Who am I?82Please respect copyright.PENANAtzmi4daj8P
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.82Please respect copyright.PENANADOQBspw85m
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.82Please respect copyright.PENANAInT4JWXivz
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.82Please respect copyright.PENANAqniDmzczth
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,82Please respect copyright.PENANABPyzbuZ9gN
but I feel like I’m stuck.82Please respect copyright.PENANAw11gkyevO0
I don’t know what I want.82Please respect copyright.PENANAu9wc6lF5zc
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...82Please respect copyright.PENANADTzfVhyRDg
I want to have a dream.82Please respect copyright.PENANAmAiLjFXPcQ
Have a goal.82Please respect copyright.PENANATZmXL3m6Y8
Try to achieve it...82Please respect copyright.PENANAhZHMINcael
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.82Please respect copyright.PENANAvxerCKFTEf
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,82Please respect copyright.PENANA3UmV9uGOl1
I’m alone, trying to dream,82Please respect copyright.PENANAMSNDAzM53s
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,82Please respect copyright.PENANAH6g71qz2NY
after a long journey,82Please respect copyright.PENANAX2O3rfhFTi
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...82Please respect copyright.PENANAvcgLmlMILw