副題:有些光,不是照亮,而是被他看見的那一刻開始閃耀。
那天的陽光太亮,亮得讓人不敢直視。109Please respect copyright.PENANAyaipLjOqJO
拍哭戲的時候,我幾乎連呼吸都忘了。109Please respect copyright.PENANA8Dkour0gd5
導演喊「卡」,我抹去眼淚,正準備卸妝,忽然聽見隔壁場地的喧嘩聲。109Please respect copyright.PENANAvUfoy3FGdB
有人說:「隔壁組也來取景?」109Please respect copyright.PENANA06fx95vAZY
我抬頭,順着聲音看過去。109Please respect copyright.PENANAau7B6sWfph
就是那一瞬間——我看見他。109Please respect copyright.PENANAsyINNYgYZM
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他穿着深色軍裝,立領筆挺,陽光落在他肩頭,反射出一圈金邊。109Please respect copyright.PENANA4vJ95E5k6j
那樣的光太刺眼,可偏偏,我沒移開視線。109Please respect copyright.PENANAuce9rEHyJB
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他也看向我,只是短短一眼,卻讓我整個人怔在原地。109Please respect copyright.PENANAbTKK0Vh4uJ
有人喊他名字,我聽見「賀淩峰」。109Please respect copyright.PENANAYu0s2455BI
那時我心想——這名字,像是戲裏才會出現的角色。109Please respect copyright.PENANA54roo4p9NK
不真實,卻讓人記住。109Please respect copyright.PENANAFJt1CMLZdx
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晚上回酒店,手機一打開,熱搜全是我們的照片。109Please respect copyright.PENANAddtjjDAC97
#兩組劇組撞景#109Please respect copyright.PENANAPQFWyGrZzA
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#109Please respect copyright.PENANATvUjCezYzT
我忍不住笑,戲裏哭了半天,戲外居然被一個對視衝上熱搜。109Please respect copyright.PENANAVb5Gm9oKC7
助理打趣:「婧安姐,你和他被嗑瘋了!」109Please respect copyright.PENANATQytoKUjtF
我回:「網友想像力太豐富。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAsk1yeoXQAU
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但那一夜,我失眠。109Please respect copyright.PENANAB0oLKPjdLc
不是因為熱搜,而是因為那個眼神——太真,真到不像誤會。109Please respect copyright.PENANAOxiHSRglx6
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第二天早上,他傳來訊息。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】109Please respect copyright.PENANAtpIBdPsZCZ
我看着那行字,嘴角不自覺上揚。109Please respect copyright.PENANABQMN5KUQOW
他看起來應該是那種冷靜型的人,沒想到開場白這麼……可愛。109Please respect copyright.PENANATodMdghmVO
我回:【網友想像力太豐富。】109Please respect copyright.PENANAM9ySSlLGKn
他又回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】109Please respect copyright.PENANAHBP9fr1CCP
我忍不住笑出聲﹕【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】109Please respect copyright.PENANAf63khjeBKW
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按下傳送鍵的那一刻,我忽然發現自己——其實不希望對話就此結束。109Please respect copyright.PENANArOTexXcB2G
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後來,我們真的拍了同一場雜誌。109Please respect copyright.PENANADXWAiL0EiF
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAuvR4jFaAwl
我往前一步,他也往前一步。109Please respect copyright.PENANA0ICZ42hxPI
那距離,不遠不近,卻讓我心跳失去節奏。109Please respect copyright.PENANAUJIEk1zWSO
快門「喀嚓」一聲響起,他忽然低聲說:「這張我會收藏。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAzoyQ58ezcW
我笑着問:「不怕我拍壞?」109Please respect copyright.PENANA4wLyZDpPXb
「怕。」他回答,「所以想多留一張。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAYDS8grm2BQ
那句話,我記了很久。109Please respect copyright.PENANAkHLOtEAF9b
