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FIEFDOM FALL
ISSUE #19
Author: Rebel
FIEFDOM FALL
Author: Rebel
ISSUE #19
19. Deadheading (1 Year Anniversary)
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[Verse 1]

Hit me where it hurts, so I can stitch myself back up again 

Red, bloody T-shirts, once white 

Treated like a wedding dress

Hit me with your fists that night, so co-dependent, good boy-friend

"Old wounds aren't cursed, alright?"

Said, "Old habits just don't die" 

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[Chorus]

'Cause I keep blooming roses on my wrists for you 

Though, I can't forget throwing the bouquet at you 

Us getting back together, "'Cause I changed for you"

Just to split in two, I can't face the truth

So I sit in slews of questions and scars

Fidgeting with my broken heart, with open arms 

Waiting for you to say, "Let's restart"

 

[Verse 2]

I miss you so much, I treat me mirroring how you'd treat me

Now I love myself, picking 

At scabs just to watch them bleed 

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[Chorus]

Yeah, I keep blooming roses on my wrists for you 

Though, I can't forget throwing the bouquet at you 

Us getting back together, 'cause "I changed for you"

Just to split in two, I can't face the truth

So I sit in slews of questions and scars

Fidgeting with my broken heart, with open arms 

Waiting for you to say, "Let's restart"

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[Bridge]

Revive my wilted half of us without a second thought 

I don't know why you make it look so hard, you can't 

Revive your wilted half of us without a second thought 

I don't know why you're deadheading our love, I can't 

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[Chorus]

'Cause I'm still blooming roses on my wrists for you 

Though, I can't forget throwing the bouquet at you 

Us getting back together, 'cause "I changed for you"

Just to split in two, I can't face the truth

So I sit in slews of questions and scars

Fidgeting with my broken heart, with open arms 

Waiting for you to say, "Let's restart"

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[Refrain]

Just for us to split in two

I can't face the truth 

So I sit in slews 

Of questions and scars

Fidgeting with my broken heart

With open arms 

Waiting for you to say, "Let's restart"

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FIEFDOM FALL
Poetry
Lyrics
Angst
Last updated: Jan 17, 2026
Total word count: 7,419
Total reading time: 34 Minutes
Writer:
Rebel
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