所以,也因此,他們缺乏柔情的包容——856Please respect copyright.PENANAQzkxneqAmv
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首先被情緒凌駕思考,繼而作出挑釁。856Please respect copyright.PENANAMW7MMZlGb2
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原先只是想開一開玩笑,然而細石仍能激起千層浪;但如果旁觀,或會覺得這是一件好事。人與人在關係之中,平穩是一種安心的狀態,但如果心有不滿,只會去往關係的消亡,倒不如學習吵架。856Please respect copyright.PENANA6vQM53g1pQ
856Please respect copyright.PENANA32GQXa0UAG
一次質量高的罵戰,比十次平淡的沉默效果更佳。856Please respect copyright.PENANAeDGaZo4Les
856Please respect copyright.PENANAxV3Z8Pb8BB
「我落去跑吓步先。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAJq8tQ5H5d3
856Please respect copyright.PENANAmSCpfCfVXK
他們已不能再講下去,阿朗借詞離開。856Please respect copyright.PENANAwh42iuPCTr
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「好。」856Please respect copyright.PENANA5S4AoKBOPc
856Please respect copyright.PENANAAAGU3rrOND
於是,門又關上,感覺世界被隔絕兩方,但明明分享着同一份憂傷。856Please respect copyright.PENANAR1l3YUZ1a2
856Please respect copyright.PENANACtchB3AHlq
外面太陽很猛烈,跑什麼步?856Please respect copyright.PENANAQe9r6XJOhn
856Please respect copyright.PENANAUWwliyi1sz
外面太陽很猛烈,跑什麼步?856Please respect copyright.PENANAYjhIefA5db
856Please respect copyright.PENANAe0CKLe40JG
所以,阿朗繞過運動場,多行一會兒走進了商場,至少裹面有冷氣。856Please respect copyright.PENANAyzBwkgT6y4
856Please respect copyright.PENANA5EPiatewQs
日光日白,不熱嗎——雖然,思思很清楚,他說要跑步只是想讓大家都冷靜一下。若然身處同一個空間,夾硬聊下去,只會實切地意興闌珊。856Please respect copyright.PENANAPwFyfVxybx
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至少,如此,還可以令大家都覺得二人還是擁有情緒的,不至於不聞不問。856Please respect copyright.PENANAfAvxEHJMJU
856Please respect copyright.PENANAoOHXdocRcK
樓下的商場是小小一間,得兩層有店舖,直行直過不足十分鐘已可逛畢。856Please respect copyright.PENANA8PZX8mNfxJ
856Please respect copyright.PENANAd3iAFDyqv1
他經過鞋舖,想起她有天回家後,嫌棄的說:856Please respect copyright.PENANAFV8jKM0Rjh
856Please respect copyright.PENANA25NmRKYcIk
「唔小心踩到啲泥,死啦,都唔知洗唔洗得乾淨。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAmyr93De4ft
856Please respect copyright.PENANAjc4IKYoQN1
她用力地洗拭那一雙白色的鞋,但將泥塊移下後,還是有頑固的啡啡綠綠色的污漬:「洗唔甩。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAkdhaPVTdUR
856Please respect copyright.PENANAnyEClXqVac
「幾潮吖,唔緊要啦。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAtdmJcwZK59
856Please respect copyright.PENANAz1NE3bI41b
他下樓,而她只好執一下屋,從乾衣機取出衣服,先掛起棉花糖的校服,然後坐在地上摺。一件、一件……856Please respect copyright.PENANAA7rmgRsYsH
856Please respect copyright.PENANAgRTBrKYICY
她打開YouTube,看到一些心理學的小知識,很想立刻嘗試應用,測試其功能性;可是這屋只得影片的聲音,而他不在。856Please respect copyright.PENANAjaLiCrLwPr
856Please respect copyright.PENANArDLdj4qRJE
他內進,揀了一雙白色的鞋,有些粉紅色的點綴,37碼。856Please respect copyright.PENANAn7CgMC1O1i
