭蕭說他們已經分手時大家都傻了眼。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkbZ1pq1hJ
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cmDhacRjG
「真分手了?」跟溫蕭蕭要好的國中同學都紛紛來向她求證。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EUuH8ajHK
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MP91acP6K
「真分手了。」溫蕭蕭不耐煩的說道。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR9uIPzcPG
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4PRgEoxMD
「為甚麼?」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAUima8K3l
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQ89vyRUOG
「就這樣，沒為甚麼。」溫蕭蕭頭也沒抬，拿著新發的書本開始預習了起來。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6DCj9RrAa
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmdnn32z9t
事實上這戀情在暑假僅僅持續了一個禮拜，就被蕭蕭單方面判了死刑。更準確地說，是在他們暑假一起去旅遊的第一晚發生初吻的剎那就已經結束。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjvs7Sxe3B
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaVw8EBvI3
蕭蕭發現自己跟裴宗正接吻完全沒有任何心動的感覺，那心情基本和平時夜晚入睡時一樣，沒有任何波瀾。跟小說裡描述得完全相反，事後還覺得有些噁心。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr4GPO6POf
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgelPhonU7X
很明顯這不是戀愛時應該有的感覺，蕭蕭不覺得她真的喜歡裴宗正。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1W5kHgsl61
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqnJD1Ho9l
在接下來的行程裡，只有裴宗正一個人在狂歡。蕭蕭表面應和，實際上早已失去了兩個人一起玩樂的心情，她甚至覺得周邊的風景都比裴宗正有趣。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUzJVHcLTA
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7ppgNxzu8
好不容易捱到結束回了家，蕭蕭立即給裴宗正發了分手信。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl88FJpiYzX
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDZDJ6QnGp
「我們分手吧!」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8U0UCt5Be
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzogpefaUTm
剩下的暑假，蕭蕭手機、電腦裡一切用來通訊的手段全部塞滿了裴宗正的未接電話及信息。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5gLh6058z
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKluEuXqRE
內容歸根結底就是問她為甚麼分手。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqsKz5Sv4U
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJISvZdZNT
「對不起，我沒感覺了。」蕭蕭這樣解釋過。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMECyVJI4h
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT9E6w1o7P
但真正原因她自己不知道。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDYZ5xu3oP
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVlkosNEzy
裴宗正向她要的是她自己都不知道的那個答案。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDZKD49mQR
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlKEBuxKkO
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGruHRPK5xF
第四章336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsL7Jt2DYI
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p28PjBgzS
蕭蕭覺得自己和前任在一個班上已經是非常尷尬。所以私下基本沒有主動和裴宗正交流，頂多發卷子時難免會打上照面，蕭蕭也是以抿嘴尬笑帶過。盡可能地不和這個人有任何交集。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZcgyxyQsD
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgl1hUgaNt
就在她以為高中的前半段就要這麼度過時，裴宗正開始向她下了長達兩年的戰書。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSuVyaXC7v
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36xW2xrIMr
高一下學期的他在班上交了一個女朋友，藉口給新任女友過生日，自掏腰包下館子邀請全班為她慶生。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXLVtzenHC
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOSVhy7E1i
這邀請蕭蕭壓根沒想去，無奈被班長一拖再拖、一拽再拽，在最後即將吹蠟燭的一刻到了慶生現場。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbNgRUvXO4
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JxLeTPHsA
蕭蕭原本打算等壽星許完願吹完蠟燭後，向前道聲生日快樂就立即離開現場。然而就在她對著裴宗正新任女友說生日快樂的下一秒，裴宗正就在她的面前、眾目睽睽之下，猛然抬起女友的下巴，開始大大方方地接吻、擲地有聲。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgCPz4uGKA
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2V71c6tVg
這把蕭蕭嚇了一大跳。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6g7TglNnXx
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiObfa8zNcr
她發誓在那個當下她完全沒有產生任何不快的心裡，純粹只是覺得事情發生得太出乎意料、感到過於驚訝和羞恥。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwf72UImuBg
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FclAEFDxa
前任男友當著前任女友的面和現任女友接吻，這還能說明甚麼。一個是表示已經徹底放下了過去、另一個目的則是讓前女友吃醋。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHhe7Pjj41
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrzMemsE3x
蕭蕭很明顯地感覺到裴宗正的一系列行為屬於後者。因為按裴宗正的性格，要是正常談個戀愛根本就不會如此明目張膽。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IYzb6W36D
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOBL8L6ZZq
畫面實在太具有衝擊性，蕭蕭根本不知道自己是如何離開現場的。等她回過神時已經是在回去的路上，身邊同學都在議論他們剛才大膽的行為。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPnzm2o9wu
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmvfyu7Ls0
「蕭，你看到沒，他們剛剛竟然在接吻。」、「就是，這也太誇張了。」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfN2AvEL6dv
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0Hhw4wQMR
