I wish I could understand why I feel this way377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsGfloQ8BP
Why flying doesn't feel the same 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PlKmV7urp
And the lows don't seem to fade377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc224XFo1gq
They just linger and remain
I find myself trapped with no incentive to fix it, to rewrite the narrative 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPcqippryN
Instead my mind picks it apart, going straight for the heart377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcxYhTINvm
I gotta give it to them, they play it pretty smart
I wish I could tell you everything that makes me hurt 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcEhaDdl8H
I wish I could convert it into something better, avert from the inevitable 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlOXCntTk9
I'll convert this pain into something that works 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iaF757XEx
Something that works to be charitable to my health, make my pain more revocable and severable 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyughrxhAb0
Because after several years of being rendered inseparable from this feeling 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2gC3vd7Sb
I finally feel like I'm worth freeing 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEQzrt9iRr
That this pain made me bleed, but it can't keep me377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcYqcMuG9Y
I'm finally fleeing
But my superficial confidence is fleeting as my heart slows its beating 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHgR4nSYxD
The breathing turns to drowning 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvNJ4lmKaC
The seconds I'm counting, turns to shouting 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWzzgvnwv9
I'm pounding on the walls, sounding my alarms377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqU2iWWUZA
But no one welcomes me with open arms377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHoDC5MVqp
Their love is fictitious 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruLeezI7ny
So thus, restarts the vicious cycle377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhLnbsHaLV
I try to focus on my survival, but I never see its arrival 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6O02voaMK1
So I lay here, my body limp and my heart slowing 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWloAfkEgNc
The deprival of blood, of color, of feeling 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBcEZPzX4P
My life is fleeting, like the confidcence I once had 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb5dc0iaDG
I never meet my revival
But no one understands, no one offers a hand 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2K2qcsN2y
I try to stand, my lungs expand, only to to be stuck in secondhand smoke377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMUfAXYvLt
My voice broke as the smoke filled my lungs and covered my eyes like some sort of cloak 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpdhHQFtD7
I tried to yell, to call out for help, but all I did was choke
Falling on my knees, right back to the ground, I look around 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaaqnVvUuU
Listening to the elaborate planning of everything demanding a change 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmVfgK6gqx
They get their way, nothing remains the same377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1e4RkqZYR
All I feel is shame as I call out every name, hoping for someone to see everything slipping away 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqTg8sTpfs
But no one comes my way, I'm disregarded and pushed away 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVxV50aTRn
I guess no one wanted me around anyway
I give in to the deadly game, as if I was ever given a choice 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0MlGuaF8g
But maybe my only claim to fame would be that I'm pretty damn good at playing this game 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNjTa7uOHv
Even if it feels like I'm locked in a cage377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbN6PwqE1UQ
The game of push and pull with the demons in my mind377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0rzAZnN4d
Darkness covering my eyes, I'm blind 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7N5HjFbIZv
But full of myself and always on time 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGDtDLEkt3
I admit that the crime is mine 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQTT2dayQt
Now I'll serve my time
I thought, maybe if I quit it377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqqOHIREev
The devil will lose his incentive 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7D5G82ORAf
The weak little girl, poisoned 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEs8abxUa8f
Too bad for his game of tainting the good
But even then he just pulled down my walls 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisCT79QLNy
Brick by brick 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIX3FuXRdDt
And now I'm back in this smoky pit, the light drained from it 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2tCrZAcfC
Smoke filling my lungs and ripping the sight from my eyes 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zEFOFAmjw
Once again, I'm blind
Even when I believe it's over377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8Mtr4DaEd
That the thunder has passed me by, the storm subsiding 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNud4L25Dg
It's still right there 377Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXiNoKFOVJ
The devil on my shoulder
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