856Please respect copyright.PENANA90iH39nMC6
她很喜歡這樣的鞋,因為襯什麼衫都適合;但是,這些天來,她都在穿厚重的黑色波鞋,和她的長裙不太搭,可是又捨不得扔掉舊的那雙,只將它放在鞋盒中。856Please respect copyright.PENANAEQpEF5atvA
856Please respect copyright.PENANAiz3z0I5sRG
「咔——咔——」她忽然笑,這個情景,很像她廿四歲時的寂寞——同樣,無人回應;同樣,她也沒有說出口讓他知道;和她共明共晦地看色情片、自慰的人,是她。856Please respect copyright.PENANAAcVTG2EXRq
856Please respect copyright.PENANAE70ryJO2UO
但明明,後來,沒有再如此。只是現在,YouTube的影片已播完,她聽見時鐘走動的聲音,如同當時清晰透徹。856Please respect copyright.PENANAkKicI4aHiV
856Please respect copyright.PENANANSJiqFxw3l
時鐘還是同一個,但用久了,越行越快,足足快了十分鐘,即使調較,多過一會兒又行得快,慢慢就習慣將所看到的時間延後;始終和當年不一樣。856Please respect copyright.PENANAUCTHcGNaXT
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她也不再是當年那個不甘表達的人了,不再隱忍沉默。856Please respect copyright.PENANAx4kM30jnBM
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這是進步。856Please respect copyright.PENANAy8uTh7IyYQ
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然後,他去向對面的文具店,買了幾枝墨水筆、筆芯、塗改帶。棉花糖已不再用鉛筆了,就算她不用,思思也會以紙筆記事。856Please respect copyright.PENANAAzXVBn3OA6
856Please respect copyright.PENANA8he9KT3W0u
這屋裏只有他不用再執筆。856Please respect copyright.PENANA51oLoGymiN
856Please respect copyright.PENANAliC4OGHMYu
其實,他已很多年不用執筆。但以前,他會自卑於別人正為事業打拼或者持續進修,而自己卻在做一份難有晉升機會的工作;現在,他已不是,並且隱隱地為自己感到驕傲。856Please respect copyright.PENANABVXrh1xA2X
856Please respect copyright.PENANAUCgyGDmeQv
這是進步。856Please respect copyright.PENANAXzpqigAwpa
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二人都在這段獨處之間平靜下來,反覆思慮已沒有意義,腦海中的東西在游泳,然而空間狹小,不讓它出去的話遲早一天憋死。856Please respect copyright.PENANAwV8EB5Z3Oj
856Please respect copyright.PENANAJzpJIvOFnG
已過而立之年,應比當年進步,是否?856Please respect copyright.PENANAB3kX7Nphtq
856Please respect copyright.PENANADlcT3oe1Wx
思思想在家等阿朗回來,期間先煮飯吧;卻發現家裏的姜已經用完,本來想讓他順便買回來,但又不知他何時回程,她故穿上拖鞋下樓。856Please respect copyright.PENANA9GcYmYSDTU
856Please respect copyright.PENANAGAO2fBekx4
她經過樓下的小公園,看見他呆坐着綠色鐵鏽長櫈上,怔怔地看着小孩子盪鞦韆、瀡滑梯,旁邊放着一個膠袋。856Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9m4fxmKOw
856Please respect copyright.PENANAL7d3pQrWY9
她站在涼亭,坐一坐,看他、看他看別人、看別人。856Please respect copyright.PENANAisDTqvSlqe
856Please respect copyright.PENANAsZNHOXLyeB
他腳踏在雜色地磚上,十指雙交,目光在焦點中伸長,聽見歡快的玩鬧聲,甚至伸至他和她曾經也在同一張椅子上停留,也緊緊地牽過對方。856Please respect copyright.PENANAf37CMUkARM
856Please respect copyright.PENANAE05rdspjF3
其實,他們很近,但總是差一點點。856Please respect copyright.PENANAlfSGCvjQKe
856Please respect copyright.PENANAfapPff4azK
她看見天開始悄悄地暗了一點,突然釋懷,不可能再等——856Please respect copyright.PENANAygSIECUZIp
856Please respect copyright.PENANA46NMFDMem2
等到日落?等到夜晚?等到月明星晞然後盼待明天會更好嗎?她故前去,輕鬆地問:856Please respect copyright.PENANANepkXp6MHe
