副題:有些光,不是照亮,而是被他看見的那一刻開始閃耀。
那天的陽光太亮,亮得讓人不敢直視。100Please respect copyright.PENANAuprxKMoHxJ
拍哭戲的時候,我幾乎連呼吸都忘了。100Please respect copyright.PENANAGFBsSkdf85
導演喊「卡」,我抹去眼淚,正準備卸妝,忽然聽見隔壁場地的喧嘩聲。100Please respect copyright.PENANAEjAh09irjj
有人說:「隔壁組也來取景?」100Please respect copyright.PENANADbEXFiwN3y
我抬頭,順着聲音看過去。100Please respect copyright.PENANAuezZ6qOfcV
就是那一瞬間——我看見他。100Please respect copyright.PENANATiXD336UBi
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他穿着深色軍裝,立領筆挺,陽光落在他肩頭,反射出一圈金邊。100Please respect copyright.PENANAr8f6nxak5y
那樣的光太刺眼,可偏偏,我沒移開視線。100Please respect copyright.PENANAotI3DJ11iE
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他也看向我,只是短短一眼,卻讓我整個人怔在原地。100Please respect copyright.PENANAyMPSsz6TkV
有人喊他名字,我聽見「賀淩峰」。100Please respect copyright.PENANACzR6kGkX0w
那時我心想——這名字,像是戲裏才會出現的角色。100Please respect copyright.PENANATZqmMzUnPv
不真實,卻讓人記住。100Please respect copyright.PENANAHs675Mlrwi
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晚上回酒店,手機一打開,熱搜全是我們的照片。100Please respect copyright.PENANAHEY6fm3n7Y
#兩組劇組撞景#100Please respect copyright.PENANAKMVD8C4B4v
#林婧安賀淩峰對視#100Please respect copyright.PENANAHOtd5Mqgi1
我忍不住笑,戲裏哭了半天,戲外居然被一個對視衝上熱搜。100Please respect copyright.PENANAjiVGqQZ8gc
助理打趣:「婧安姐,你和他被嗑瘋了!」100Please respect copyright.PENANA7WhDMDX4BV
我回:「網友想像力太豐富。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAyqxF28rWUK
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但那一夜,我失眠。100Please respect copyright.PENANAfW9QiyAiVf
不是因為熱搜,而是因為那個眼神——太真,真到不像誤會。100Please respect copyright.PENANA4JXkXjb1mb
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第二天早上,他傳來訊息。【早安。聽說我們昨天撞出話題?】100Please respect copyright.PENANAAO6tZLmZqE
我看着那行字,嘴角不自覺上揚。100Please respect copyright.PENANA8QY5OPuETT
他看起來應該是那種冷靜型的人,沒想到開場白這麼……可愛。100Please respect copyright.PENANAyhSsl1uToi
我回:【網友想像力太豐富。】100Please respect copyright.PENANAhD9BomcL0d
他又回:【那不如下次真的合作一次?】100Please respect copyright.PENANA3XVEaJgLDH
我忍不住笑出聲﹕【你先拍好你的戲吧,民國少帥。】100Please respect copyright.PENANAxhlUEIG1ak
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按下傳送鍵的那一刻,我忽然發現自己——其實不希望對話就此結束。100Please respect copyright.PENANAIeGfCIKTk3
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後來,我們真的拍了同一場雜誌。100Please respect copyright.PENANAlZmtTE6smx
攝影師說:「靠近一點。」100Please respect copyright.PENANASX0m6gtWkF
我往前一步,他也往前一步。100Please respect copyright.PENANAEOoAtXzCrp
那距離,不遠不近,卻讓我心跳失去節奏。100Please respect copyright.PENANAl880I8nsOa
快門「喀嚓」一聲響起,他忽然低聲說:「這張我會收藏。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAXjFM0oXy1N
我笑着問:「不怕我拍壞?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAJkS0BlT0Kz
「怕。」他回答,「所以想多留一張。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAVlLbTzmbUY
那句話,我記了很久。100Please respect copyright.PENANA2PK6X5ikUD
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我們都太忙,宣傳、拍攝、奔波。100Please respect copyright.PENANAWJe2FACagY
