Who am I?167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3wsUIF2SZ
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm9k3TOhMB
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvK2WbIQ0Op
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3B3s4Bw6z
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsE5kXsxP4
but I feel like I’m stuck.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YnjPL07Rf
I don’t know what I want.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3yfnOCJyF
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75b8ulyIZs
I want to have a dream.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06ogVQO7yk
Have a goal.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckU60RPuLJ
Try to achieve it...167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ50PMzZUrl
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe8XOQbKY8
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzXaPqlawI
I’m alone, trying to dream,167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8omqij4Bq
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH6kLllSTT
after a long journey,167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6w3uIxJmd
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...167Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzVlzpr3mo
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