856Please respect copyright.PENANAldqAi1WLL6
「老公,你做咩喺度嘅?」856Please respect copyright.PENANA27LW4wSjxn
856Please respect copyright.PENANAS27zAZFPZm
「坐喺度睇吓啲細路仔玩咋嘛。以前,棉花糖番完學,就同同學落嚟玩一陣嘅。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAg3G2c1zKmE
856Please respect copyright.PENANA3AnRrMuakx
「係。以前仲係做緊畫直線,但宜家就嚟升中學添啦。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAXgMFQUYU6O
856Please respect copyright.PENANAc8siLP8Eey
「嗯。都幾好。」856Please respect copyright.PENANA8aqijnE4Bl
856Please respect copyright.PENANAGJOsWBUHCR
「你買咗嘢?」856Please respect copyright.PENANAten7Q6FARe
856Please respect copyright.PENANAle5ugVSDTX
她伸手,取出鞋盒,打開。856Please respect copyright.PENANABh8Cd8kRwg
856Please respect copyright.PENANAoXKACbmnQ2
「你睇吓啱唔啱腳?嗰對鞋,你可以唔要啦,都污糟咗。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAjbFHcfmLTI
856Please respect copyright.PENANADv9Ze93mC0
他付錢之後,突然想起,鞋合不合腳只有她試過先知,唯有在心裏祈求她能穿得下。856Please respect copyright.PENANAqwwLvQv3lO
856Please respect copyright.PENANAp7sILEo3z8
「唔得,擺喺屋企啦。你送㗎喎,唔會唔要。」856Please respect copyright.PENANATAPyxj02W8
856Please respect copyright.PENANAVZrXbdWzSs
她見他記得小事,不自覺地柔軟,衷心地討他歡喜;他果然笑笑。其實,他們在對方面前,沒有什麼算計,全屬人性自然反應,防衛心低;所以,轉折很容易。856Please respect copyright.PENANA5EMosXqUae
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阿朗問:「你呢?做咩落嚟嘅?」856Please respect copyright.PENANAxE0XJQNM4Z
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思思像忽然記起什麼:「哦、係喎——我想蒸魚,但屋企冇哂姜,所以落嚟買。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAch7eiHp4Y5
856Please respect copyright.PENANAp9gJuWNEVH
「一定要有姜嘅咩?落多啲蔥囉。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAV9CsoOqpZP
856Please respect copyright.PENANAhXRVP3wJGv
「一定要,如果唔係我就寧願唔蒸啦。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAcF4fNI5yw8
856Please respect copyright.PENANA3guhLDWAYs
「咁行啦。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAXErSc8bTGK
856Please respect copyright.PENANANceex0YiZg
「你同我去?」856Please respect copyright.PENANALzB6eajcy1
856Please respect copyright.PENANA6IHH47lgaR
「係啊。」856Please respect copyright.PENANASwr5bzcb0w
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他站起,牽起她的手:856Please respect copyright.PENANADxAm8aFkLa
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「琴日咪話有嘢想講嘅,番去就好好傾吓啦,好冇?」856Please respect copyright.PENANAS6fxvupbG7
856Please respect copyright.PENANA0fwby1z2Ds
「好。」856Please respect copyright.PENANA2x7Rt7SIDE
856Please respect copyright.PENANAPbwYYH2ibl
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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張羨青

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