副題:那天光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。
我記得那天的光,亮得不像現實。85Please respect copyright.PENANAU6Bpv1mkMX
劇組在山坡取景,反光板幾乎要被曬化。85Please respect copyright.PENANAWVtDazcMEs
我正準備換戲服,餘光掃過另一邊的場地——就這樣,看見了她。85Please respect copyright.PENANARgZAX7JiJQ
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白衣、青髮。85Please respect copyright.PENANAcHQwP1UmrM
她坐在鏡前,妝還未卸,神情專注得像世界只剩鏡中的自己。85Please respect copyright.PENANAAphPA342b1
那種專注,會讓時間變慢。85Please respect copyright.PENANAFJaajmeBOK
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那一刻,我第一次覺得,原來「命中注定」不是戲詞。85Please respect copyright.PENANAAv0SkeoAw4
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她抬頭,看見我。85Please respect copyright.PENANA9HGiq1oLIc
隔着光、隔着人群。85Please respect copyright.PENANAJD9tqqC7Ci
只是短短一眼,我卻記了很久。85Please respect copyright.PENANANaAioqahOm
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那之後,我們的劇組帳號同時上了熱搜。85Please respect copyright.PENANATcpr14dMYu
#兩組劇組撞景#85Please respect copyright.PENANAB72NAsscOj
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#85Please respect copyright.PENANAnomKofwVH5
照片裏,她仰頭、我低頭,光剛好落在我們之間。85Please respect copyright.PENANAyx9cZd6URz
底下的評論說——「他們不像在演戲,像在互相發現。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAuu7JjzzV2D
我看着那句話,第一次覺得,網友也會說真話。85Please respect copyright.PENANARB4IpnCwgE
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幾天後,我鼓起勇氣發了訊息給她。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】85Please respect copyright.PENANAJCd6JysHw8
我以為她不會回,她給人的印象總是冷靜、禮貌,連距離都拿捏得剛剛好。85Please respect copyright.PENANAff4TAox1eX
結果,不到一分鐘,她回了——【網友想像力太豐富。】85Please respect copyright.PENANAcrMUMseq1X
我笑出聲,原來她也會開玩笑。85Please respect copyright.PENANA7qfo3OwpsA
我回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】85Please respect copyright.PENANAdVn0z1FZbG
她秒回:【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】85Please respect copyright.PENANAurWerz7qxZ
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「民國少帥」——那三個字,我看了十遍,不為別的,只是那句話裏有她,還有我忽然亂掉的心跳。85Please respect copyright.PENANAxdnT8TQdvk
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後來,我們真的有了合作機會——一次品牌拍攝,一場雙人訪談。85Please respect copyright.PENANAlZlH2DEzhk
她穿着白襯衫,笑得很淡。85Please respect copyright.PENANAYF2fErGQyg
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」85Please respect copyright.PENANADpa3tgJTDH
我往前一步,她沒退。85Please respect copyright.PENANAtlaHhv2fFu
快門「喀嚓」一聲,那張照片成了雜誌封面。85Please respect copyright.PENANA10ggvKYTsF
別人說我們「眼神裏有故事」,其實,那是我開始動心的時候。85Please respect copyright.PENANA4r6RMVWIEA
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時間往後推,我們都忙着拍戲、跑宣傳。85Please respect copyright.PENANAJWH5WLgEfH
偶爾在活動現場擦肩,她的笑一如既往——乾淨、克制,又讓人想靠近。85Please respect copyright.PENANAXADLEL09Kt
我站在人群裏,看着她被光包圍的樣子,心裏卻有種說不出的距離感。85Please respect copyright.PENANArPLrW1i380
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直到有一天,媒體拍到我和合作女演員蘇芮瑤的照片。85Please respect copyright.PENANAboAHrSEzYQ
【賀淩峰疑似戀情曝光】85Please respect copyright.PENANAxVCIUtFL42
照片裏,我替她撐傘、護她上車。85Please respect copyright.PENANA3glkDLadwp
其實,只是車臨時沒來,我順路送她一程。85Please respect copyright.PENANAS3rfWEFeGJ
雨太大,閃光燈太亮,那角度一剪,就成了「深情對視」。85Please respect copyright.PENANABe2vU1IfXi
新聞出來的那晚,我第一個想到的人,是她。85Please respect copyright.PENANAiFvXgQwSQO
我傳了三條訊息:85Please respect copyright.PENANATpcTRbZaBl
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】85Please respect copyright.PENANA7OLXb5DLSe
【我只是送她一程。】85Please respect copyright.PENANAT9EA3mChrv
【別多想。】85Please respect copyright.PENANAEF9vrpS0PL
她己讀,不回。85Please respect copyright.PENANAJswhZvAuRK
那兩個「已讀」,比任何評論都更安靜,也更刺眼。85Please respect copyright.PENANA1xQxEgutf1
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隔天,我去找她,她在拍一場哭戲。85Please respect copyright.PENANAN6H8nWpRz7
導演喊「卡」的時候,她回頭,看見我。85Please respect copyright.PENANAW1ZV1Di5GS
她沒問,沒笑,只是微微點頭。85Please respect copyright.PENANAkvOKOiBtYn
那一瞬間,我什麼都說不出口,所有的解釋,都變得多餘。85Please respect copyright.PENANAL5cXfdUiCx
我只說:「妳辛苦了。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAr6nTuL3yA9
她點頭:「你也是。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAZ57dsDQWoj
就這樣,擦肩而過。她的背影,淡得像光消散的尾。85Please respect copyright.PENANAInkUqLvCMS
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那晚,我一夜沒睡。85Please respect copyright.PENANA1lonNkWfcB
也許我錯了——錯在太早動心,太晚承認。85Please respect copyright.PENANA9hJto47jUi
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又過了幾個月,我們在片場再次相遇。85Please respect copyright.PENANAy4bFCxoj5B
她剛拍完收尾戲,我站在遠處,看着她笑。85Please respect copyright.PENANAGQCP2NTjH1
「你怎麼在這?」她問。85Please respect copyright.PENANAmxh7g062fv
「來看妳。」我說。85Please respect copyright.PENANA4P1tICl8jW
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAhyREtgeoQ8
「拍啊。」我頓了頓,「但演不下去了。」85Please respect copyright.PENANApSQLuA8lAw
她皺着眉:「為什麼?」85Please respect copyright.PENANADaF5k0Wu7E
我看着她,笑得有點笨:「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」85Please respect copyright.PENANASXh96xffrr
她怔在那裏。85Please respect copyright.PENANAuJBFG4ULCx
風從我們之間穿過,連樹影都靜下來。85Please respect copyright.PENANAcvXBKwEM8u
我往前一步,她沒退。85Please respect copyright.PENANAhyFDtMUqe7
那一刻,我知道——有些心意,不需要台詞。85Please respect copyright.PENANA7hSN3fLWwT
「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAzwecjjGUkr
她沒有回話,只是低下頭,輕輕笑了一下。85Please respect copyright.PENANAaHcNsyqXLX
那笑裏有風,也有光。85Please respect copyright.PENANARzbzBsOlXU
還有一點,屬於命運的溫柔。85Please respect copyright.PENANABMck6IabTq
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後來的後來,我們被叫作「光影CP」。85Please respect copyright.PENANAFw60Eg8fEz
但我知道,那不只是戲。85Please respect copyright.PENANAX18KtkSrBJ
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她說過:「幸福不需要排練。」85Please respect copyright.PENANAuyhRbgMdL5
而我想回答她——「那天的光太亮,連命運都沒時間說謊。」
——〈番外篇五・完〉
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