「重點是當著妳的面。」、「誰知道裴宗正是不是故意的。」不知道分手真相的大家都在替蕭蕭打抱不平。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mpSfo3XEj
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFQKNJQwPS
不是這樣的，蕭蕭只能在心裡苦笑。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHjGreq85F
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKf8PUZd7J
又一件事向蕭蕭證明她低估了裴宗正鬧騰的能力。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRFaS3kDrE
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tMaewOP07
校慶結束的夜晚是班級自由活動的時間，通常會在教室裡開小型趴，大家一起吃吃喝喝，偶爾班裡有才藝的人會上台展示節目助興。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TDeYlz7AP
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjvBuFcGNW
裴宗正女友搬來了一架古琴，開始現場彈奏。蕭蕭甚至還覺得她真的彈得很不錯。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡna20wkrwwd
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGJ85LDfNN
在一曲終了後，大家紛紛起立鼓掌。裴宗正越過人群到台中央，將坐在台中央的女友一把拉起，直接給了對方一個大大地擁抱加離地旋轉。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5hjczJxdO
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1peCYR9Ah
接著周圍開始有人起鬨叫喊，「親一個!」、「親一個!」、「親一個!」。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6cKM2O3WR
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然後他們再次當眾接吻。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjBKLG9lWM
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWzZl9HGCi
蕭蕭明顯又準確地看到了期間裴宗正向她投來的眼神，分明就是赤裸裸地挑釁和試探。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinvQcy2GPp
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLdl793aKe
蕭蕭就此對裴宗正徹底改觀，從抱歉到無感、再從失望到厭惡。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwDU5SQBbv
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFtMtKWVKT
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第五章336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LquF5Pol9
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF0fhxgVWJ
蕭蕭受不了裴宗正一而再、再而三當眾挑釁，她在高二分班前轉學了。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgEeie8WmO
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSDGMELtlr
她知道裴宗正一直這麼做的原因是想要看到她後悔，向他求饒，然後再回去做他的女朋友。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCUYzICD9w
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTYrPNekOP
但是她並不想欺騙自己也欺騙裴宗正，她的確對裴宗正並不是真的喜歡，喜歡的話不會連接吻都沒有任何感覺。而且她在第一時間也認認真真的給他發過道歉的短信，只是裴宗正不願意接受。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzioxqPC932
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzEFUs1GPe
蕭蕭把手機號碼、所有的通訊帳號都換了個遍，只有稍微親密的同學知道她的新聯繫方式。然後安靜地度過了她高中的後半段時光。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxszTGAhUO6
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkioWg706PF
後來聽說裴宗正在她離開不久後就分手了。蕭蕭在高考前夕，收到了好友的短信，說是受不住裴宗正的軟磨硬泡，把蕭蕭的手機號碼告訴了他，說是他要最後發個加油的短信。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj0S9h9SK5
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBLOD8YLPc
好友也勸蕭蕭，在高考這個節骨眼上就放各自一馬，好好為對方加油就當這件事翻翩了。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ77AOlQpY5
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTCYaMuFoq
蕭蕭後來也的確收到了無數通不認識的號碼打來的電話和短信，只是她一直沒接也沒看。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFxIbzY0YH
336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcRjxtaBnH
因為這件事，好友跟蕭蕭鬧翻，說蕭蕭是一個自私又狠心的女人，只想著自己，連前任的一個和好電話也不接、短信也不看。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4diJsyJpY
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蕭蕭始終沉默著沒有反駁，她所認為的好友最終選擇了離她而去。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnafAgAF1A4
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再後來蕭蕭考上了大學，也交了男朋友。但是無論她於交往前再如何謹慎地反覆確認，每任的結局都和當時裴宗正一樣，接吻後就結束。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZnGj6NmZJ
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接吻對蕭蕭來說彷彿就是個魔咒，只要一吻上，再怎麼喜歡的感覺絕對煙消雲散。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqoGbbpfsU
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她不知道自己到底是得了甚麼病。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTzBVlpN1n
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再過一段時間以後，蕭蕭漸漸變得麻木，不管自己對對方再怎麼有好感，蕭蕭都堅決拒絕交往的邀請、否認自己曾經有過的動心。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgG3LyDK22s
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她變得完全不相信自己。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k2JtdhbSi
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在很久之後的某一天，她心血來潮重新搜索自己的生日花語，然後就又看到了很久以前曾看到過的這樣一段話:336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUoUhf26VW
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純白水仙的花語就是陶醉，充滿了自戀，自我陶醉。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN1ahQctRs
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受到這種花的祝福的人，深愛自己但是卻難以敞開心胸去愛別人。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uJ741IDvh
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希臘神話中那喀索斯因被水中自己的倒影迷上，便就此喪命。心理界把這種自戀型人格稱為那喀索斯症。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwTminRY7s
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