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溫蕭蕭小時候曾經特地查過自己的生日花花語,她想看看自己的生日花長甚麼樣子,花語是甚麼。375Please respect copyright.PENANAMQlXX7Al81
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她覺得那花一定很特別。375Please respect copyright.PENANAA06FAxpjMJ
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沒想到出來的花竟是又小又不起眼,分明地白色花瓣,黃色的花蕊,綠色的細長葉子,上面寫著白色水仙。她覺得這花醜得要命,她一點點都不喜歡。375Please respect copyright.PENANAoprs2bM0jI
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更加討厭下面解釋的花語:自戀、深愛自己,難以愛上別人。375Please respect copyright.PENANAAZfhL4tpvG
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蕭蕭火速翻找別的花去了,她覺得這花跟此時又小又平凡的自己完全不搭邊。375Please respect copyright.PENANABdgfWaJttq
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誰能料到後來竟是一語成殲。溫蕭蕭更是在恢復單身很久以後才突然這花語的真實性驚醒。375Please respect copyright.PENANAAhC4p8ip62
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溫蕭蕭屬於頭腦比較晚開竅的那一類人,她的學業是到國高中的時候才漸漸開始步入正軌,到升高中的那一段時間更是到達顛峰。375Please respect copyright.PENANAwGtYiqncME
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於是她成為了國中教師辦公室裡廣為流傳的全能型才女,德智體育美全面發展,在年級裡赫赫有名。有名的程度甚至傳到了即將升入的高中部老師及學長姐的耳朵裡。375Please respect copyright.PENANA5uuhpiR3N0
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受到年級裡男同學們的青睞更是公開的秘密,各種明著暗著追求。其中最出名的有兩位,他們都和溫蕭蕭同班,分別是郭耀崇和裴宗正。375Please respect copyright.PENANAzARSVeqnYz
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郭耀崇長得比較憨厚老實,長年寸板頭、帶著一副老式眼鏡、眼睛很小,簡單地形容就像一隻肥壯的田鼠。他對溫蕭蕭的追求是極致的明目張膽。375Please respect copyright.PENANAHfc8YMXfO0
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他會在朝會的時候大喊溫蕭蕭的大名以博得關注、會在作文課上寫情書當眾朗讀、關注溫蕭蕭上下課的一舉一動,甚至她私下偷偷聽甚麼歌他每一首都知道。375Please respect copyright.PENANADjBTu3A3UL
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又或是在午休的時候拜託女同學把他的親手做的禮物交給溫蕭蕭,然而送的每一件禮物都足以令溫蕭蕭本人記憶深刻,只不過是屬於驚嚇的那種深刻。比如一堆自己疊的、毫無實用性的木頭製風車、相框、擺飾套組,理由是他覺得自己疊得非常有趣,想送溫蕭蕭一份。375Please respect copyright.PENANACx2lTnW613
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他的追求令溫蕭蕭無論如何都適應不了,反觀裴宗正就是屬於極致的潤物細無聲。375Please respect copyright.PENANAFGg1Ni2aZA
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裴宗正長得比較周正紳士,是本身也有女生追求的那種溫柔大男孩。375Please respect copyright.PENANAVg7mFCk3P1
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他的告白更是浪漫到頂點,他會在答案紙上寫一串數學題裝著不知道讓溫蕭蕭教他計算,答案不是520就是各種我愛你、I LOVE U的諧音;幫溫蕭蕭帶宵夜的時候在宵夜盒上寫告白的話;換座位的時候不知道用了甚麼辦法讓老師調過,才能每次都剛剛好坐在溫蕭蕭的旁邊;人多的時候故意護在她旁邊走,實際上趁機會若有若無的貼在溫蕭蕭身上。375Please respect copyright.PENANAjr1n5xfPgL
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因此結果顯而易見,正值青春少女心的溫蕭蕭被裴宗正勾得不可自己。那時她覺得自己就是書裡妥妥的女主角,完全符合小說裡人物設定,喜歡的人剛好也喜歡著自己,是多麼妙不可言的事。
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於是在國中的畢業典禮上,溫蕭蕭正式答應了裴宗正的追求。375Please respect copyright.PENANAfR0dnJUCrW
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暑假後新的學期開始了。郭耀崇去了另一所高中,裴宗正和溫蕭蕭上了同一個高中,並被分配到一個班。375Please respect copyright.PENANAOvBgpLTQnf
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因為溫蕭蕭是年級裡的風雲人物,暑假時她和裴宗正成了一對的事情早傳遍了年級。375Please respect copyright.PENANA8E4gUbwgA3
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以至開學後當溫蕭蕭說他們已經分手時大家都傻了眼。375Please respect copyright.PENANAr9dwrwRTRm
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「真分手了?」跟溫蕭蕭要好的國中同學都紛紛來向她求證。375Please respect copyright.PENANAr5WWZgZuFb
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「真分手了。」溫蕭蕭不耐煩的說道。375Please respect copyright.PENANAhu2QJoAjo3
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「為甚麼?」375Please respect copyright.PENANAEc82vQiXBK
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「就這樣,沒為甚麼。」溫蕭蕭頭也沒抬,拿著新發的書本開始預習了起來。375Please respect copyright.PENANACC4cItW8ne