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我們都太忙,宣傳、拍攝、奔波。109Please respect copyright.PENANAoHdmLw5IR6
有時在活動上擦肩,我會假裝沒看見他,可每次轉過頭,又忍不住偷偷找他的身影。109Please respect copyright.PENANAT7wY1imgdp
有一次,我在後台聽見他講話,那語氣低沉,帶着笑意。109Please respect copyright.PENANAhdtvRfgySK
我忽然明白——有些人不是靠外表吸引你,而是靠一種「在場感」。就算他不說話,也能讓你知道他在。109Please respect copyright.PENANA2cZQ0HiBgf
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然後,那件事發生了。109Please respect copyright.PENANAKr5DGxCVtC
媒體拍到他和合作女演員的照片。109Please respect copyright.PENANA2jsqgXSN48
【賀淩峰戀情曝光】109Please respect copyright.PENANAjACimS38Tk
新聞底下全是評論:109Please respect copyright.PENANAdePhzDty4m
「這對好配!」、「果然是戲假情真!」109Please respect copyright.PENANADTY3Mh0eaO
我盯着螢幕,笑了一下。109Please respect copyright.PENANAizpEtdJXuW
笑自己——笑那個居然會覺得難過的自己。109Please respect copyright.PENANA3PhyguVSSa
他傳來訊息。109Please respect copyright.PENANAOXKXmjva3A
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】109Please respect copyright.PENANAM9z0yQkieG
【我只是送她一程。】109Please respect copyright.PENANA238qk0GUQL
【別多想。】109Please respect copyright.PENANAoATjhgmFuF
我看着訊息,手指停在鍵盤上,有千句話想說,但最後,什麼都沒回。109Please respect copyright.PENANAEWubFmfd76
我不是不相信他,只是那時的我,還沒找到「以什麼身份」去相信他。109Please respect copyright.PENANATDuurz4oMG
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後來,他真的來找我。109Please respect copyright.PENANAUq56Xg0yeY
我正在拍哭戲,轉身看到他,他站在那裏,一身安靜。109Please respect copyright.PENANA26uIsyxx7U
我知道他是來解釋的,可我不想讓自己那麼容易被打開,所以我只是點了點頭。109Please respect copyright.PENANAXM9scfMEuE
「妳辛苦了。」他說。109Please respect copyright.PENANAeyiZp5vWd4
我笑:「你也是。」109Please respect copyright.PENANA9cDq536p8m
就這樣擦肩而過,我沒有回頭,但當他走遠時,我的手卻在發抖。109Please respect copyright.PENANAraA8eBKrNo
我對自己說——林婧安,妳不該動心。可心偏偏不聽話。109Please respect copyright.PENANAQIDZZcwmHN
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時間再往後,我們再次相遇。109Please respect copyright.PENANAA3iKptWTU5
那天的風很輕,我剛拍完收尾戲,他就出現在那裏。109Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0zTpGrKjB
「你怎麼在這?」我問。109Please respect copyright.PENANABt762hbWkZ
他說:「來看妳。」他的眼神很平靜,卻藏着什麼我不敢細看。109Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8x1uDWfvP
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAgsDiQngykJ
「拍啊。」他笑了笑,「但我發現我演不下去了。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAxYqjCmEemR
「為什麼?」109Please respect copyright.PENANAsdIL8LEjMa
「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAweHDH2AZ6C
我愣住,那一瞬間,連風都停了。109Please respect copyright.PENANAUiumUOPh4w
他又說:「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAX54Cl5AMCT
我低下頭,不敢讓他看見我的表情。109Please respect copyright.PENANAxeYrme9LLB
因為我怕,他會看到我眼裏的光。109Please respect copyright.PENANA0lB99jYhPC
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那天回家,我一直在想——原來他早就說了我最想聽的那句話,只是我用了太久,才敢相信。109Please respect copyright.PENANAHDcrrMEyIR
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愛情不是誰先開口,而是誰先被光照亮。109Please respect copyright.PENANA0EZFAF3ZGM
而那道光,從那個夏天撞景的午後開始,就一直落在我心裏。
——〈番外篇六・完〉
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