有時在活動上擦肩,我會假裝沒看見他,可每次轉過頭,又忍不住偷偷找他的身影。100Please respect copyright.PENANAGtlNejD4t9
有一次,我在後台聽見他講話,那語氣低沉,帶着笑意。100Please respect copyright.PENANAOhsNn0ClsK
我忽然明白——有些人不是靠外表吸引你,而是靠一種「在場感」。就算他不說話,也能讓你知道他在。100Please respect copyright.PENANAPXrJNEPR4C
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然後,那件事發生了。100Please respect copyright.PENANAXZfVcMAx0d
媒體拍到他和合作女演員的照片。100Please respect copyright.PENANAlAJX3Yqwnr
【賀淩峰戀情曝光】100Please respect copyright.PENANA7gIrpZRr5w
新聞底下全是評論:100Please respect copyright.PENANAu6Ajj1GMCn
「這對好配!」、「果然是戲假情真!」100Please respect copyright.PENANAFTxJIBIpaJ
我盯着螢幕,笑了一下。100Please respect copyright.PENANAVVxkNhjQyZ
笑自己——笑那個居然會覺得難過的自己。100Please respect copyright.PENANAPi97q8Lqfq
他傳來訊息。100Please respect copyright.PENANAI7IbwF2x4P
【那天的照片妳看到了嗎?】100Please respect copyright.PENANAIDvZTPRLyC
【我只是送她一程。】100Please respect copyright.PENANAQAsE27i9tN
【別多想。】100Please respect copyright.PENANATLcvw1po4n
我看着訊息,手指停在鍵盤上,有千句話想說,但最後,什麼都沒回。100Please respect copyright.PENANAq5TeVZ9wcR
我不是不相信他,只是那時的我,還沒找到「以什麼身份」去相信他。100Please respect copyright.PENANAjRjbDXnA7W
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後來,他真的來找我。100Please respect copyright.PENANARuDMWCPmga
我正在拍哭戲,轉身看到他,他站在那裏,一身安靜。100Please respect copyright.PENANARpbL3hb7iW
我知道他是來解釋的,可我不想讓自己那麼容易被打開,所以我只是點了點頭。100Please respect copyright.PENANAD95mjMIaMe
「妳辛苦了。」他說。100Please respect copyright.PENANAPZFfb5MMMT
我笑:「你也是。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAziN8X8KX7k
就這樣擦肩而過,我沒有回頭,但當他走遠時,我的手卻在發抖。100Please respect copyright.PENANAvjCbV8xMRv
我對自己說——林婧安,妳不該動心。可心偏偏不聽話。100Please respect copyright.PENANA88fWbrlBob
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時間再往後,我們再次相遇。100Please respect copyright.PENANAZuUWCkvUyQ
那天的風很輕,我剛拍完收尾戲,他就出現在那裏。100Please respect copyright.PENANAy8ISJnTSg7
「你怎麼在這?」我問。100Please respect copyright.PENANAsPYcBp8hhz
他說:「來看妳。」他的眼神很平靜,卻藏着什麼我不敢細看。100Please respect copyright.PENANAvQc8hBn8MN
「我以為你在拍別的戲。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAykn38Xc46W
「拍啊。」他笑了笑,「但我發現我演不下去了。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAC1xj2p5dPI
「為什麼?」100Please respect copyright.PENANAZHmMnzMGeB
「因為我所有的台詞,都想對妳說。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAZGPyLpfdfO
我愣住,那一瞬間,連風都停了。100Please respect copyright.PENANANOQoao7EkX
他又說:「林婧安,這一次,不用導演喊『開始』。」100Please respect copyright.PENANAZd22kUHEyR
我低下頭,不敢讓他看見我的表情。100Please respect copyright.PENANAybil7V5i1s
因為我怕,他會看到我眼裏的光。100Please respect copyright.PENANA6K247pvJDT
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那天回家,我一直在想——原來他早就說了我最想聽的那句話,只是我用了太久,才敢相信。100Please respect copyright.PENANAJppKo7RDJE
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愛情不是誰先開口,而是誰先被光照亮。100Please respect copyright.PENANAnbA2nidHEU
而那道光,從那個夏天撞景的午後開始,就一直落在我心裏。
——〈番外篇六・完〉
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