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事實上這戀情在暑假僅僅持續了一個禮拜,就被蕭蕭單方面判了死刑。更準確地說,是在他們暑假一起去旅遊的第一晚發生初吻的剎那就已經結束。375Please respect copyright.PENANAdyuTalHG9Q
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蕭蕭發現自己跟裴宗正接吻完全沒有任何心動的感覺,那心情基本和平時夜晚入睡時一樣,沒有任何波瀾。跟小說裡描述得完全相反,事後還覺得有些噁心。375Please respect copyright.PENANAI6Xz8rfSJd
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很明顯這不是戀愛時應該有的感覺,蕭蕭不覺得她真的喜歡裴宗正。375Please respect copyright.PENANAe6b6jZQatX
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在接下來的行程裡,只有裴宗正一個人在狂歡。蕭蕭表面應和,實際上早已失去了兩個人一起玩樂的心情,她甚至覺得周邊的風景都比裴宗正有趣。375Please respect copyright.PENANAf2EoJfcmvy
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好不容易捱到結束回了家,蕭蕭立即給裴宗正發了分手信。375Please respect copyright.PENANAUUQ4jp7F3f
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「我們分手吧!」375Please respect copyright.PENANAmmEH2MChJL
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剩下的暑假,蕭蕭手機、電腦裡一切用來通訊的手段全部塞滿了裴宗正的未接電話及信息。375Please respect copyright.PENANABjf4Ff2Pkk
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內容歸根結底就是問她為甚麼分手。375Please respect copyright.PENANAS3UVVR50WZ
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「對不起,我沒感覺了。」蕭蕭這樣解釋過。375Please respect copyright.PENANAI4ASV2M2lu
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但真正原因她自己不知道。375Please respect copyright.PENANALfxOdyPlJD
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裴宗正向她要的是她自己都不知道的那個答案。375Please respect copyright.PENANAmiNzeMV030
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蕭蕭覺得自己和前任在一個班上已經是非常尷尬。所以私下基本沒有主動和裴宗正交流,頂多發卷子時難免會打上照面,蕭蕭也是以抿嘴尬笑帶過。盡可能地不和這個人有任何交集。375Please respect copyright.PENANAyyIteoyXw5
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就在她以為高中的前半段就要這麼度過時,裴宗正開始向她下了長達兩年的戰書。375Please respect copyright.PENANA0P1nVTebLo
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高一下學期的他在班上交了一個女朋友,藉口給新任女友過生日,自掏腰包下館子邀請全班為她慶生。375Please respect copyright.PENANAudOu8WdUII
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這邀請蕭蕭壓根沒想去,無奈被班長一拖再拖、一拽再拽,在最後即將吹蠟燭的一刻到了慶生現場。375Please respect copyright.PENANANbMGjsQln4
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蕭蕭原本打算等壽星許完願吹完蠟燭後,向前道聲生日快樂就立即離開現場。然而就在她對著裴宗正新任女友說生日快樂的下一秒,裴宗正就在她的面前、眾目睽睽之下,猛然抬起女友的下巴,開始大大方方地接吻、擲地有聲。375Please respect copyright.PENANA1fsJMdapnz
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這把蕭蕭嚇了一大跳。375Please respect copyright.PENANAEyqMztdvxn
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她發誓在那個當下她完全沒有產生任何不快的心裡,純粹只是覺得事情發生得太出乎意料、感到過於驚訝和羞恥。375Please respect copyright.PENANA2508aZ7FR6
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前任男友當著前任女友的面和現任女友接吻,這還能說明甚麼。一個是表示已經徹底放下了過去、另一個目的則是讓前女友吃醋。375Please respect copyright.PENANAE0EMLH6BqM
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蕭蕭很明顯地感覺到裴宗正的一系列行為屬於後者。因為按裴宗正的性格,要是正常談個戀愛根本就不會如此明目張膽。375Please respect copyright.PENANASCobiNKBoy
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畫面實在太具有衝擊性,蕭蕭根本不知道自己是如何離開現場的。等她回過神時已經是在回去的路上,身邊同學都在議論他們剛才大膽的行為。375Please respect copyright.PENANAwPYUJSBIGG
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「蕭,你看到沒,他們剛剛竟然在接吻。」、「就是,這也太誇張了。」375Please respect copyright.PENANA4JkVPUblqe
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「重點是當著妳的面。」、「誰知道裴宗正是不是故意的。」不知道分手真相的大家都在替蕭蕭打抱不平。375Please respect copyright.PENANA3s3mrCGK7F
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不是這樣的,蕭蕭只能在心裡苦笑。375Please respect copyright.PENANAh0ulV55Sdb
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又一件事向蕭蕭證明她低估了裴宗正鬧騰的能力。375Please respect copyright.PENANAVgprv6QH42
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校慶結束的夜晚是班級自由活動的時間,通常會在教室裡開小型趴,大家一起吃吃喝喝,偶爾班裡有才藝的人會上台展示節目助興。375Please respect copyright.PENANA1eFZf9SmYH
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裴宗正女友搬來了一架古琴,開始現場彈奏。蕭蕭甚至還覺得她真的彈得很不錯。375Please respect copyright.PENANAn3nMH7RH69
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在一曲終了後,大家紛紛起立鼓掌。裴宗正越過人群到台中央,將坐在台中央的女友一把拉起,直接給了對方一個大大地擁抱加離地旋轉。375Please respect copyright.PENANATLcHTyv6mR
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接著周圍開始有人起鬨叫喊,「親一個!」、「親一個!」、「親一個!」。375Please respect copyright.PENANANvJqJkNto2
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然後他們再次當眾接吻。375Please respect copyright.PENANAc98OQfQrYb
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蕭蕭明顯又準確地看到了期間裴宗正向她投來的眼神,分明就是赤裸裸地挑釁和試探。375Please respect copyright.PENANAVJan4PjALy
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蕭蕭就此對裴宗正徹底改觀,從抱歉到無感、再從失望到厭惡。375Please respect copyright.PENANA0WDtJPWKbE
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蕭蕭受不了裴宗正一而再、再而三當眾挑釁,她在高二分班前轉學了。375Please respect copyright.PENANAWneQrUa40r
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她知道裴宗正一直這麼做的原因是想要看到她後悔,向他求饒,然後再回去做他的女朋友。375Please respect copyright.PENANANKwuZLtZD7
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但是她並不想欺騙自己也欺騙裴宗正,她的確對裴宗正並不是真的喜歡,喜歡的話不會連接吻都沒有任何感覺。而且她在第一時間也認認真真的給他發過道歉的短信,只是裴宗正不願意接受。375Please respect copyright.PENANAApeq1AAPNw
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蕭蕭把手機號碼、所有的通訊帳號都換了個遍,只有稍微親密的同學知道她的新聯繫方式。然後安靜地度過了她高中的後半段時光。375Please respect copyright.PENANAeRx7Rk9a1q
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後來聽說裴宗正在她離開不久後就分手了。蕭蕭在高考前夕,收到了好友的短信,說是受不住裴宗正的軟磨硬泡,把蕭蕭的手機號碼告訴了他,說是他要最後發個加油的短信。375Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZKFvppPYV
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好友也勸蕭蕭,在高考這個節骨眼上就放各自一馬,好好為對方加油就當這件事翻翩了。375Please respect copyright.PENANAYv9Cfz3Cpe
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蕭蕭後來也的確收到了無數通不認識的號碼打來的電話和短信,只是她一直沒接也沒看。375Please respect copyright.PENANAMTt37E78HA
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因為這件事,好友跟蕭蕭鬧翻,說蕭蕭是一個自私又狠心的女人,只想著自己,連前任的一個和好電話也不接、短信也不看。375Please respect copyright.PENANAhtPNoFGUa4
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蕭蕭始終沉默著沒有反駁,她所認為的好友最終選擇了離她而去。375Please respect copyright.PENANAe1LZ3CeCC7
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再後來蕭蕭考上了大學,也交了男朋友。但是無論她於交往前再如何謹慎地反覆確認,每任的結局都和當時裴宗正一樣,接吻後就結束。375Please respect copyright.PENANAra5nr1rcGa
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接吻對蕭蕭來說彷彿就是個魔咒,只要一吻上,再怎麼喜歡的感覺絕對煙消雲散。375Please respect copyright.PENANAQLDiPt6mJz
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她不知道自己到底是得了甚麼病。375Please respect copyright.PENANA91kABat81I
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再過一段時間以後,蕭蕭漸漸變得麻木,不管自己對對方再怎麼有好感,蕭蕭都堅決拒絕交往的邀請、否認自己曾經有過的動心。375Please respect copyright.PENANASynjMhBja6
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她變得完全不相信自己。375Please respect copyright.PENANAMh5FiwayZ9
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在很久之後的某一天,她心血來潮重新搜索自己的生日花語,然後就又看到了很久以前曾看到過的這樣一段話:375Please respect copyright.PENANAXmcXYwgFpq
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純白水仙的花語就是陶醉,充滿了自戀,自我陶醉。375Please respect copyright.PENANABj1aQSQ1vY
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受到這種花的祝福的人,深愛自己但是卻難以敞開心胸去愛別人。375Please respect copyright.PENANACRyI4vpGM7
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希臘神話中那喀索斯因被水中自己的倒影迷上,便就此喪命。心理界把這種自戀型人格稱為那喀索斯症。375Please respect copyright.PENANAzWAcKK8Ptz
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以上有關純白水仙的花語及解釋均來源於網路相關詞條。